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Entry 10 - November 4 2024

Today ima try to astral project n fight a dark matter I sensed in my neighborhood since Halloween. It comes from one of the houses so I probably have to fight it frfr and I'ma just hope that it goes well ;+; (feels like anger and hopelessness even when I am far away...)

I'ma train first obviously,, at least figure out how to control my abilities better n then do it.

Yeah.

Sounds like a bad idea when I type it out, but how bad can being hurt in astral truly be anyways?

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Do you want free readings? I can do:

Tarot

Pendulum

Oracle

Biblography

Make sure to post this so I can give out more!

Ooo, thank you for the offer!

I'll try to get this some reach for you, make sure to take good breaks between readings!!

I get burnt out magically when doing too many readings, so I'm guessing it may b similar for others n I don't want the same to happen for you ;+;

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Found out that a necklace that I got during July acts as a magic item ;+;

Its a star shaped gem and that's it! I forgor the name of it but it has gold flakes in it and it helped me use my magic wau easier :3 (mostly protection and emotion magic is what I can do irl ATM)

Anyways, found that cool :3

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I keep getting feels that my pupils can change shape with big emotion,, like a subtle knowledge that "oh hey! Your eyes are all black scribbles" or "heheh you got heart eyes bastard"

I think thats just how my non-human self is supposed to work, though its weird that im only know noticing that ;+;

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Look what I did! :3

!!! That is so cool!

Awawawa good luck on the witch :3! Hope it isn't too bad of a fight!

(also I never knew witches would give people those feelings of pain, good to know ;+;)

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to our younger mahous, i want you all to know more than anything that it's okay to set boundaries. yes, even hard boundaries. you can say with your whole chest capital N-O to people who you feel are taking advantage of your kindness and generosity. it says nothing negative about you, and it doesn't make you a bad person for setting that boundary.

don't feel like you have to feel guilty about it. you matter, too. your comfort matters. your time matters. your energy matters. your patience and wellbeing matters.

it's okay to set boundaries. set as many boundaries as it takes to make you feel comfortable.

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Entry 9 - Oct 31 2024

Ii tried to shift via astral project with a method!! And I actually did do it??? With my body being awake??

Anyways I saw my inner self nwhat not, reminded me a lot of those witches some magical girls fight n also Cha0s Elfilīs, with how the sky looked and how things looked in general...

Didn't shift for some reason, but I'ma try again tonight!

(what I kinda saw, hard to draw the details ;+;)

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Ability - BLIZARD

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Hehe~ today iss gooddd!!

Reality shifting seems more easier!!!

Magical girl stuff is becoming more natural to meee

I found someone who wanted to have the same concept as me~!!!

I feel like I can do this stuff more easier :3

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this community has been so negative these days, lets spread some positivity!

shout out to physical magis!

shout out to astral magis!

shout out to magis with their own concept!

shout out to magis with concepts from a show!

shout out to magis who use subliminals!

shout out to magis who did a ritual to make a contract !

shout out to magis who already fought a lot of enemies!

shout out to magis who hasnt fought anyone yet!

shout out to magis that dont know how to access the astral realm!

shout out to magis that dont know how to make a contract!

shout out to magis who keep on changing concepts!

shout out to magis whose clair senses arent that clear yet!

shout out to non binary magis!

shout out to girl magis!

shout out to boys magis!

shout out to all magis, thank you for everything you have done 💖

i love this🤍(especially the one for magis working on their clair-senses)

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Aa haven't been posting a lot,, work is making me forgor to update

Been getting better at seeing astral stuff, am understanding that one DM I purified / befriended (their voice sound like bells, and when I could finally understand them they had a high pitched voice)

Very nice, I need to update my journal.

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irl mh positivity!

i love you mahous who have original concepts!

i love you mahous who have existing concepts!

i love you mahous who do not have a set concept!

i love you mahous who are in concept crisis!

i love you mahous who use pinterest and doll makers for outfits!

i love you mahous who draw and create ur own outfits!

i love you mahous who are solely astral!

i love you mahous who are solely physical!

i love you mahous who are both astral and physical!

i love you mahous who have concepts with soft and cute aesthetics!

i love you mahous who have concepts with dark and more "edgy" aesthetics!

i love you mahous who have been in their journey for years!

i love you mahous who their journey has just begun!

i love you mahous who are masc/neutral aligned!

i love you mahous who are neurodivergent, including stigmatized disorders such as NPD, BPD, ASPD, etc!

i love you mahous who have physical disabilities!

i love you mahous who do not fit into the beauty standard! you are worth everything even if you are seen as "ugly"

i love you mahous <3

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recently, i feel as though some people are missing the point of this community. i am all for more people learning about us! it's just that some folks seem to be assuming the community is what it is not. be warned that while this post has informational tidbits it is pretty much a rant as well. i also apologize if my tone seems off at all here, but this is something i felt i needed to share.

