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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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I 100% headcannon Kara as a lesbian because I want her to marry me

Reblog if you agree

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As much as I love Connor, I want some Markus requests… maybe even some Kara pls pull through

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aaa reblog

Requesting Guidelines

First, I’m sure you’ll want to know what I do, right? 

Sadly, i do have some guidelines.

As in for oneshots/drabbles, I will write whatever you’ll like. Including triggering scenarios, I would either send it to you privately for you to enjoy or I will post it with warnings for those triggered by it to ignore. But then again, if I feel like the topic is too dark for me to write I have the right to refuse. 

Also, yes, I do write 

girl group x girl

boy group x girl

I will not write for (oneshots/drabbles only)

boy group x boy 

girl group x boy

 I’m sorry. I mean, I can always try but don’t be surprised if it comes out half-assed or straight up shit. That does not mean I will not do anything meant towards boys, but I will discuss that later down this page. 

Anything else, 

Imagines

Reactions

Text/Messages

Snapchats

Mlt

etc (tell me in your request)

I am willing to do any of these of any sort of topic, but if there is one I do not approve of I will message you so we could both try to come up with a new one we are both pleased with. I will be accepting x boy with these due to them being easier for me to do. 

Finally, if I am taking a while do complete your request please remember I am not always on tumblr and I do have other things to do. Takes a few minutes or days I will come around and finish your request so please just be patient! (:

(for those who read the whole thing, thank you! you’re awesome, ily)

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Big News!

Hey guys! lord it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything.

I swear I have a good reason for my absence (: I’ve been working nonstop on this series - I know it doesn’t really excuse my absence but what can I do I’ve put my sweat, blood, and tears into this - and it’s almost complete! I’m so close to finishing it I’ve decided to finally talk about it haha

Basically I wrote a one-shot for every member in BTS - but, they all had something in common. They were all scenes from their MV ‘I Need U’. I got this idea from seeing jeonjungkillme do the same but instead they were little drabbles for ‘Spring Day’ (check them out! They’re on hiatus but their series ‘Let’s stay together’ is amazing!)

The twist is, my one-shots are full blown 20k and each talk about very triggering matters - I mostly breeze through the scenes but they are still there. Just a little heads up. 

Starting next weekend I’ll start posting previews of each members chapter and after I’m done with that I’ll post the one-shots every weekend.

Please anticipate my work and I hope you enjoy it! EDIT: I'M SO SORRY - MY COMPUTER CRASHED DOWN AND COMPLETELY ERASED EVERYTHING. THE ONLY THINGS I HAVE ARE THE TEASERS TO EACH CHAPTER DKDNDJDNFAK. I'll try to rewrite each one as quickly as I can, I'm so sorry for the delay..

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BLACKPINK MASTERLIST

Complete - ♚        Fluff - ❤

 On Going -♛         Angst - ☠

   Coming Soon -♜     Mature Content -✟

▶ Kim Jisoo◀

coming soon. ♜

▶ Kim Jennie ◀

coming soon. ♜

▶ Park Chaeyoung ◀

coming soon. ♜

▶ Lalisa Manoban◀

coming soon. ♜

▶OT4◀

coming soon.♜

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can we go back?|jeon jungkook aesthetic

I MAY THINK OF YOU FROM TIME TO TIME, BUT I’LL CUT MY HAND OFF  BEFORE I EVER REACH FOR YOU AGAIN. - ARTHUR MILLER

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can we go back?| kim taehyung aesthetic

넌 내꺼야 - KIM TAEHYUNG

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can we go back?| park jimin aesthetic

“Why do you dye your hair so much?”

“It’s the only thing I feel like i have full control of in my life anymore.”-anonymous

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can we go back?| kim namjoon aesthetic

THE GOAL ISN’T TO LIVE FOREVER. THE GOAL IS TO CREATE SOMETHING THAT WILL. - ANONYMOUS

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can we go back?|jung hoseok aesthetic

HOW DID I GO FROM THAT LITTLE 5 YEAR OLD, ALWAYS HAPPY AND ALWAYS SMILING TO… THIS?- ANONYMOUS

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can we go back?|min yoongi aesthetic

“As a celebrity you’ll always have two faces - the face you show to the media, the one you want everyone to remember you as. Then you have the face you wish no one were to witness"-anonymous

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can we go back?|seokjin kim aesthetic

COME, AS MY LAST WISH, I’LL DRAG YOU AWAY FROM YOUR DEMONS RATHER THAN SEEING YOU ROT ON MY LAST BREATHS. - ANONYMOUS

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can we go back?|(y/n) aesthetic

