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Having Lord Lucifer be protective of you is like having scary dog privilege both in the astral and with other people. I’ve had someone insult me and then immediately stub their toe 💀

Another Lucifer UPG

Now, I don't know how to elaborate on this but I've said that I've seen sides of him that have made me acknowledge the lengths of his rage and duality.

I feel that it's right to share this because someone unfamiliar with his spectrum of abilities might find it confusing af, as I did the first time I saw it. But I DO have to clarify that this is UPG and I do not mean to impose this as a law or anything.

For context, most of these um, showcases(? lmao how should I phrase it) occur while I'm in the Astral or in the dream realm. First time I saw it I had a pretty shitty nightmare and I'm SURE that something came into my dream and disrupted everything, in the dream I was sleeping and something didn't let me get up nor wake up, but I could see her, and outside there were a whole lot of parasites clinging onto people. I, of course, told her to fuck up and somehow I was able to invoke Lucifer (I was conscious, important thing).

He was dreadful. I cannot even explain the darkness that came along with him, it was like a black sea that started to flow inside my dream, the parasites got stuck in it. It looked like petroleum but something within me told me that it was a void. He was mad as fuck. He let these entities stuck in a time loop with themselves, I can't explain really well because he refused to go into detail with that but I saw them aware that they were not going to be free in a long, long time. If time even existed there.

It happened again in the astral. Now, I do have to admit that I have some kind of magnet for trouble. That time, however, he was already in a bad mood. Then again, it was like a void devouring everything but also it was nothingness. Once something got swallowed, it didn't exist no more, or it became a part of the whole. Like an Eclipse. I've only felt something similar with Yāōtl Tezcatlipoca (tho he wasn't mad that's just his usual energy).

ANYWAY, I find it interesting as fuck that Lucifer can be the light in the darkest night but he can be the devouring darkness too.

Yes, I know of Void Magick but I never really understood it ultil I saw a fraction of the void. I've seen it a couple of times and while it is an amazing thing to see from the outside in the safety of his embrace, I cannot imagine what it must feel like being swallowed by that.

That's all. I needed to share this because I want to know If someone has seen something similar, and help other people find some sense to it because it is confusing the first time.

Adiós ~ 🤍

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The person who re-blogged this wants you to know that they are open to questions regarding their spiritual path, witchcraft and faith, and in fact, would love to talk about their spiritual path with you and have a casual talk!!

(this applies to me pspspsps HMU , don't hesitate, i am always open to respectful discussion of our spiritual paths and just being friends!!)

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Children (me) yearn for the mines (temples built in honor of the gods that u can go to for worship and community where we can read hymns together and perform rituals)

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actually no, we're not "dating". we're bound together for infinity. like the stars. so, fuck you, actually.

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My Soul’s Tie to Lucifer

Two years ago, if you had told me that I would’ve had a recording of someone possessed by Satan himself assisting me in gaining knowledge about my soul, I would’ve said you were crazy. Nevertheless, here I am at arguably one of the most interesting parts of my spiritual journey yet.

This past weekend, the lovely @varusha-asmoday allowed me to question Satan about my soul’s past life and connection to Lord Lucifer. Varusha’s partner allows themself to be possessed by Satan during their rituals. Satan speaks through them and Varusha records it. Here are some highlights of what I transcribed of Satan speaking about me as well as my thoughts on it:

This was somehow his first impression: “It seems like she's a little pet to him” Whoa, okay, oh my… So, those visuals I got of Lucifer holding a leash connected to a collar around my neck that made me super flustered were real? Alright then 🥴

“Lucifer is rather endeared by her.” Aww. “He's very protective of her. Very very protective of her, shoving me out of the way. No, I'm just here to help on her behalf! Prove it? I don’t have any proof.” Shoutout to Varusha for providing proof here so Lucifer would give Satan more info. It’s absolutely heartwarming to me how protective Lucifer is of me. Also, hearing Satan’s dynamic with Lucifer was interesting.

“What's appearing to me is Lucifer holding this one like a child in the nature of the infernal realm in Hell before life, before she was alive. She had a tragic past in quite the distant past. I think around the time when Christianity was meeting the place of Ireland.” This was around 400 AD. I don’t think time in Hell works the same way it does here, but if it does, then I’d have spent around 1600 years there with Lucifer. It would certainly explain why I’m a demonkin.

“A woman in white, very young, weeping. And Lucifer letting her pass over and then keeping her around. And then afterwards being endeared so much that he chose her uniquely for the mission that he sent her on. Specifically because of the nature of their intimate relationship, which is mostly love and cherishment, that kind of thing.” Oh my gods. Lucifer helping me reach the afterlife and then liking me so much he took me in. 🥹

“There was a father figure and a young woman crying. The father was evil and Lucifer took the place of that fatherly role. Became the protective force that she needed. Whether that was in this life or the last, it's hard to tell. He just says it's an imprint present on his soul… As an imprint, it needed to happen again.” Wasn’t expecting to get called out for my Daddy issues. I certainly wouldn’t call my current human father “evil”, but I will say Lucifer has done for me emotionally in the year and a half since I knew he was around than my father has done in 22 years.

