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Still here. Are you?

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Lately, I've been learning new skills (SharePoint and PowerShell), and I genuinely look forward to each day when I wake up—a vast difference from how I felt during most of my 20s.

These are good times for me. I go to bed each night extremely grateful for everything in my life. 🥰

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It’s Been Over a Year

And I am still around. ;)

But what could I possibly tell you that is more exciting than what I used to blog about when I was 16?

Do people even read blogs anymore?

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Always Working

Thinking about how to rearrange my domains and blogs. Stay tuned!

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Hi, hello, howdy!

Still here!

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Colliding

Hello! I am Stellar. When I was younger, I would create such beautiful things. I was a digital artist who could code a mean looking website. Photoshop, constantly open. Notepad, always filled with snippets of code. Poetry, graphics, HTML, life. My brain was a boiling pot of colors and meaning and friends and purpose and love. And I don't want to say entering adulthood killed my spirit, but sometimes you have to wonder. I want breathe again. I want my creativity back. I try to call to it, but it's a scared and abused little animal shying away from my hand. I reach for it, but it quickly skitters away and disappears for years at a time. What happened to me?

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The nitrogen in our DNA, the calcium in our teeth, the iron in our blood, the carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. ☆★ We are made of starstuff. ★☆

Carl Sagan

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This is me today. #Anxiety consumes me.

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"To the mind that is still, the whole universe surrenders." ~ Lao Tzu

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{ live.in.dark.matter }

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New York, United States

Marty Desilets

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