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08.03.24

Funny how my ultimate resolution of every year is to not have to resit exams, and I'm just incapable of reaching that goal. It's literally the first year I have abandoned the idea. My vision board don't even contain those words. We'll see where that take us .

It's my last year of medschool and I'm at that point where I can't even see the end of the tunnel. Interviews are coming soon, and I'm still collecting data for my thesis. My Anxiety is hiighh

Here are some pictures of the place that kept me from breaking down so many times last year.

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My supervisor told me that my master's thesis could be publishable although I haven't submitted anything yet to the research ethic board.

I have an important exam in two days and I'm too tired to study. Lately I have been waking up in the middle of the night because of the anxiety.

Here's a poppy drawing to relieve the stress

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15.10.23

view from my new home

Dear Tumblr , so much has happened since the last time I posted something on here. I started therapy a year ago , ended my 6 year old relationship that was sucking me dry, and I moved out !

I am still repeating some exams , but I'm in my last year of medschool at least ! I don't know if everyone on studyblr-verse is an all-star student but I know I am not , and I'll probably never be , but like my therapist said, every one has his own rythm. We'll get there. I'm doing better since I started therapy. I'm doing better since I started thinking and living on my own. Last night was the first time I walked home on my own after midnight , it was empowering. -----

view from the on-call room

I just finished my obgyn rotation, and the exam went pretty great. I'll be a doctor at the end of year, whether I match or not and that's pretty fulfilling on its own.

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26.09.2022

Coffee smell and pouring rain

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05.09.22

Coffee with a glimpse of Barcelona

All my grades are out! I'm finally going to start my 3rd year (5th y/6) of medschool in a few weeks.

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About how this summer is going featuring my boyfriend cooking skills <3

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- "So what's your plan B if art doesn't work out ? - Don't mess on plan A" - Julia Gisella

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[Drawing of a coffee mug with flowers drawn on it. The mug is on a stack of books. On the spines of the books, it says “I would much prefer to be doing amazing work and making quick progress on all my goals, but given everything going on, most days I’m just proud I did anything at all. Even on the days I don’t manage much, I’m still getting through the day and that’s good too.”]

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“You’re a fighter. Look at everything you’ve overcome. Don’t give up now.”

— Olivia Benson

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The sun is coming back! 🌞 And it's tulip season!

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surround yourself with people who love you, rather than wondering why others don’t. focus on how to improve, rather than on how you messed up. remember your proudest and happiest moments, rather than fixating on your flaws. seek out new beginnings rather than concluding that you’re unlovable or unworthy. be patient and loving towards yourself, rather than listening to destructive emotions. think of all the lovely moments that happened to you, and forget the bad ones.

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14.01.2022.

Flew from a country where you can see the sunset everyday from your window to a country where you can see the sun rising without having to wake up super early.

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"Keep working towards the thing you love, so your life doesn't have to be this thing you hate"

Joel HAVER (on his Scattered Thoughts on Doing What You Love)

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06/01/2022

First post of 2022 :

Just got back from a walk in the park near my house, now it's time to study. Those two weeks of studying are leaving me really tired I don't feel very productive, and I keep getting distracted other than my studies but I've been studying with friends through zoom and teams and it's not bad. I might try pomodoring now to stay motivated.

I really don't want to mess up my 2022.

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05.12.21

And this is where the magic happens !

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Sun 5 dec - recap of this week

So, I started going to the hospital about a week ago. It's my second intership for the year , and I'll be assisting in anesthesiology for the next month. So far, I'm loving it. The crew is incredible, they're all very welcoming, they explain me stuff even when I'm not asking anything. I didn't know before going into this internship that anesthesia could be this intense. You have to know so much stuff , it's a lot of preparation , a lot of anatomical knowledge, a lot of chemical and pharmacological knowledge , and physics. You really have to have a good knowledge of your physiological courses.

Here's some pictures on my way to the hospital.