“Lucifer truly sees her as a daughterlike figure, very proud of her. Very protective of her. He really sees himself as that role for her. And he did incarnate her, making him the father of her.” Considering our romantic intimacy, I certainly wasn’t expecting this perspective. But I asked Lucifer about it and I think he said something like “demons don’t see the same things taboo as humans do.” Meaning, it’s normal for them to be intimate with their own children. I think him having a caretaker role with me is really sweet. I have a little bit of a tendency to age regress, so I’d love for him to take care of me. It’s awesome to have confirmation that Lucifer cares so deeply for me. Now I just wanna curl up on Lucifer’s lap while he pets my horns and strokes my hair…

Big thank you to everyone involved in getting me this info!

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How long did you interact with Lord Lucifer before your spousal? I worked with him before, but left. However, I felt him calling me back. Interacting with him again feels closer... I hadn't considered spousal until saw a reading on Etsy and started wondering. So I asked him myself if he saw me in that way and got a yes. I haven't done a "formal" ritual but have verbally stated my devotion and wear jewelry for him.

Hi, @mishmoshfroggo ! It took me about a year from first knowing Lord Lucifer was reaching out to me, to doing a ritual devoting myself to him as my godspouse. My ritual wasn’t very formal as I’m closeted and don’t have the materials do anything fancy. I won’t go into details on it, as it was very personal.

I could tell he liked me romantically very quickly, as he was throwing pretty much every sign at me he could lol. The year leading up to it was pretty much me coming to terms and accepting it, as well as understanding what it meant. I did a lot of research on godspousal, as well as self-reflecting on why I felt why I wasn’t worthy of his love.

Godspousal is a serious commitment and not to be taken lightly. It can’t be just something that he wants, but must also be something that you truly desire. It is a bond that may not only last this lifetime, but may also follow you into your afterlife or next life. This bond can be broken, but I believe it is much harder to separate yourself from a godspouse than to become a godspouse.

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Little public appreciation for my wonderful deities!!

Firstly, Lucifer!

He has such a beautiful presence. Whenever I see the stars, I immediately get reminded of him. His energy is so incredibly warm & comforting.

He’s so incredibly funny, yet so wise & serious. He is so full of personality, it’s insane!

I love when I hear violins & just know he would enjoy it.

I love when I see flowers & just know he would want me to pick them for him.

I’m so thankful to have him as a patron. He’s so inspiring, & encourages me so much to fully be myself.

Thank you so much to the great illuminator

Ave Lucifer!!

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i’m definitely gonna start making more of these 🧍‍♀️

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Inktober Day 05 - Binoculars

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I just got a godspouse confirmation done for Lord Lucifer and I’m gonna scream this is literally the best thing I’ve ever read, we have a murky mixed dynamic (a mesh of different types) which also got confirmed and I literally feel like I’m gonna vibrate out of my flesh with joy and elation, I feel so loved. How do you ever get used to feeling so loved by a being that knows literally everything about you? He knows all the shameful awful parts of me, and still he cradles me so in his palms, like I’m something worthy of awe. How do you get used to it? Connecting with him, I feel like I’ll weep with relief and joy every time.

Aww, congrats Anon! It’s such an incredible and magnificent feeling to be loved by him. As for how you get used to it, I guess you kinda just adjust over time??? Honestly, I still get absolutely giddy about him and the fact he loves me. I can’t really offer advice because it’s not something I’ve gotten over yet lol. It’s like you’re asking an alcoholic how to stop drinking. My advice is to just enjoy and embrace those feelings.

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Hello I hope you’re doing good..🌸 I’m curious about your whole demonkin post it’s was very interesting to read, do you require a divine being to tell you about that whole soul "appearance" or past lives, dépend how other told about it either it’s their soul or past lives or even other.. Or you can know yourself?

Hi, 🌸 anon! I’m glad you found my demonkin post about my soul’s appearance interesting. You absolutely DO NOT require anyone telling you anything to know you’re a demonkin or any kind of otherkin. My case is very unique in that I regularly communicate with a deity who can help me know more about myself and my soul.

Most of the otherkin community don’t talk to or probably even believe in gods. My spiritual beliefs and being a part of the otherkin community are two separate things that coincidentally coincide with each other. Though I believe this is more common for divinekin, as they may feel more naturally inclined to reach out to deities they have spiritual connections to.

As for how one can know, each case is unique. You might experience things such as the sensations of having phantom limbs, like a tail or wings. You may recall certain memories or have dreams that feel like another life you’ve led as something other than human. You could even naturally feel urges to do things that humans wouldn’t do like growl or be drawn to odd things and interests. I personally believe it’s more common for otherkin to be autistic since they tend to not fit in with “normal” humans.

My recommendation is to try a guided past life meditation on YouTube and to search tags here on Tumblr like #otherkin, #demonkin, #divinekin, #alterhuman, and #nonhuman. See what resonates with you or triggers any memories. Though at the same time, remember to stay grounded. Don’t delude yourself into thinking you’re something you’re not, just because it’d be cool or get you attention. Being nonhuman in a society built by and for humans isn’t exactly… fun. It’s a real struggle for those of us who identify as such.

