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I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh

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4 months ago I finally made a decision 2 years late, I got sisterlocks. Yes I miss my Afro sometimes but I love my locks more each day and not a day goes by where I’ve regretted the decision.

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BTS my shea butter shoot

🌿: @lustrelabs on IG

📸: @thealphastudios on IG

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Being hand and or foot model is definitely something I’m open to since it doesn’t show my face. The problem lies in the availability of opportunities

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One of my favourite photos from the Veon shoot back in March 🍊

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Fun fact

Fun fact or maybe life update. I don’t I really “model” anymore. I never really did tbh. They were just random shoots that happened to come my way and favors that I didn’t want to decline. I do get offers but i find it weird. I don’t think I’m a good model & it’s not exactly something I see in my life plans. I thought it would be a good way to increase my confidence but I’m not sure how much it helped.

When I was younger I really wanted to be a runway model but I’m 5’2 and can barely walk without tripping 😂

In conclusion, less planned photos, more spontaneity, less silence more personality? 🤷🏾‍♀️

Edit: i drafted the above message 6 months ago and didnt post it immediately, not sure why. But then I forgot. But today i stepped in as a model to help a friend and i felt good. When i got home i considered actually modelling as a part time thing because it might help with my confidence. I've always been hesitant because of the lack of security and having to actively search for roles as opposed to being formally employed in an office but as my office just went through redundancy it just shows no where is really secure. Another major reason for my hesitance was my fear of being in the public eye. Depending on who you ask, im already "popular" on social media and it gives me mixed feelings. Theres a lot of anxiety that comes with putting a part of yourself out there and ive battled with this with regards to potentially being a public figure for years. I'm still not sure what i have decided to do yet but at least i will have a little more content up soon from this shoot and probably a personal shoot for my homemade skin care products. ( which i dont even want to model for because i want to separate myself from my brand - i know, crazy)

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Last one (@shoptbs on Instagram) 🦋

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Part 2 of The Butterfly Store (@shoptbs on Instagram) shoot. Fun Fact : I’m modeling the “SUAD” dress inspired by ...you guessed it! On the days where we didn’t have to wear official black and white outfits (or I just couldn’t be bothered to) I would sometimes wear these short & very loose dresses similar to this design.

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Modeling for The Butterfly Store. Naturally I burst out laughing because I felt silly Also follow @shoptbs on Instagram 🦋

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A fussy wedding guest 💒

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Warm December days ☀️

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Sasha's birthday weekend at the Palm's turned Photoshoot. s/o to IV Photography 💜🦋🌺

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iPhonography 🌴

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