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Chapter 3: LMLAR

Sorry it took me so long!!

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YJ + Arcane crossover

In which Lottie Matthews dreams she's in Piltover with Natalie

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LMLAR chapter two is up!

Includes backstory (and a smut scene I am very proud of)

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Theory: The Wilderness saved its two Antler Queens long before the plane crash

There are signs of a supernatural influence surrounding the girls even before the plane crash. In 1x06, we see a flashback to Lottie as a child. She starts randomly screaming in the back of her parent’s car while they’re at a red light. She is presumably seeing something terrifying that hasn’t happened yet, as she does out in the Wilderness. Her screaming results in her father being distracted and not going when the light turns green, and then a car crash happens right in front of their car; a car crash that Lottie and her parents would have been involved in if it weren’t for Lottie’s screaming (a car crash that likely would have resulted in Lottie’s death).

I think this is the first example of the Wilderness being present before the plane crash. The Wilderness gave Lottie a vision to protect her; to save the life of its future Prophet.

Then, we have the strange (and unlikely) death of Nat’s father. Nat’s dad somehow trips on the stairs and accidentally pulls the trigger of the shotgun right as the barrel was under his chin. How was his hand even on the trigger in that situation?

I’m thinking that, similar to how the Wilderness saved Lottie’s life by preventing the car crash, it also saved Nat’s life by making that freak accident happen. Nat’s life was definitely in danger in that scene with the way her father was charging at her with the gun. I think him tripping and the gun going off was the Wilderness intervening.

This is not the only time the Wilderness may have been with Nat before the plane crash. At the bonfire the night before the crash, Nat has a hallucination of Misty standing ominously at the edge of the party before disappearing. Nat has tears in her eyes when she sees her, as if she’s feeling strong fear or sadness that she can’t explain.

Karyn Kusama, the director of the Pilot episode as well as 2x09 “Storytelling” (the episode where Nat dies), stated in an interview that this scene is extremely important for Nat’s character. In my opinion, this scene is the Wilderness warning Nat that Misty will be the one to kill her one day. Nat also has a flashback to this scene right before she jumps in front of Misty’s syringe, as if she’s realizing what that bonfire hallucination meant now 25 years later as she’s about to die by Misty’s hand. Lottie said that Nat was always the Wilderness’s “favorite,” so maybe it has been with her, protecting her and warning her, all along.

Maybe I’m thinking too much, but I definitely think the Wilderness has been looking out for its two Antler Queens, Natalie and Lottie, as well as priming them to fulfill their roles out in the woods. The car crash incident is the catalyst for a lifetime of meds and treatment for Lottie, and the death of Nat’s father is extremely traumatic for her. The Wilderness not only saved Nat and Lottie’s lives, but it also created a darkness in them through these traumatic events that is necessary to fulfill their eventual roles as Antler Queens.

Unless you don’t believe in the supernatural angle, then you can take this with a grain of salt✌️

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Chapter 1 of new LottieNat fic

No crash au. Slow burn. Nat falls first; Lottie falls harder. Mysteries abound. Misty and Nat friendship featured. Laura Lee will come in later chapters

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15 questions

thank you for tagging @blackbloodedisabel

(are you named after anyone?)

named after the nurse that watched after my mom when she was in labor. I was almost named Samantha and frankly would have liked that better but whatever

(when was the last time you cried?)

yesterday. my job has seriously been stressing me out, and I'm looking for a new one

(do you have kids?)

not unless pets count. I have two cats and a chihuahua

(what sports do you play?)

I used to play basketball, but everyone else got tall and I stayed short (I do not take after my favorite YJ character at all in that regard)

(do you use sarcasm?)

I'm Gen-X. it's mandatory for us

(what's the first thing you notice about someone?)

their level of intelligence

(what's your eye colour?)

green with some blue

(scary films or happy endings?)

both. why limit myself? although I hate american romcoms. they are so stupid. british comedies are so much better

(where were you born?)

somewhere in the hills of Indiana. let some mystery remain

(any talents?)

my only real talent is storytelling. I mean, I have others but they are NSFW :P

(do you have any pets?)

oh. I already answered this oops

(how tall are you?)

short as fuck. Natalie Scatorccio short. No, shorter actually

(favourite subject at school?)

english and history

(dream job?)

pay me to write and I would never stop smiling

(not tagging anyone else, but feel free!)

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why is this kinda giving

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This is my favorite Natalie scene because it’s so perfectly representative of her character and morals. She buys something from the vending machine and it doesn’t work, so she breaks the glass with a fire extinguisher and only takes what she paid for.

Nat will do bad things to get what she needs (in this case M&Ms lol) but only if she views it as fair and necessary in some form. The machine took her money, so she’s going to get what she paid for, and nothing more. She has integrity. Even after 25 years, she is still the same moral compass she was out in the Wilderness, which is why she is the character most riddled with guilt.

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such cuties i hope nothing bad happens to them ❤️

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url colour palette generator!!

passing the optional baton to @holyfacehead @the-lonelyshepherd @sickfade and @stonergirrrlwrites<33

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Lottienat on a date

Lottienat!!!!!

Lottienat sleeping

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Lottie POV one shot

for YJ Fic Writers Weekend 2024 (starring, who else, Lottie Matthews)

@yjficwritersweekend

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song for every letter of my url

thank you @blackbloodedisabel

S: Shoop (Salt-n-Pepa)

T: The Killing Moon (Echo & the Bunnymen)

O: Oxytocin (Billie Eilish)

N: Never Tear Us Apart (INXS)

E: Edge of Seventeen (Stevie Nicks)

R: Rescue Me (Madonna)

G: Get Naked— I Got a Plan (Britney Spears)

I: In Your Eyes (Peter Gabriel)

R: Run the World— Girls (Beyonce)

R: Rhiannon (Fleetwood Mac)

R: Red Right Hand (Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds)

L: Lit Up (Buckcherry)

W: Why’d You Only Call Me When You’re High (Arctic Monkeys)

R: Red Red Wine (UB40)

I: IDGAF (Dua Lipa)

T: THERAPY! (Lauren Sanderson)

E: Electric Love (BORNS)

S: Season of the Witch (Donovan)

passing the (optional!!<3) baton to whoever wants to!

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Made of Fire: the Finale

Thank you to ALL my readers. Hope I gave you a satisfying ending!

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I keep forgetting to post my art here tbh!!!

So sorry for those waiting for art updates, I'm more active in posting on twitter... I've been drawing lottienat for awhile.

art trade w someone on twt!!

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I'm gonna take mine of you with me.

(The Grants, Lana del Rey, 2023)