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AYOOOO im so deep in so much lore rn im foaming at the mouth and going feral for it !!!!!!!!!!

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sometimes i cant turn my brain off and the past couple days have been one of those times but it HURTS

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i <3 when everyone pretends to care abt me :,) like actually yeah you do you ig just pretend i'm a pawn you can control and gaslight me into thinking you know me fr thx alot !!

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hii tumblr im back •_• LOOKIE WHAT I FOUNDDD!!!!!

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how many times does smth need to be explained for someone to get it through their thick ass skull i can't tAKE THIS ANYMORE

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ILL TELL YOU SOMETHING RIGHT NOW!!! ID RATHER BURN MY WHOLE LIFE DOWN!!! THAN LISTEN TO ONE! MORE! SECOND! OF ALL THIS BITCHING AND MOANING!!!!!!!!!!!

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bitches really need to learn how to SHUT THE FUCK UP

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i reallyyy need to grow a backbone☝️ i'm such a weak fucking pushover i let every single person in my life walk alllll over me bc i can't bring myself to say shit if i think it's gonna make the other person the slightest most tiniest bit upset!!!!

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me n my friend went to a park to smoke last night and i took these pics i <3 the vibe

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GOODMORNINGGGG TUMBLR clearly i'm bad at staying active but !!!!

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SHES SOOOOOO

CHAPPELL ROAN 🧚🏻‍♀️ Coachella Valley Music and Arts Festival, April 19, 2024 (via aldenbonecutter)

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YALLLLL working at 6am as a certified non morning person is NOT for the weak 😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰

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hi tumblr i'm back :3 tortured poets was actual emotional turmoil wtf !!!!

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ugh side note i wanna get like a routine going like a good skincare routine n a consistent gym routine n shit like that but it's so hard i work so early and i get burnt out so easily smh

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that was actually the most random use of tags i've ever used on socials ever wow damn buckle up

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now i just wanna yap lol but here's a bit abt me

i love love love music esp live music it fuels my soul sm!!!!

recently saw chappell and it quite literally altered my entire life (side note on that i've been a fan for like 2 years and im so so glad she's getting recognition but i wanna gatekeep still but like she's a big popstar now omg!)

5sos is my ultimate love and i scared one of my managers today bc someone brought them up and i sprinted over so fast lmfao

i need a public diary to hold myself accountable for shit bc my therapist is so so flaky ugh :// needing to therapize myself lowkey

i need to get a psych eval like asappp ik i have so much wrong w me and the only time i saw a psychiatrist she didn't gimme an eval and gave me a depression diagnosis like that one wasn't obvious ;-;

i overuse emojis sooo much but i'm tryna get into using emoticons more bc like !! they're so mf cutee !! :3 :3 :3

i'm 20 and bisexual and pronouns are she/they jsyk (also i'm january capricorn and gemini moon/rising)

i have an amazing bf who i've been with for almost a year now! truly thankful to love him and to have his love :,)

IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY IM JUST BLABBING tryna stay awake till midnight to listen to ttpd !!!!

oh also also im tryna get back into borrowing so if any lifters wanna share tips that'd be so swagtastic bc anxiety be getting in the way of having a haul :// tis not ideal but i'm tryna save money soooooooo

also im just gonna tag like everythjng i said here bc like ;-; i want attention ig idk IVE ALSO NEVER REALLY HAD A HARDCORE TUMBLR ERA BEFORE SO SOZ IF IM BAD AT THIS

K BYE FOR NOW I GUESS ?¡

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howdy tumblr i'm using this as my online diary 🫡🫡 tw for some of my content but like i said it's a lil diary for me lmao also let's be friends if u want if not that's ok !!