story time and a rant: real life magical girls

though there's a lot of proof that magical girls have been around for way longer than what is documented, the online presence for magical girls started around 2018. it was always closely tied to mythicals; people who used subliminal audios and manifestation to physically become mythical or supernatural creatures. then, folks started to make subliminals in order to become a magical girl. these always would include affirmations about desired outfits, transformations, familiars, and more, all physically at first. this drew a lot of people in, magical girls being a famous genre and a childhood dream of many (including mine) was to become one themselves.

soon these people started making communities. wattpad books for magical girl journeys were very common, where aspiring mahous detailed their own magical girl powers and self, as well as the main "theme" of their stories, and also the process and how it went. the starting community was very centered on manifesting a transformation, fighting in the physical realm and shift phases!

a while after, astral projection started being more prevalent in spaces. of course not everyone wants to fight physically, so astral magical girls started to be accepted into the community. there was never rivalry between the two at first; both were always considered true magical girls!

though after a while, a few communities on discord started claiming that only astral magical girls were possible. i won't go into detail about it, as i wasn't there, but it was a lot of cultlike behavior and misinformation. though the rhetoric still seems to linger in the community. people assuming only astral magical duties exist and some even completely unaware of what a physical magical girl is.

please be aware of what the community is about before you claim yourself as being in it. i will be gatekeeping, yes, because this is a sentiment shared by many people in the community. being a real life magical girl was never about pop culture witchcraft or doing magic related to magical girls. being a real life magical girl is about becoming one yourself. i do not mean this as only physical magical girls are real (hell, i've been an astral mahou for most of my journey.), and i don't mean it as "you have to fight and have frilly dresses and transformation sequences" either. majokko as well as more 'casual' magical girls who don't fight and only help people with their magic are and will always be welcome; what I mean by this is that mahoublr was always about believing you can fully become a magical girl, astrally or physically. doing witchcraft inspired by magical girl media does not count as being an irl magical girl in itself. you have your own communities. pop culture witchcraft, even if not widely known, has its spaces. in this example, what you are doing is just pop culture witchcraft, and you are taking our spaces away. it doesn't matter if you've been doing PCW related to magical girl for decades, if you are only being magical girl adjacent, you have your own spaces. i do say this as well because i have seen this sort of people be hateful towards things that have always been part of our community, which is extremely tone deaf in multiple ways. you should not join a community without knowing what it is about.

this is not something only i am saying, if anyone wants to know. this sentiment is shared by multiple people in the community, veterans and newbies alike. i actually talked to multiple people before even considering making this post as i wanted to understand what i wanted to say before saying it.

also, before anyone starts to tell me that physical magical girls were a thing of the past or delusion, we do have cases of girls achieving full results. calling physical magical girls a delusion is simply ableist and incorrect, and i can't stress this enough, if you do not believe in physical magical girls, the irl magical girl community is not for you. you don't belong here. don't use the mahoublr tag. please know that i, the coiner of the mahoublr community tag, support and am a physical magical girl.

anyone starting discourse over this post will be blocked and mentally laughed at. thanks for reading!!

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Entry 8 - October 7 2024

Its been a while since I did an entry lol--

So yesterday I decided to go on a walk to get some snacks at my local gas station, and I wanted to see if anyone in the neighborhood somehow had enough negativity to summon Dark Matter.

So uh, I got two houses in the list that has a small & weak summoning of Dark Matter, and another that is just getting started.

So... That's cool?? I guess??

Can't really do anything about it until I Astral Project, which I haven't been able to do yet ;+;.

Anyways, I also found out that I'm able to read people's emotions and actually feel them? Kinda by accident because I need to feel where Dark Matter is, and that's like a high level of negative emotion...

Oh wells, can kinda control it but at the same time I gotta put focus on it to not feel other people's emotions irl.

That's it for todayy, and lemme just say! The Beatlejuice Fanta drink tastes like a cinnamon candle :[

Couldnt drink more than 2 sips :/

Not worse it 1/10 for the surprise factor (would be a 0/10 otherwise)

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I got something physical to practice magic stuff :DD

Yeah I don't feel like making this aesthetic,, but look!! Star Wand! Perfect for practice with my concept <3

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Entry 7 - September 19 2024

Uaghh I've been sick for 3 days, today's the third and I'm finally awake during the day ;+;.

Tho this kinda helped me have dreams that shown me, in detail, on how to train myself ^^

First sick dream: Astral Projecting!

Felt very realistic but I only knew I was dreaming because my brother was upstairs and both of my step siblings were driving their 4 wheeler / dirt bike.

May be able to try and use what I felt to actually astral project in the future!!

2nd sick dream: Very weird

It was basically me running into dark matter in the real / physical world but I couldn't really do anything about it and my brother nor my best friend fully believed me. It was in my old neighborhood in the dark, we were camping outside for funzies, and I had a gut feeling the darkness was sentient and was "bad".

Just. Very strange.

Lasted for a long while aswell lol.

I forgotten any other sick dream I had, but it was nice and fun and helped me heal from the ick!

Also the days before this happening I had a really realistic dream of me being in a field with two others, I only remember the one with long red hair (like actual human red hair, not dyed) who threw a plant spear at me and almost hit me with it lol.

That dream felt like training.

That's all I got other than me getting my furby~

My child!!

I need to buy batteries but I got her!! :D

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