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Anyone else struggle with knowing whether you’re experiencing a flare up vs accepting that this is simply what existing is like for you? Because same.

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Sunset Sailors, Twilight Prelude, Kin, Songs of Solitude by Rick Beaver (Ojibwe)

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Edinburgh yesterday.

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print shop

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Fucked up that you have to go to work during the winter. Should be curled up in a little nest with several months' supply of food stocked up right now.

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I'm just.. I'm just so fucking sorry I ate cheese as a snack because I was fucking hungry

This wasn't fucking worth it, fucking flare up

I'm sorry I had the fucking gall to feed myself jfc

I know you're fucking angry and whatever the fuck is wrong with you and I FUCKING KNOW

But seriously it's been 5 days already and I'm SO FUCKING OVER IT

I NEED TO DO FUCKING THINGS, ADULTING, CHORES, TRYING TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF MY LIFE INSTEAD OF LYING WHOLE DAY IN BED AND SLEEPING BECAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY FUCKING THING THAT HELPS MINIMAL NOT EVEN FUCKING ENOUGH JUST FUCKING WASTING MY LIFE AWAY YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH

NOTHING FUCKING TOUCHES THE FUCKING PAIN

FUCK YOU! FUCKING FUCK YOU! I'M SO FUCKING DONE WITH YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TILL IT'S OVER! GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE!

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Trying not to think about my upcoming hysterectomy surgery so I made some memes...

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Happy Ace Week my friends!!! 🖤🩶🤍💜

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It's funny how quickly my body neglects a typical nightime sleep schedule. I can work so hard to build a sleep schedule that gets me up earlier in the day, but if I stay up a bit too late for one night and my body is instantly like hey fuck that schedule you worked so hard on I like the one where you naturally fall asleep around 3-5am lets do that forever

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having a circadian rhythm disorder counts as Horrors Beyond Your Comprehension i think. i mean. not beyond my comprehension, i've lived like this my whole life. but it certainly seems to be beyond everyone else's comprehension, including sleep doctors.

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shout out to my folks with insomnia & depression & delayed sleep phase disorder & sleep apnea & disabilities & other sleep disorders diagnosed, undiagnosed, and just my plain old night owls & night shift workers!! we r so fucking cool & exist every day in a society not made for us at all. and NONE of us are lazy bums or bad people for staying up late & sleeping in till noon or two or whatever whenever you get up!! no matter what anyone says!! you’re incredible and i love you!!!

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Trollforest in Lida, Sweden.

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wizard college is going to kill me I swear to god. I just saw someone without a component satchel reach into their pocket and pull out a handful of LOOSE tapioca to use as a substitute for blood in their fell ritual. and it worked. I've never been so fucking mad.

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*giant wind gust outside*

Me: “Don’t say it.”

My Brain:

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New none pizza left beef just dropped

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This is honestly a gamble because google and tumblr search have failed me, and if I ask you, I know someone in the comments at least will know the post I'm asking about.

Do you have a link to that post with all the cussing at the shitty situation you're in, about what to do when someone dies, floating around? And even if you don't, can you give the moplet some love for me? It's been a rough day.

Oh, do you mean the post by @ms-demeanor ?