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can’t stop wondering who you are.

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who called it emotional baggage and not griefcase

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“I would kiss you in the middle of a lightning storm. I would kiss you knowing it would kill me, cause I’d rather be left for dead than left to wonder what thunder sounds like.”

— Andrea Gibson, Wasabi 

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the thing is, i want love. the kind of love that other people want. the kind where you never have to question. it’s just the best thing and the best person in your life. i refuse to believe it only happens in movies. i want a meet cute, i don’t want to have to search the internet. i’m ready for it.

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i really need to stop the fantasies in my head. they’re starting to cross over into my reality and for a second i believe that’s the life i’m living.

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this is definitely my “???” era

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depression culture is feeling like you're not depressed enough to need help because other people have it worse

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“You will have days where you feel better, and you will have days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again.”

— Unknown

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i feel utterly alone. it’s hard for me to reach out when i’m feeling bad. i always feel like there’s a drastic change in my behavior and the fact that nobody notices or asks if i’m okay, baffles me. it makes me feel like nobody genuinely cares about me. i can feel myself screaming from the inside, but i’m too far down.

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