NEVER GIVE UP ON SOMEONE WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS. WHEN “I” IS REPLACED BY “WE”, ILLNESS BECOMES WELLNESS. - SHANNON L. ALDER

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can we go back?| character aesthetics

(Y/N)

Kim Seokjin

Min Yoongi

Jung Hoseok

Kim Namjoon

Park Jimin

Kim Taehyung

Jeon Jungkook

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can we go back?|Prologue

Genre : Angst/Fluff/Criminal! AU

Warnings : Murder/Violence/Blood/Language

Pairing : Taehyung x Reader | Jungkook x Reader

Word Count : 1,536

Summary : Have you ever heard of a policeman being an accomplice of a serial killer? Nevermind that, how about when your childhood crush on your psychotic-best-friend girlfriend resurfaces and you see a perfect opportunity to snatch her away from him?

“I need your help…again”

Silence.

“Taehyung, you know how close last time we, no - you were to being caught. I told you to be more careful!”  

Clicking his tongue, he threw the bat onto the cold concrete of the abandoned parking lot.

Clang

The loud ringing of the metallic bar hitting the floor made itself present in the eerie silence. Echoing and ringing into the darkness of where he stood, the young man leaned himself against the nearest pole adorned with crimson of his newest target. Raising the phone up higher to his ear only to hear the worried tone of his companion.  

“Taehyung…?”

“Jungkook.” Taehyung spoke, licking his lips as he craned his head back, looking up at the ceiling. Feeling his bangs stick to his forehead with a thin sheet of sweat - having not expected for them to put up a fight.

Taking a deep breath as he heard nothing but silence by the other end of the call, he continued.

“Look, I know I promised I would be more careful. Not make such a mess…”

Taehyung went silent for a second, glancing at the scene before him.

A body laid limply in a pool of their own blood, their head being smashed open as blood scattered across the wall behind them. The bat slowly rolling over to the corpse, crimson soaking up into the bandages wrapped around the handle covering the already drying blood of minutes back from the first few hits.

“But I didn’t expect them to put a fight. It got messy.” he finished.

Jungkook sighed, having had already expected this. Pinching the bridge of his nose as his eyebrows furrowed, tilting his head down to rest against his palm chewing on his bottom lip as he contemplated his options. He couldn’t help but feel his stomach drop, he knew he shouldn’t be doing this again. He knew he shouldn’t be getting himself more involved than he already was. What would be of him if they figured out a policeman was an accomplice of his best friend killing spree? Cleaning up all the evidence and staging an attack? He’d be done for. Maybe it’s time for him to put an end to this. Turn in Taehyung and come clean, maybe there’s still a chance for them to let him off the hook, even lying a bit and saying Taehyung had threatened him of hurting someone dear to him if he didn’t help out. That didn’t sound so bad, he’s use to taking risk plus his perfect record helps him a lot with him being seen as the victim.

“Don’t even think about it. What about (Y/N)?, huh? What will she think of you when you arrest her boyfriend? Take away the closest thing she can call family?”

Jungkook’s breath hitched as he was taken aback for a second, a shiver riding down his spine as Taehyung had practically read his mind.”W-What? What are you talking about? Why did you bring her up, I only do this because you’re my best friend!” Lies dripped out of his lips like venom, of course a part of him did save Tae’s ass because he was his best friend. But a much overpowering side of him did this for (Y/N). Anyone who saw how Jungkook looked at (Y/N) were capable of seeing the amount of concealed adoration pooled in his eyes, he looked at her like he was his world - everyone except (Y/N) herself. Taehyung wasn’t an exception. Often using it to his advantage to get what he needed from him.

Taehyung smirked, chuckling softly to himself. Bringing his thumb up to his lips and licking the blood off of it, rolling his tongue in the inside of his mouth coating his tastebuds with the rich scent of iron. “That’s what I like to hear. Thanks Kookie~” he cooed teasingly into the cell phone, walking away from the corpse as he threw back the device - landing beside the body only for Jungkook to hear on his end how they struggled to breath - their breath deep and shallow.

“ h-h-h-help me….”  

Jungkook gagged, it was a voice of a young female. He could tell Taehyung did a good measure on the area around her throat. Her pleading voice ringing in his ears as his stomach turned further, the guilt eating him inside out. Putting his cell phone on speaker as he kneeled beside his trashcan, knowing there’s no way he’ll make it to the toilet - with one violent contraction chunks of his earlier meals were propelled into the thin plastic bag. Tears stung at his eyes as he kneeled there emptying his stomach, until all he could get out was spit of his own saliva trying to get rid of the taste of puke in his mouth.  The strong stench of his stomach acids making him retract from the can. The last thing he heard before passing out momentarily was Taehyung’s velvety voice cackling as it got quieter and quieter.

