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Haiiiiiiii it’s been a while…

Long time no see! I haven’t been on tumblr in seemingly eons. Wow. Life has changed a lot since then, probably for all of us. You angels that followed my blog, for one blurb or all, I hope you know how much you mean to me. You all were genuinely my angels and you still are. I wouldn’t be standing if I didn’t have this outlet and support during that time. Y’all made me happy and gave me purpose, a single “<3” made my world burst with vibrant energy. You angels made me value my writing skills, something I’ve always loved. Even still, this far in the future I can’t fully express my gratitude to the proper degree of my intent. Though most, or possibly all, of these accounts could be inactive, maybe you’ll randomly find a password like I did and log back in too.

THANK YOU ALL, MY SHINING ANGELS<3

Looking back, I feel really bad for a lot of the personal rants posted on this page. I will not delete them as it feels offensive to that wounded version of myself to do so. I put a lot of care and emotion into those words. I was in the worst time in my life and writing these silly, sweet and sexy little stories about the people we all love so much really helped me coast over the toughest terrain, mostly unscathed and at ease. I abandoned this blog and all of tumblr after I was released from the hospital for my third and final time. I survived, well obviously. Anyway, I’ll spare you the details.

I can’t seem to find the proper words to convey my emotions. It made me happy to be of service to you. Even if it just made your heart beat a little faster or if you loved my work or you just happened the scroll by one day, I felt purposeful. I made you angels happy by simply sharing a common interest and using my coping mechanism to aid your late night online ventures. The thought that even a single person, let alone 1000 people saw my work and said “that’s worth keeping tabs on”. Well, it gave me strength during the most trying period I’ve faced. Thank you. Thank. You. I’m serious and overwhelmed with old feelings from this era of my life, this blog as a whole. So let me say it again and I hope you understand my emotional intent. Thank. You. You have no clue what you’ve done for me. I have deep, deep love for each of you. You. I can only beg the skies to grace you in the ways you have graced me.

Please be well and if you’re struggling, try to let even the smallest of kind words or appreciation sink in. It saved my life. You’re worth effort, admiration and each and every star in the night sky. You deserve to pick a star to keep, to hold as your own without lifting a single one of your beautiful fingers. For a giant band of people to say “as you wish.” No questions asked. For them to travel to that star’s most powerful burning point in time, and pluck the star with their bare hands from the void like it’s a juicy fruit from a blossoming tree in the infinite unknown. Don’t sell yourself short. I love you all, my sweet darling angels. I have appropriately named my little collection of lovely beings. Stay safe. <3

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- (A/N) (First off I miss authors notes) I’m am almost 3 years clean from self harm and happily married to the most amazing, thoughtful and handsome man. An army man yum! Don’t get me started on him! (He puts these little stories I created to genuine shame, iykyk.)

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i really love your writing it's so nice !! also could you possibly be the g to my o and write a soft ( or so you think ) cuddle time with changbin but without you noticing he lips a finger down in your pants teasing you while watching a movie with the members uwu thank u !! ill be crying when i read this