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Back again, im the anon who asked about your meditation techniques.. Just curiously asking how much until you got "results" or just an answer from Lucifer? Im someone who meditate occasionally so I just wanted to know! Could I be your 🏛️anon too if you allow them, it’s okay if not!! (Really appreciate your blog, hoping to reach that kind of deep relations with my deities ～(^з^)-♡)

Ooh, my first emoji anon! I’m still new to Tumblr, but I’ve seen these around. Of course you can be 🏛️!

So, my very first time I tried invoking Lord Lucifer, as soon as I finished saying his enn for the first time, my Nanoleaf light panels on my wall turned on! I also felt this energy shift around me. My body got hotter, especially my face, I felt this energy that I can only put into words as unconditional love, I also faintly smelled chocolate. I couldn’t tell what he was saying, but I only got the sense that he was like “finally!”. It’s a moment that is so special to me and that I will cherish forever.

Note that what I experienced with this should NOT be expected. My soul has a very deep bond with Lucifer (which I just learned more about and am planning on sharing soon!). It’s totally normal for it to take multiple tries to get any sort of response.

As for being able to hear what he was saying to me, this was a very slow and gradual process. It started with “I think that word was from him”, slowly built up to recognizing sentences in my brain were from him, to now I can mostly “hear” him talking to me in trance. This was over the course of a year and a half and it’s still definitely not perfected.

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I want to live here

Temple of Hephaestus as seen from the Stoá of Áttalos, the Ancient Agora of Athens. Photo by Dionysis Skrivanos. 

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Things you could put in a devotional journal

•Their names in Ancient Greek, transliterated, translated, and pronunciation •Epithets (traditional and upg) •Favourite myths •Retelling/interpretation of the myths •Other information about Them •A photo or drawing of how They appear to you or that you think of as resembling Them •Delphic maxims •Key words in both languages and what they mean •An altar page or photo of an altar •Hymns, prayers, poems and stories •Pictures of other things you’ve made for Them •Updates on skills you’re learning in worship of Them •Letters you write to Them about anything at all (could just be telling them about your day or whatever) •Specific tarot spreads •Readings and conversations you’ve had with Them •Sacred animals/plants/colours/food/symbols etc (or just ones that make you think of Them) •Drawings/paintings/collages for Them •Experiences and encounters •Worship days/holidays/celebrations •Ideas for things you could do/make/give in offering (including low spoons devotional ideas) •Playlists •Books and movies that remind you of them •Aesthetic and word associations lists •Places that remind you of Them •Any other upg stuff •Quotes •Any signs or dreams etc you think might have been from them •Checklists for things you want to do for Them or have done and want to do again •Stick in pictures or dried flowers •Charities or other causes you can give to

*I’m mostly posting this for myself just to have the list saved but if anyone has any other ideas please feel free to add to it! I love having new things to add to my journals

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Hello!!! Im deeply sorry to bother you and I hope it’s not disrespectful to ask this but I wanted to know how you meditate, like you know when you meditate and feels like Lucifer talking with you.. I’m an hellenist currently and maybe in the futur planning to start worshiping demons too when I’ll have the right knowledge about them(if I still want to)— thanks for you reply(if you do 😭) and have a nice day!!

Hi, Anon! There’s no need to apologize, I enjoy helping people with this. I learned some about meditation back in a yoga class I took in High School. For you, I’d highly recommend going on YouTube and listening to some guided meditation videos to get a sense of what it’s like. I unfortunately don’t have any I can recommend, since I haven’t done that myself yet.

You’re going to want to get into a comfortable position in a place that feels quiet and peaceful. For me, this is lying down in my bed at night. You may want to put on some relaxing music, ambient sounds, or white noise. I use brown noise on the White Noise app.

Become aware of your breathing. Breathe in deeply, hold it, and then deeply exhale. There are different breathing techniques out there you can learn. Many guides will give you certain amounts of seconds for each step, but I prefer doing what feels most comfortable without worrying about counting. Then, start letting go of the tension throughout your body and relax each muscle. Start with the tips of your toes and slowly work your way up to the crown of your head.

Once your body feels fully relaxed, you can start focusing on your thoughts. Become aware of each thought passing through your mind and simply let them go. With Lord Lucifer specifically, you can mentally repeat his enn, “renich tasa uberaca biasa icar Lucifer”, over and over again instead of thinking anything else.

Clearing your mind of nothing but a mantra is easier said than done and takes more practice for some than others. For me with my ADHD, it was very difficult. This state of not thinking your own thoughts is called trance.

With Hellenic deities, I’m not sure how it works, but from what I’ve heard from others, I believe you can also hear what they’re saying to you with a clear mind. For them, you could try focusing on your breathing or just think about their name or symbols related to them.

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Do you ever find yourself in the presence of your deity and feel like "I was literally born to love you. All these years of life and evolution have allowed me to find you and i don't know how to deal with that." it's too big for my body