strawberryautism

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feeling very sapphic rn.

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This too shall pass but like holy fuck

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I miss being regular sad. Whenever I get sadder than usual it feels like the whole world is ending and like life has no meaning.

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made another in honor of season 2. everyone sucks. i love them.

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this song except about how having made the team I've always wanted to be on and have worked to be on for years (school senior cup team) has ruinined my self worth and confidence because every time I step on the pitch, I know that the pressure of my whole (incredibly hockey centred) school is on my team, and if I make one too many mistakes everyone will be disappointed in me. but this is what I've always wanted- right?

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nice blog sorry about the mental illness

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need a girl to pat my head while i yap about my nerdy interests

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I picked my url because I hate the status-quo.

I hate price gouging, I hate AI, I hate stupid internet discourse, I hate shitty car-centric infrastructure, I hate fast fashion, I hate the meat industry, I hate inaccessibility, I hate corporate food waste, I hate the wealth disparity, I hate needing to work two jobs to live, I hate the police, I hate republicans, I hate the American two-party system, I hate education inequality, I hate homophobia and purity culture, I hate systematic racism and racists, I hate the patriarchy and misogyny, I hate the anti-trans culture war that threatens me and my partner and my friends, I hate the sex binary, I hate the gender binary, I hate cisnormative heteronormative, perisexnormative everything, I hate institutional violent intersexism, I hate white supremacy, I hate the fact my family members might be deported, I hate the erasure of some marginalized groups, I hate the violent hypervisibility of other marginalized groups, I hate war, I hate Donald Trump, I hate Netanyahu, I hate Biden and Kamala and every other politician, I hate neoliberalism, I hate colonialism, I hate capitalism, I hate imperialism, I hate fascism, I hate genocide.

And I hate that wanting to change this is fringe and radical. I hate that this is just accepted as normal. I hate that it seems like everyone gave up on a better world.

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Being autistic is when you share your positive thoughts on a topic and everyone gets mad at you because you said it wrong

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not to brag but my crush just texted me (asked what size hoodie I wanted for our training tops)

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alexithymic autistic culture is not realising how close you are to hitting sensory overload until you leave the situation and immediately deflate

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the autistic experience of having to learn how to act excited when opening a gift in front of people

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It’d be pretty great if I could control the volume at which I speak, or what facial expression I’m having rn

Cause fun fact what you’re saying only has an 8% impact, the other 92% is body language and tone

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mood rn

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in case anyone was wondering I am still down bad for a straight girl and I did walk into someone the other day when she said hi to me in the corridor.

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I’m a teenager

I shouldn’t have to worry about politics.

I shouldn’t have to worry about my rights

being stripped away

because of an election.

I’m a teenager

still a kid

I shouldn’t need to be scared

for the world

for my country

for myself.

I’m just a kid.

I’m just a kid.

I can’t do anything

my voice is too small to be heard

too easily dismissed.

I’m just a kid.

I’m just a kid.

I shouldn’t need to be afraid about this

I’M JUST A KID.

I only want to survive.

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not to be a slut on main but i want to hold a girls hand and smooch