storyihaventnamedyet

[storyihaventnamedyet]

watching that hair tutorial made me too powerful fr

[storyihaventnamedyet]

colors 👍

[storyihaventnamedyet]

woahg its alistair 😍😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️✨✨✨✨

[storyihaventnamedyet]

bloody vers under cut

[storyihaventnamedyet]

trying so damn hard to figure out what hair to give her still 😭

[storyihaventnamedyet]

their relationship, in a nutshell

[storyihaventnamedyet]

tragically I have yet to nail down how I want to draw her 😩

[storyihaventnamedyet]

that halfway stage of oc creation when you're closing in on the design or the personality or both but the other half of the character's still a nebulous concept and they don't even have a name but now they're alive and they demand to be heard. agonizing

[storyihaventnamedyet]

[storyihaventnamedyet]

Not to be that person but I keep slipping in and out of dimensions

[storyihaventnamedyet]

i redid that entire storyboard and it still looks like shit 😭

[storyihaventnamedyet]

ugh these are like a year old oof

[storyihaventnamedyet]

ahhhh okay my interview is next week and I wonder if I should redo some old storyboards I did for this character/universe, idk if i could do them in a week though...or if i just show them the old ones? I wanna mention that I like the idea of storyboarding if they ask what my potential job aspirations are so it would be good to show an example of one...

[storyihaventnamedyet]

Diwa: personality rough

loves new stuff/adventurous. Sometimes gets nervous and awkward in social situations, avoids direct confrontation and doesn't stand up for herself. She's a gamer. Logical thinker and good at puzzle solving, but poor observational skills. Easygoing and cheerful, likes to be in a peaceful environment. Practical

She's an extrovert yet doesn't often make the effort to actually interact with others, so she stays a loner mostly. she's honestly kind of a weeb/nerd. I picture her being low support autistic if that. She's passionate about her interests and once she starts talking about them she really gets into it.

She has a bit of a sarcastic/petty streak as well though, and mild anger issues (she will punch walls over a mild inconvenience. though she's not aggressive to others). she likes to make witty sarcastic one liners and jokes often, not taking things too seriously. She tries to be an optimist mostly, but can panic and lose herself in despair when things look more hopeless

[storyihaventnamedyet]

[storyihaventnamedyet]

Alistair: rough personality

While she initially comes off as very withdrawn and depressed, deep down, she’s very resentful and immoral. She has to hide herself everyday of her life for fear of punishment, has to work herself to exhaustion to meet her parents’ desires. She’s full of anger, and despite her facade of perfect manners and politeness, she’s just as immoral as her parents. She’s sadistic, and yearns for control over others; given the chance or the need to, she would probably kill someone. She’s incredibly intelligent (in memorization at least) and observant. She’s very good at packing her emotions in, appearing almost robot-like. Even when she’s opened up a bit, she’s a bit more anxious and conservative in her actions out of habit. When she’s given a safe environment to act alone in, her personality seems incredibly different than in public. While she doesn’t believe everything in her church, it is what she was raised on, and she soaked in a lot of their ideals. 

She's a bit of an idealized self insert tbh. She strives for perfection, she's traumatized and innocent, yet just as terrible as the ones who hurt her. I view her as having narcissistic traits/internal worldview, with moments of extreme arrogance as well as self hatred.

On the outside though, when she's acting performative she's very smiley and talkative, or looking studious and concentrated. Among Diwa she has a more shy demeanor, being unsure of how to act, and going along with everything as a follower; she's still guarded but is willing to talk more vulnerably, even being more open to natural laughter and casual conversations

[storyihaventnamedyet]