“I’m sure you’ll be able to find where she is.”

Oh the irony.

“Another one?” Namjoon kneeled beside the chalked body print on the cement, observing was had remained since the body has already been taken to the laboratory to run some test - all already expecting the same answer as always with the countless previous attacks; this was done by a wild animal of some sort.

Jungkook’s adam’s apple bobbed up and down as he nodded at the elder man, standing beside him - his hands crosses over his front as he watched him patiently. Jungkook couldn’t help the bead of sweat that ran down his forehead. He knew he was already using the animal tatic far too many times - hell even the general public knew something was going on rather than what the police lead to say. But it’s the quickest he could do given the amount of time Taehyung gave him. Taehyung didn’t stop his victims from making a scene, he has even confirmed that he finds it amusing - knowing who has an upper hand. Taking that into consideration, Taehyung always brought them out to a solitude place. Though that doesn’t erase the chances of a passerby having have caught a glimpse of the scene and dialed the police. Then Taehyung never reveals his location to him. Leaving some sort of tracking device behind - usually a cellphone. Not that it took long, but the distance always varied and he never knows how much time he’ll need to buy. Plus, how he’ll be able to stage the scene considering the state of the body Taehyung left them in. It all just took too long to plan in only a matter of hours for Jungkook to come up with something new.

“It seems the beast is still out there.” Jungkook spoke firmly, fixing the collar of his shirt seeming to distract himself from the guilt resting on his shoulders

And by beast I mean my best friend.

“(Y/N)!~”  Taehyung called out from the kitchen, pulling out matching mugs from the cupboard as he thrusted his hip into the cabinet he had gotten hot chocolate packets from. “Hmm?” (Y/N) walked into the kitchen, rubbing the sleep from her eyes as she had just woken up. Perking up at Taehyung only to reveal her swollen cheeks. Her attire consisting of nothing but one of Taehyung’s old shirts that fit her big enough to go past her mid thigh, her shoulders exposed to the world.

Taehyung pouted and puts the mugs down, striding over to her and wrapping his arms around her waist - pulling her flush against his chest as he tilts her head up with his index finger. “What’s wrong, baby? Why is your face all swollen?”

(Y/N) scoffed and gently pushed against his chest, trying her best to leave his strong grip. “You would’ve know if you were here last night like you had promised.”

Taehyung stiffened up, bringing his bottom lip between his teeth as her remark shot a dagger into his chest. He sighed deeply and nodded knowingly - accepting of what she accused him of, bringing his forehead down to rest against hers as his eyes glances into her doe ones.

“I know, I know I’m sorry…work suddenly called me over to take care of something and you know how pissed they get when I skip out on them. I’m terribly sorry I really am. Please let me make it up to you baby. No interruptions today!” Taehyung’s hands went to grip at her waist lightly, tracing small circles on the low of her back as he leaned back in to press pecks all around her face, causing (Y/N) to giggle at his endearment, nodding slowly and wrapping her arms around his neck carefully, bringing him down to press her lips against his into a chaste kiss.

“It’s fine, if it was work then I understand - though I still don’t understand why you keep it a secret from me…”

Taehyung just chuckled, kissing her forehead as he twirled the both of them into the kitchen, his signature large boxy smiling adorning his lips.

“Let’s not worry about that, let’s just enjoy our time together for now~”

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Requesting Guidelines

First, I’m sure you’ll want to know what I do, right? 

Sadly, i do have some guidelines.

As in for oneshots/drabbles, I will write whatever you’ll like. Including triggering scenarios, I would either send it to you privately for you to enjoy or I will post it with warnings for those triggered by it to ignore. But then again, if I feel like the topic is too dark for me to write I have the right to refuse. 

Also, yes, I do write 

girl group x girl

boy group x girl

I will not write for (oneshots/drabbles only)

boy group x boy 

girl group x boy

 I’m sorry. I mean, I can always try but don’t be surprised if it comes out half-assed or straight up shit. That does not mean I will not do anything meant towards boys, but I will discuss that later down this page. 

Anything else, 

Imagines

Reactions

Text/Messages

Snapchats

Mlt

etc (tell me in your request)

I am willing to do any of these of any sort of topic, but if there is one I do not approve of I will message you so we could both try to come up with a new one we are both pleased with. I will be accepting x boy with these due to them being easier for me to do. 

Finally, if I am taking a while do complete your request please remember I am not always on tumblr and I do have other things to do. Takes a few minutes or days I will come around and finish your request so please just be patient! (:

(for those who read the whole thing, thank you! you’re awesome, ily)