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GUESS WHO HAS MUSE FOR ARYIN AGAIN

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i crave some HORRENDOUS smut. i'm talking wehwoehwohewo.

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YOU'RE FOREVER BLAZING.

i dreamed of scorched earth, burning land; then flowers bloomed with whispered plans. before i'm gone, just scattered ash, please let me show you all i am!

independent, selective, private (mutuals only) kingdom hearts & final fantasy based dungeons and dragons fifth edition original character. backstory is dark and current story is even darker, be wary of interaction beyond surface level talking, it will get really heavy really fast.

stowaway on fate's coat tails, this dream is myth, it's folktale. now the clocks are creeping closer, almost at my end. three times in a vague script, cut lines intertwined in a makeshift haven, far beyond the veil of dreams; you & me!

recorded by ren. 23 years old. lives in EST timezone. dead dove do not eat, please read all tags before reading. main verse takes place 400 years after KH3.

honkai: star rail ─ mechanics & tag.

hazbin hotel ─ tag.

genshin impact ─ tag & story.

wuthering waves ─ tag.

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aryin is 100% firefly coded. <3

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"And yet you choose to suffer me." she chuckles warmly, pressing kiss after kiss against the vidyahara's precious lips. she wants to drive him insane, make him want to see stars by using her. she can't shake the feeling that maybe this was a mistake, but the blossoming of heat in her chest and stomach is arguing that this could never be a mistake for her.

she would never go without love again.

her slightly clawed fingers curl upwards through his hair and tugs, moving her kisses along her love's jawline, then down to his neck as she's picked up so effortlessly by the other. she almost starts to purr from all the attention, shuddering instead and breathlessly uttering,

"I'm yours. All yours. I want everyone to know I'm yours."

"Y'er insufferable..." He mutters once their lips have parted. A soft whine escaping the vidyadhara as he reaches up to take her cheeks in his hands. Pulling her down for another kiss. Sweet and longing. Because this is what he's wanted, right? For her to be only his.

And here he'd been denying it before now. Forever was a long time. In the eyes of the vidyadhara in general- but for one like him? Who couldn't die until Aha deemed it fit? Well, it would be even longer, he thought. But that was fine.

"And insatiable." He muttered against her neck. Nipping at the skin as his nails dug absently into her hips. And then he's picking her up, heading towards the bed room. Have they ever taken this to the bedroom-? Seems appropriate they do this time then. "...say it again, Aryin. Say that y'er mine..."

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she doesn't waste a moment in tilting the smaller's head upwards and bringing him into a deep kiss, her other hand resting against the other's waist.

his, only his, forever his. for a halovian, forever is a long time. and she's willing to take that risk. this time, it felt like forever could truly be a vow that she could take, with eros, with her new life.

when she parts, she's smiling softly. "Make me yours." she whispers, like a prayer to a forgotten aeon. she looks as if she might lose her composure right then and there if he does nothing with her.

"...y'er jus' mine." He repeats softly, holding her a bit closer. A bit tighter. Arms wrapped around her waist as he rested his forehead against her chest. Tail slowly beginning to wag. Just his- that's what he liked to hear.

Suppose it was something they both did. Hurt people without meaning to. Though, Eros had been more aware of that habit of his. Always. Perhaps too aware even when it came down to it.

"...I'll make sure nobody ever thinks y'ain't mine... Not ever again."

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@constellaris - aryin & alhaitham

"Do not be gentle with me," she whispers against the man's lips. "Take out your frustrations, be rough with me. Not only can I take it, I want to see if you can get me to beg for more." she purrs, raising one hand to brush her thumb against his bottom lip. "Make me yours. I want to see a tired smile by the end of the night, do you understand?"

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@constellaris - aryin & kaveh

"You make such pretty noises, Kaveh... ~" the odd woman purrs, fluttering her eyelashes prettily at the man whimpering and whining, begging for release. she has kept him on edge time and time again, and she wonders if he'll eventually take over and ravish her, or if she'll have to ride until dawn. "Do you think you have more of them for me?"

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I DREAMED OF SCORCHED EARTH, BURNING LAND / THEN FLOWERS BLOOMED WITH WHISPERED PLANS / BEFORE I'M GONE JUST SCATTERED ASH / PLEASE LET ME SHOW YOU ALL I AM .

independent, selective, mutuals only final fantasy & kingdom hearts based original character from a dnd game. dead dove do not eat / dark themes. nsfw content. minors dni, 18+ blog. banner cred: novastrae.

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who wants a smutty ask for late-sinday?

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"... I'm yours." it had been a long time since aryin had ever uttered those words. but it had been much longer since she had ever felt so lonely, so alone, so empty inside.

surely, yes... surely, eros would understand that she did not mean to hurt him - she wanted to make him feel special, and ended up hurting him in the process. it was unintentional, messy.

"I'm yours, until you get rid of me or get tired of me. Do as you please to me, mark me or scent me. I am yours, happily, without question."

"Aryin 'm already an Aeons damned target. Or did ya f'er'get th' horns and th' tail that mark me?" No, this wasn't the time for him to get upsets- more upset. He'd been afraid, too. Of being too much. Of letting her too close when he was...well, he was a monster, wasn't he? But here she stood. Knowing that. Wanting him still. Loving him still.