Getting snuggled up with Changbin on the large recliner, the rest of Stray Kids sit in their spots in the living room. Chan pops in a movie and settles next to Felix. It’s a good 30 minutes into the movie, everyone is focused on the movie, food or a conversation, well... except Changbin. His mind is filled with thoughts of you begging for him to pleasure you. You, sitting next to him, laugh at the tv and move to sit on Changbin’s lap. His teeth pull his lower lip into his mouth before he lowly growls to himself. He puts the blanket over both of you. He puts both hands on your hips. You lean back into his chest and smile at him. You have no clue what’s going on inside his head. He rubs his hands from your hips to high up on your inner thighs and slowly spreads your legs apart. You look at him shocked, your cheeks aflame. He grins at you and licks his lips. You whisper “not here!” He lowly chuckles and says “and why not kitten?” Your stomach flips at the pet name and you subconsciously move your ass on his already troubled member. He groans quietly. You whine as you feel how hard he is. He whispers in your ear “you’re gonna have to be quiet for daddy, okay kitten?” Your stomach jumps again and you nod. “Good girl” he nibbles on your ear as his hand slide it’s way up your skirt. His middle finger gently strokes your clothed core. Each stroke gets a little rougher and you get wetter and wetter. He moves your panties to the side and strokes upward on your core with two fingers. He gathers your wetness on his fingers and rubs your clit delicately. You start softly panting as he places small wet kisses on your neck. He starts moving his fingers in circles on your nub. You gasp and bite your lip, lightly grinding into Changbins hand. He suddenly stops and moves his fingers to your hole. He slowly rubs your entrance before biting down on the side of your neck and slippin two fingers inside of you roughly. A broken cry escapes your lips. You slap a hand over your mouth and open your eyes to see all the boys staring at you, confused and concerned. You go bright red and try to think of an excuse but Changbin isn’t stopping his assault on your pussy. Your mind goes blank as Changbin curls his fingers up to hit your G-spot. “Really guys?” Jisung asks obviously annoyed. Changbin stops fingering you and you come back to reality. “Y’all aren’t even sneaky!” Minho yells and rolls his eyes. Changbin replies by moving your panties to their correct spot, moving his fingers to his mouth and licking them. Everyone’s jaws dropped and you go pale. Changbin smiles and says “come on kitten, lets go to my room” he winks and takes you by the hand, guiding him to his room. “Why couldn’t you do that in the first place?!” Hyunjin exclaims. “More fun this way” Changbin shrugs. “I totally understand it” Seungmin says. “WHAT?!” Jeongin yells. “You heard me!” Seungmin smiles and laughs. While this is happening, you and Changbin already are in his room.

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hi luv! I hope you had/will have a good day today! please keep your chin up and most likely most of us got your back! (I'm sorry I just had to😔). keep doing what makes you feel good luv! bye🤠🤙💕

😙😙😙 thank you so much for this angel! ❤❤❤

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Same goes for you, sweetie, really. Feel free to even drop into the private messages if you feel like you don’t want a public post for it ❣️ You did good after all, I’m really proud you came all this way to the point of talking about it. ❣️

❤❤❤😙😙😙 thank you angel

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I have something to say

TRIGGER WARNING

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I've been struggling with something since I was about 10ish. I'm about to be 17 October 2nd. At the end of 4th grade, something in my brain turned off... or on... I don't really know. I started getting really depressed. Along with my depression, came anxiety and self harm. I'm here to talk about my self harm. If you do not want to know about it, please do not force yourself to read this. If you think you will get triggered, please do not read this. If you are fine with reading this, then hi, how are you today? Anyway, I started self harming at the end of 4th grade. At first, it was one or two little cuts at a time on my wrists. Then they got more frequent, deeper, bloodier, and longer. Then i moved to my thighs because it was a bigger space. It's sickens me how I love the feeling. The feeling of the blood dripping down my thighs, the feeling of the blade piercing through my skin... The stress and sadness flies away with each cut. When I stop, I realize what I did and I cry more. I'll be clean for a few months, then I do it again. It repeats like that. Recently, I've been in such a hard spot. I can barely see the skin on my thighs right now... It's all the way down to my knees. I can't stop thinking about him and how he betrayed me. It was a year and a half ago, but it haunts my dreams almost every night. He was my best friend throughout all this time, before May of last year. He betrayed and violated me in every way I can think of. Now, I'm not a violent person, but if I had a loaded gun and nobody watching, with a guarantee nobody would ever find out... I wouldn't even have to think about it, I'd do it in less than a heartbeat. I hate him, and I don't hate anyone but him. The point is, I've been struggling so badly. I really need a friend or someone to talk to. It's so hard to ask for help, but I really need it. I've been hospitalized twice. Once for a suicide attempt in 2014. The other for trying to run away after May of last year. I can't go back there. I just need help... But doctors can't fix me. I'm on one mood stabilizer, one anti-depressant and one to help me sleep. Oh, and I also have a thyroid problem, so I take one medication for that. I really need someone to talk to. If any of y'all want to talk, feel free to send asks or messages. Thank you for reading and I'm sorry if I triggered something inside of you. I never want any of you angels to feel like I do. If any of y'all do feel like this, just know you are an amazing human being. Don't EVER let anyone tell you otherwise. I'm proud of you for fighting your battles, no, you may not win them all, but you still keep fighting. I may not know you, but I'm so proud of you. Thank you for reading. I love all of you, angels. If anyone feels like they ever need to talk, I'll always be here.

