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i’m just thinking about them*

*my book characters

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i’m just kinda skipping through a couple episodes of law & order organized crime bc the actor who is a FC for a character in my novels is in it and

show character: has a tank in his office with an octopus in it and gives a speech about octopi my character: has a tank in his office with many aquatic animals in it and gives a speech about red king crabs me: ......

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will this blog be consistent in activity one day?

no, probably not

but hey i mostly finished the second and a half draft of book 2 of reese’s story so that’s something!

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my adhd meds have kicked in so i have to physically restrain myself from rambling a 60 page explanation of my book and my characters and why i love them so freaking much

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ALLISON ARGENT 2x06: Frenemy

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@dvarapala​ 

First things first: a hug! Then, second things second. Because, duh. “Sounds like they need a new phone plan. And a place with more sun. Snow, ugh. You okay, though? Did you win the fight for freedom? Or, rather, did they? You were gone for a long time. I know you got it but I worry sometimes…” More like all the times.

     “I don’t think a new phone plan would work. Something to do with REALLY thick concrete and like, I dunno, a million feet of snow on top of that thick concrete.” She said with a laugh as she returned the hug. “Relocation would be great though. It’s FREEZING there.” Her poor Australian soul wasn’t built for such temperatures. “Uh - consider it somewhat ONGOING. Making progress though!” She offered Udyati an apologetic smile. “I’m sorry about that. I don’t mean to make you worry.”

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YOU ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN YOU KNOW; and they fear the day you discover it.

fandomless oc reese ayren adored by kira

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scrvives​:

               “DAMN, GIRL! Don’t tell me you gone all DISTRICT 13, MOCKINGJAY on me.” With eyes full of both relief and worry he crosses the lab only to collapse against his bff. Who has been missing. Who Cisco nearly lost his mind searching for. “Reception ain’t the only shitty thing about it, huh? Couldn’t vibe you out either and I’m telling you, I was using the full gear. YOU OKAY?”

      “I like to think of myself more of a LUKE SKYWALKER. Less of a tragic ending - sequel trilogy notwithstanding.” She wraps her arms around Cisco, her hug almost as tight as his. She hates worrying him, she never means to. “It’s a weird place. No tech works there either. Good place to lay low.” She tightens the hug slightly. “I’m fine-” in a manner of speaking, at least. “-I’m SORRY. I really need to work out how to send an interdimensional post card.”

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if you see me answering things that are months old...... no you don’t

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@moonsymbols​ asked: “It’s going to hurt for a moment, but I’ll need to clean the wound.”

       “Don’t worry, I’m FAMILIAR with the process.” Frankly at this point, she’d be surprised if antiseptic hurt at all ( of course it still did ) or maybe she’d evolve to have it built in already. Ah, a girl could dream. She looked down at the injury in question. “Eh, not the worst I’ve ever had.” ( she’s sure that’s very reassuring. ) “Go for it, Doc.”

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livingprophecy​:

          “𝐈𝐅  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐆𝐎  out  to  a  stubbed  toe,  i  promise  you  i’ll  be  laughing  at  your  funeral.”      sam  doesn’t  like  joking  about  that  kind  of  thing  normally  anyways;      that  nihilistic  attitude  got  left  in  afghanistan,  left  with  riley.  but  he  doesn’t  ever  plan  on  letting  himself  become  negative,  and  that’s  much  easier  with  the  grinning  and  jokes  coming  from  reese  despite  stitching  her  up.  while  laying  a  bandage  over  the  row  of  butterfly  stitches,  he  finally  laughs,  shaking  his  head.      “sayin’  you  likely  should  be  dead  feels  a  bit  rude,  but  considering  both  our  professions,  IT’S  PROBABLY  TRUE.”      he’d  fought  the  winter  soldier  twice  and  made  it  out  fine.  hell,  he’d  fought  half  the  avengers  in  an  airport  once  and  walked  away,  albeit  with  a  few  more  bruises  than  he  would’ve  liked.  sam  raises  an  eyebrow,  looking  down  at  her.  her  confidence  makes  him  feel  better  —  still  not  the  best.      “i  know.  call  me  overprotective,  but  kids  doing  what  you’re  doing…  just  makes  me  nervous.”      watching  the  team  take  in  wanda  was  bad  enough,  knowing  just  how  old  she  was  when  she  became  what  she  was.      “JUST  PROMISE  ME  YOU’LL  BE  SAFE.”

     “Frankly, AS YOU SHOULD. I’d probably be laughing too - though then we’d have to be concerned about zombies. Can zombie’s even laugh?” She questioned, pausing for a moment to contemplate that question, before deciding no - they couldn’t and a laughing zombie was probably HORRIFYING. “Oh, it’s terribly rude - but also probably true. I survive on dumb luck and spite alone - oh AND CHOCOLATE.” She offered him a grin before glancing down to check the bandage. She could barely even feel it. Then there’s a small sigh. “If I said I’m not a kid and am in fact over twenty years old - that’s not gonna help my case there, is it?” If she’s learned anything, ‘kid’ could mean someone pushing 30 these days. “I promise that I will TRY to be safe.” That’s the best she could do.

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              “Okay, I know it’s been a while - but in my defence I joined a group of plucky freedom fighters who lived in an underground snowy bunker. They have shitty phone reception.”

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   THIS SONG has thrown me into a mild emotional breakdown about one of my characters and his relationship with his adopted father who manipulated him for nearly his entire life and he’s still untangling what parts of him are him and which parts are his adopted father.

You taught me all I knew, all the things I had to do Remembering all the ways, you left me in this haze I played your little games, your toy soldier in chains Now we don't speak anymore, like your father before

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'Cause you played me like a melody Insulted me with my dreams I don't know how I'll feel when you die You've taintеd all my memories Nothing left but shattеred scenes I don't know how I'll feel when you die

specifically

and i’m yelling. i needed to yell about this somewhere -

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@dvarapala​ said:  how does reese come up with her funny quips? ;P

                            ✨ trauma ✨

but really, she uses humor as a coping mechanism, which does make it seem to people who don’t know her like she doesn’t take ANYTHING seriously and can cause some conflict. she also doesn’t really think up her funny quips. or think about them before she says them. they just happen lol. they often get her into trouble too when she’s snarky to someone she probably shouldn’t be in not great situations.

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reese ayren & the big bad wolf // worlds 2

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also i realise my doc isn’t the most.... informative about reese! i’m trying to get my book published and idk how much info i should put out there to it’s pretty much just the bare bones. if you have any questions, feel free to ask!!