"...m'life's a circus. But I want...I want ya in th' stands at least." He mumbled, pulling her into his arms. Holding her as tightly as he could when he was so much smaller than she was. As if will alone could protect the two of them. "...y'know 'm real fucked, right? So terribly fucked up...and y'still want that-?"

Please say you still want that.

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"... I did not wish for my uncertainty to burden you, Eros." the halovian can't help but tear up, now knowing that her wish to never be too much, never push people away by getting too adoring, never be over the boundary of being more than people could handle, had hurt the person she had fallen in love with. she did not wish for him to be broken by her own heartbreak.

"I merely... I... I'm sorry. I did not wish to hurt you. I did not know." it was the truth. no lies, no catch-alls. she wants eros. heart, body, soul, mind, anything, everything. "... I did not wish to put you in danger ─ after all, I am a Galaxy Ranger. A minor one, barely on the radar ─ but it will still make you a target, if they should find out. That is no stable life. That is no life at all."

but it is the life she chose to live, love and all.

"Th-this, Aryin-! Showin' up, distractin' me from work, takin' me whenever y'please. I c'n't- I c'n't do this if we're wantin' it t' work!" Utterly and shamelessly devoted to her, he was. But that didn't feel like it went both ways. Didn't feel like she could be only his the way he'd been solely hers this entire time.

He moved forward now, taking her by the wrist. "I am in love with ya. So hopelessly that I don't know what t' do with m'self half th' time. And y'er always comin' and goin' whenever y'want, y'don't call y'don't stay--. I need...I need stability...

"Tha's all 'm askin' f'er..."

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"Why?" the word is starved of all understanding, like a wolf at the edge of a flock of sheep. aryin herself was no better than eros, not really. in her own eyes, she was an equal presence, and she had thought eros thought the same. perhaps the issue was that she always saw people as equals - not that they reciprocated.

"... I want this to work." her voice trembles, but she steels herself regardless. "I want us to work. But... I understand if you don't want this to continue confusing you." she turns slightly, pausing. "... Love you, Eros. Always will."

and she turns away.

Maybe that's why it hurts. Because he'd fallen first and he knew that. He knew it was stupid and foolish and selfish. To fall for someone who so clearly only wanted one thing. And he'd been the same for so long, hadn't he? Momentary trysts that led to a meal. Stalking people that didn't know he existed. When had he ever earnestly thought someone could have this affect on him?

And here Aryin was. Doing just that. Making him fall in love.

"I don't want ya t' leave." He admits, unable to meet her gaze. Arms wrapped around himself now. "But there's- there's a line I have t' draw. We c'n't- do this anymore."

And now he looks up to meet her gaze. His amethyst eyes usually so bright, now wet on the verge of tears. Those hearts in his eyes seeming broken. "I c'n't...keep feelin' like this when 'm around ya... I c'n't do it."

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"Am I not allowed to choose who I love?" aryin had been heartbroken for a very long time, had been acceptant of the fact that there would never be another who could make her feel as if she were normal, as if the world could be kind. she had long accepted that fact, as if it were a part of life.

but then eros came along and tore that away.

yes, perhaps in the beginning, it was just what eros claims it is now. she knew well what it felt like to only want to be filled, to feel full, to what something inside her so that the emptiness would fade. it was a coping mechanism - a horrible one, but one nonetheless. she wants to acknowledge this, to maybe make it something more.

"You are not wrong. In the beginning, it was about sex. It was about what you could provide for me where others could not keep up. But then is not now, so please." she frowns slightly. "Do you want me to leave? Tell me honestly."

@stcrsmoke asked: "Why do you give so freely what you cage yourself from?" she frowns softly. "Let me love you the way you so evidently love me. Let what you give come back to you." but she hesitates. she was no good, herself. she knows the feeling of longing and yearning for what you cannot have. "If you want this to end, tell me that, too. Tell me. I want to know."

"Y'c'n't honestly expect me t' believe that f'er a second-- that f'er even a second someone like ya could love someone like me." What a rotten joke, he thinks. That anyone could ever love him at all. Let alone the way that he loves. A sick joke. Not even one that Aha would enjoy. That's what he thinks.

His hands go up in a mock surrender as he looks up at her. She's hesitating, he can see that. But he takes it for what it isn't. That she doesn't feel that way. That there's no way she ever could.

"Don't string me along like 'm some newborn hatchlin'. I know-... I know when I ain't wanted, not really. Y'jus' want me f'er what I do f'er ya. F'er havin' me fuck ya senseless, right? So- so tha's all this is. Don't have t' remind me."

in ref

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@blackhardtt - aryin & roderick

"Good to know that you have a wonderful sense of humor, ah?" he can't help but chuckle warmly at the tap to his foot from the other, shoulders slacking a little bit even though he can never TRULY find himself relaxing. not in this state, not the way he is right now. it would be too easy to give into the pain - too easy to let himself go.

"You remind me of my brother. He's a pirate captain, and a doctor. A good man, to make things a little worse for him. He would rather die than let someone be unreasonably hurt on his watch." he can't help but smile. "You are a very pretty man, you know that? Easy on the eyes."

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i wanna write smut with aryin, but god Damn is it late at night.

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If anybody wants a reference as to how Aryin sounds without me physically being in a call:

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