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Hello, I hope you’re doing okay. Just remember to keep your head up, and it’s okay to let everything out once in a while instead of holding it in. I hope you feel better and have a good night/morning 😊

Awwweee angel! Thank you so much sweetie. I really appreciate it. I love when people send me messages like these. Have a good night/ morning! ❤❤❤

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Hey angels

Sorry I haven't been posting, I'll try to post more. I've been having a really rough time recently. Turns out my father isn't my biological father and it's actually my uncle... AnYwAy that's just some tea that's going in with me. Nice messages are always encouraged because, let's be real, I need them. AnYwAy have a good night and I'll try to post more!!! Show my Woojin smut I just posted some love too. Love ya angels!!!

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Picture duuump

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could I request Woojin spanking you because you teased him while with the members.

Sitting on the couch next to Woojin and Jisung, you slowly creep your hand up Woojins thigh. He pays no attention to your hand squeezing the muscles of his thigh. When you start getting closer and closer to his member, he snaps his head up and glares at you. You give him an innocent look but it ends up with a big smirk on your face. Slowly, your hand reaches his growing bulge. He bites his lip and breathes in slowly, deeply as you trace the outline of his cock. He grabs your wrist, signaling you to stop. He leans down and rests his head on your shoulder. He whispers into your ear "now now, kitten... are you thinking properly, or do you want to be my filthy little slut?" You whimper slightly at his seductive words. "The latter, daddy..." you look up and bite your lip. He growls softly. Standing up abruptly, he says to the awake members, "y/n and I are going to bed. Goodnight." All the members bid the two of you goodnight. He practically drags you to the bedroom by your wrist. After closing and locking the door, he commands "get on the bed, clothes off." You nod frantically and rip off your clothes. Plopping onto the bed, you sigh, ready for what's going to happen. "Hands and knees" he says, walking towards you. You do as commanded and get onto your hands and knees, ass up. "Hands behind your back, slut." You hold your hands together behind your back, ready for his strong hands to meet your ass. Smack! "Count for me, kitten." "O-one" Smack! A small moan leaves your parted lips. "T-twooo!" This continues until your raised ass is a beautiful shade of pinkish red. One final slap onto your ass and you scream from the pain mixed with pleasure as the tears slowly fall from your eyes. "You're so good at taking your punishment. But... now it's daddy's turn to be pleased." He says flipping you over. That was the start of a long ass (ride) night.

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THANK YOU, ANGELS, SO MUCH FOR 1,000!!!!!!!!!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖 I'LL START WORKING ON THOSE REQUESTS TONIGHT!!! I'M SO EXCITED! WHY AM I SCREAMING?!

(Also I'm kinda high 😎)

Credit to picture owners. Idk who you are but hey, thanks for the pictures man.

(This is my home screen⬇

I love him so much UwU)

Just a little picture dump

(A/N: no, seriously, thank you so much. I started writing when I was young. It helps my mental state to write. I love it so much. Just like I love all of y'all. You're my angels. It helps me to know that people like my writing. That I'm doing it for a reason. Maybe I'm getting too deep about this but it truly means a lot to me. Also, sorry about screaming earlier lmao 💖💖💖)

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hang in there babes, you got this, i believe in you. i love you.

Aweee! Angel, you're so sweet! I'm trying my best, but it feels like it isn't good enough 😕 I love you too honeybun

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Sending you all the love and hugs your way ;~; I know you don't know me but if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here ♡♡♡ I really hope things get better for you

Thank you angel 💖 I might just take you up on that offer. Much love 💖💖💖

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Sorry...

I'm so sorry I've been inactive. So much shit is happening in my life. I'm on color code and I have to go to drug group. I might get expelled and on top of everything my mom is a bitch. I have two jobs while trying to go to school. My brain is beating me up. I don't know if I can take this much longer y'all... it's just so hard right now... sorry for the people who saw I posted and hoped it was a fanfic lol. I'll try to get at LEAST one request done soon.

