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𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐡𝟒𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐬.

to whoever sees this, please do not report 4n4 blogs. i cried this morning when i woke up and saw mine was gone. i had an anxiety attack in class an hour later and when i got home i cried more and then ate a pint of (diet) ice cream and considered sh for the first time in years. these blogs are h4rm reduction. everybody here encourages recovery, but a lot of us aren't ready for that ourselves. having a community takes away some of our isolation and self loathing, which at times is the hardest part. 4n4 is the most lethal health condition, and the majority of deaths are from su1c1de, not st4rv4tion.

in the few hours i spent without my blog, i spiraled far worse than any of the time that i had it, and that's as someone with a community outside tumblr. i fear for the people with no support system besides this.

you aren't helping us, you're k1lling us.

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Long Hair Tiny Body 😩 DREAM

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I need suggestions!! I'm losing a lot of weight but it's came with a price, I have a bunch of loose skin now and wanna get rid of it but idk how. any advice ? It looks so gross on me :((

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this has to be my favorite thinsp0 so far

🩷🩶🤍

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i want to hear:

“wow, you look different.”

“dang, you’ve lost a lot to w€ight.”

“you’re so sk!nny now.”

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How am I supposed to ☆ve when there's warm christmas lights and nostalgic childhood whimsy outside I just want some warm cookies and milk and maybe build a snowfort and not have to deal with the burdens of adulthood.

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WHAT MY MOOTIE SAID 🗣

Bluesky is the shit

3d girls on tumblr are so nice compared to the ones on edtwt 😭😭 they’re sooo mean and toxic for no reason

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I want to be just like you...

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Paint your nails. Don't eat.

Take a shower. Don't eat.

Do a hair mask. Don't eat.

Do a face mask. Don't eat.

Brush your teeth. Don't eat.

Whiten your teeth. Don't eat.

Drink water. Don't eat.

Go for a walk. Don't eat.

Make tea. Don't eat.

Do laundry. Don't eat.

Clean your house. Don't eat.

Brush your teeth again. Don't eat.

Read a book. Don't eat.

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💧🚬🧊☕️🍚🥚🍜🥤🧃🥗🥦🫛

𐙚 rb with your safe foods 𐙚

🫐🍅🍓🥕🍱🍙🍜☕️🍵🧃

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Tw meanspo:

So what if it's almost 2025

"I'll start tommorow. " "I'll start next year"

No you won't. Quit telling yourself lies so you can get away with being lazy and fat and work for it now or your never going to

Besides don't you want to look good for Christmas and new years.

Try not to binge for once this time and you might actually loose some weight.

But whatever It's your choice to look like that.

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Some th1n$p0 I found in my camera roll

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Im mentally tired of this ed sometimes. I lay at night and think about what i ate and will eat and how long i wont eat. I cant sleep because im not eating enough. I cant shut my eyes and drift away but my body is shutting down. Im not eating enough on purpose but what is the purpose anyways? I dont care about meeting the beauty standards anymore. I want control because i cant take my life in my hands and do something with it. I cant catch up to anyone. So i close myself up and spiral down and i choose that for myself. But im tired and confused. I dont know what i want anymore. Just to feel at peace i suppose.