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Being pregnant during the time of covid fucking sucks. I thought I’d be able to bring both my boyfriend and his sister back with me during my ultrasound this coming Monday but I just got a call from the place and they said only one person can come back with me. I just wanted to be able to share the experience with them both. My boyfriend didn’t have the chance to go to the last ultrasound so he didn’t get to see baby moving around which is so special but I also know how much his sister has been looking forward to going with us and I’m just tired of this whole experience being so different from what I thought it would be like because of covid. And when I give birth only one person can be with me which is obviously going to be my boyfriend but I always thought I’d be allowed to have my mom there with me too when I imagined how it would go before. And while I’m in the hospital only 2 people are allowed to visit me the entire time, that being my boyfriend and my mom. It just fucking sucks that everything I thought I’d get to experience with pregnancy and giving birth is so different from the reality of it because of covid. And I’m so fucking emotional right now I can’t stop crying haha it’s great everything is fucking peachy

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18 weeks today :’)

Also I started to be able to feel baby move last week!!! I think I was feeling it maybe a little before but not super often, but now it’s like as soon as I sit/lay down baby starts moving around and I can feel it! It’s like gas bubbles but down closer to my pelvic bone lol I’m so happy I can feel baby move this early, especially since I was told at my last appointment that a lot of first time pregnant people don’t start feeling movement until like 20 weeks

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My bongwater has developed it's own ecosystem

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“Small Knife with Sheath” The Ottoman Empire, 18th century. Material: steel, silver, bone, horn, mother-of-pearl, enamel [1359x1920]

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i'm thinking about charlotte brontë spending her last years editing and publishing her sisters' writings and about christopher tolkien dedicating his life to the protection and meticulous reconstruction his father's life's work and about johanna van gogh publishing the letters between vincent and theo that would propel vincent van gogh into fame because she knew how much her husband had loved his brother, and about how so often art isn't just a reflection of the artist's mind and skills but a testament to the fact that they were loved

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Via @korvys​ (Twitter)

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i want to GO somewhere. i need to leave for a while

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Blossom-fall in the stream.

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Sigmar Polke’s agate ‘stained glass’ windows for the Grossmunster church in Zurich

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Link / Link

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if i were a drink i’d be cherry vanilla coke

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Monet’s house&garden, Giverny, France by  Rick Ligthelm

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*schlorp* OHOHOHO *shklump* AHAHAHA