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Cockwarming, thigh riding and dry humping are the type of kinks who just ends with my life. It's okay to write some or one of these with Chan or Changbin? Thank you very much

(A/N: ALL OF THESE KILL ME TOO DJXBSKDBDKB)

Making out with Chan was always hot. You never knew what to expect. He could be soft, sweet, harsh, goofy, full blown baby boy or full blown daddy. It was always a toss up. So when he asked you to try cock warming, you weren't entirely surprised. Sitting in the bed next to him, you slide his pants and boxers down far enough for his cock to spring out. You pump it a few times, making him hard. He moans with each pump as you bite your lip. You were already wet from the make out session. You sit on his thighs, legs on either side of him, as he says "I want to be inside you, Y/N." You nod, and slowly get up from your spot on his thighs. You grab his cock, and slowly put Chan inside you, both of you moaning. Once he was all the way in you ask "and now we just sit here?" He nods. "Now we sit here"

-Two hours later-

You had fallen asleep on Chan's chest. His arms wrapped around you as his cock is still burried deep within you. You woke up to Chan thrusting in and out of you, his dick hard again. "I'm sorry, I couldn't take it anymore!" He moans out.

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calling changbin daddy for the first time in accident or on purpose doesn't matter it's up to you

You walk through the door of the dorms, calling out "Changbin~!" He peeks his head out of his bedroom door and greets you, shirtless, in only his boxers. You blush as he hugs you. "Hey babydoll" he kisses your lips softly then breaks the kiss after a moment or two. He plops on the couch and pats the seat next to him. Putting his arm around you he asks "how's your day been?" He offers a sleepy smile, obviously he just woke up. "It's been okay I guess. Just an average day." You shrug, staring at his abs. "What about you, daddy? It seems you just woke up." Not noticing the name you called him, you continue to stare at his shirtless figure. His eyes bug out of his head. "Did you just call me daddy?" You blush, snapping your eyes up to meet his. "Shit!" Your hand slaps over your mouth. "Say it again" changbin bites his lip. "Wh-what?" You question, taking your hand away from your mouth. "I said. Say it again" he growls. A small whimper escapes your lips as you say "da-daddy..." He groans very loudly and kisses you deeply.

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THIGH RIDING WITH MINHO PLEASE DEAR GOD

On the couch, you and minho sit. You, in his lap, legs on either side of his leg, sitting on his thigh. A few minutes before this, he had whispered in your ear while the two of you were making out, "I want you to ride my thigh." So here you sat, embarrassed and horny, sitting on your boyfriends thigh. He leans forward and lightly kisses your lips. His hands go to your hips and makes them start to move back and forth softly. A small whine escapes your lips at the feeling of his thigh on your clit. Only his jeans and your panties separating the two of you. You start moving your hips on your own, grinding down hard to get friction. As you kiss minho, he bites your lip harshly, causing a moan to erupt from your chest. You start moving your hips faster, harder, needing more. You break the kiss, throwing your head back in pleasure. "You're doing so good for me, baby" he coos in your ear, nibbling on it softly. Grinding on his thigh as fast and hard as you can, he laughs. "I can feel how wet you are through my jeans" minho smirks and wraps his hand around your neck, causing another moan to leave your lips. You look at him with wife eyes, as your hips stutter, getting close to your high. "Such a needy little baby. All for me" he growls. This makes you whimper and moan out. Soon, you can all over his thigh. "Daddy!" You yell. "You did wonderful, baby!" You blush as he compliments you.

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changbin or minho finding out you have a choking kink and they did too !!

It was a typical Friday afternoon, cuddling on the bed with your boyfriend Changbin. "So Y/N" he says in your ear. You hum happily as a response. "I've been meaning to ask you this... what are your kinks?" You open your eyes wide, not sure you wanted to tell him quite yet. "Uhhhhhhh..." you blush a deep red as one particular one went through your brain. 'Choking' is all your brain was thinking. "Y-you first!" You flip over to face him. "Nuh uh uh! I asked, you first" he say with a smirk. "Uhm... do I have to?" He brushes your hair behind your ear and simply says "yes." So, you sigh, close your eyes and whisper "I like getting choked..." you peeked open one eye to look at him as your face flushes darker red. Changbin bites his lower lip. "Y/N, do you wanna know one of mine?" You nod, trying to get off the subject. "I like choking people." His hand slowly finds his way to your neck. He slightly squeezes on both sides as a small moan leaves your lips. "You look good with my hand around your neck, kitten."