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Back from vacay 😭😭😭😭 send help I don’t want to go to work tomorrow (today) RIP

Side note: i watched 6 eps of Agatha all along and 2 1/2 eps of Rizzoli and isles. I’m a pro ✌️

5 hour plane ride tomorrow. Will I be productive and read/ write/ draw?

Doubtful

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Final chapter is up, but fear not! This was only part 1/4 :)

Here I am asking for an update to your college AU story! *Sending threats*

*also sending cookies*

Final chap out this Saturday! Will start writing the next part as soon as I’m back from my vacay 🌅🌅🌅

(Threats and cookies are found to be HIGHLY motivational :))

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If anyone asks, this is me atm

Sabrina the Teenage Witch – 2.21: Fear Strikes Up a Conversation

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Here I am asking for an update to your college AU story! *Sending threats*

*also sending cookies*

Final chap out this Saturday! Will start writing the next part as soon as I’m back from my vacay 🌅🌅🌅

(Threats and cookies are found to be HIGHLY motivational :))

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Started and finished WandaVision instead 🤷‍♀️

5 hour plane ride tomorrow. Will I be productive and read/ write/ draw?

Doubtful

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5 hour plane ride tomorrow. Will I be productive and read/ write/ draw?

Doubtful

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New chap hooray. Almost done though, boooo. 😭😭

This is me rn if anyone actually cares

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I hope the person who said that the reason Nicky was originally stillborn is not because of Rio, but because Agatha unconsciously drained him during labor knows that I’ve thought about that constantly for the past few days and I’m am Not Doing Well™️ because of it 😭

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Since the moment of Nickys birth, Agatha has been using Rio. She used her as a scapegoat from her own complex emotions. She then projects all her pain, her overwhelming loss, her guilt, and her feeling of responsibility for his death onto Rio as well.

Because Rio is death, an immutable immovable object that can take all the hits Agatha throws at her. All the sharpened barbs made to lay waste to anyone else, anyone weaker.

Agatha knows exactly how much to twist the knife to have the most impact.

She knows Rio will take every drop of her rancour, every ounce of her self-loathing, every rend Agatha can inflict. Then, in a few days or months, Rio will be there once more full of fervour with a flower in hand.

So when Agatha makes the deal with Rio to give up Billy in exchange for Rio never darkening her doorstep again. She never ever thought that this would be the final push that would cause death to falter.

Rio has for so long been a physical embodiment of Agatha's external self hatred that the moment that Rio agrees, it all falls apart.

The safety Agatha had in her hatred of Rio crumbles, and all that is left is the realisation that the one person left on this earth that truly understood her pain, that loved all that she was had finally given up on her.

As Rio walks away, you can see the disbelief, her hurt and the utter terror of losing Rio forever hit her. So, this right here is the exact moment when Agatha's fate was sealed.

Because Agatha is so deeply selfish.

The final act of reneging on the deal, pulling Rio into her arms, drawing death into herself, was never about saving Billy.

This was as close to supplication as Agatha is capable of. There is no universe in which Agatha ever says the words 'sorry'.

This was forgive me. I love you. I want you.

This was, I will bury myself so deep into you that you will never be able to truly be rid of me. I will drink the poison of your lips while filling you so full to the brim with me so that I fully cement myself inside you. You will carry the weight of me with you until there is nothing left but ashes and the taste of my lips on yours.

Rio crumbles under the deluge of it all. She takes it all in. She is so full of Agatha that she never truly sees what is happening until it is already over.

The immutable unchanging death finally faltered twice in as many hours. Once more, Agatha proves that she is not Rio's scar, but the torn open bleeding heart of her

No wonder Rio did not have it in her to collect Agathas soul

Even in her most hated form, a world with Agatha in it is a world with hope for Rio. Agatha will weasel her way out of final death, and when she does, Rio will be waiting with fervour and a flower. Like always

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Ok y’all block me rn if you don’t wanna hear me talking about AAA for the foreseeable future because it’s all I can think about atm

But those writers were geniuses like,,, my mom pointed out that when Agatha’s talking to Nicky after he asks her to use her magic she says “… But I cannot heal you. I cannot protect you from what's coming. And I cannot divine was... When she will return.”

And this kind of predicts her journey on the Road, and who will be joining her.

I cannot heal you- Potions witch/Jen

I cannot protect you…- Protections witch/ Alice

I cannot divine…- A witch familiar with Divination/ Lilia

And obviously, ‘when she will return’ referring to Rio.

I’m sure I’ll have more thoughts to add to this later but I’ll wait until the morning to be more eloquent

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I cry over gay witches kissing a lot,,,

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I’m stressed, but new chap posted to cheer me up.

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Gotta love it when your drivers side window shatters on the f-ing highway for no apparent reason, covering everything on glass

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Really wanted to do a cute Halloween drawing but ran out of time RIP

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I shan’t admit defeat, but I shall accept the court hath made a decision 😔

Ok quick question that @profwonderbearthementalista sparked regarding this scene in the finale:

Was she doing period math (like I had originally assumed) OR was she counting how many people she invited to her wedding (like most of the normal fandom had agreed upon apparently)?

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All y’all voting against me (literally everyone) are wrong btw. Literally both convos mentioned children, and she stopped counting at seven!! She invited way more than 7 people!! It’s seven days for a week!! A week late!! I wrote a whole fic series based around the assumption that she was counting late days 😭😭 I did pregnancy math and everything and that shit was hard pls 😭😭 I thought this was supposed to be a clue for the audience about her pregnancy, like the crying over Sylvan themes pls like!! When did we ever see her cry over ANYTHING ever???

Ok quick question that @profwonderbearthementalista sparked regarding this scene in the finale:

Was she doing period math (like I had originally assumed) OR was she counting how many people she invited to her wedding (like most of the normal fandom had agreed upon apparently)?

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Ok quick question that @profwonderbearthementalista sparked regarding this scene in the finale:

Was she doing period math (like I had originally assumed) OR was she counting how many people she invited to her wedding (like most of the normal fandom had agreed upon apparently)?