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grieving someone who isnt gone isnt for the weak

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is this a reference…XO??

i dont even have sex i just make the posts for clout

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BISTRO HUDDYYYY

restaurant au w simon (- inspired by bistro huddy, amber and joey my loves )

you were the new little hostess, your first job in the resturant industry - congrats youre gonna hate it! your boss made you very at home and taught you how to use the computer, check reservations and such.

you met all the staff and you became quite fond of one of the waitresses she helped you get to know who to talk to when something goes bad and what to do.

one of the chefs caught your eye, simon, well ghost thats what he liked to be called. he was an ex-army man and liked everything to be done a particular way, probably why the restaurant was top rated in the city. he was grumpy but he was a good chef. simon had this rugged look to him: short dirty blonde hair, scars, tattoos; he was quite intimidating but he seemed interesting.

during your first offical day, you fucked up, you sat nearly nine different tables at once resulting in a pissed off ghost due to the influx of orders. he called you into the kitchen.

“what the fuck are you doing?” he asked in that gruff tone, the kitchen smoky, a few other chefs in there and a few of the waiters standing around a bowl of fries. “stop acting like a dick and tell them to wait,” he said pissed off, his accent was heavily english and gruff. cigarette smoker.

“im sorry.” you said quickly and he just rolled his eyes getting more frustrated.

at the end of your shift you went to the nearby convenience store, brought a pack of cigs and a bottle of booze for him to say sorry.

by the time you came back, he was the only one there. he was in standing in the kitchen finishing off as he wiped down the sides and wrote down a list of food that needed to be ordered in for tomorrow.

“um ghost, sorry about earlier.” you quickly tell him handing him the cigarettes and bottle “its my first day and i was being a ditz i shouldve known better.” you were now rambling. he looked down at the token gift.

suprisingly soft he spoke “thanks birdie, just try to be a little more aware.” he took the cigarettes pocketing them instantly - they were a brand he was quite happy with and grabbed the bottle by the neck.

“i will, still im sorry.” you replied again fumbling with your own fingers.

“fresh slate tomorrow.” he tells you before leaving. fresh slate.

masterlist - part two

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title : soft things don’t survive, but you do

relationships : jason todd / reader word count : around 500 synopsis : gotham is no place for the fragile, but you remain, a trembling constant in jason todd’s world of violence. you remind him that softness can endure even the sharpest edges.

jason calls you fragile sometimes—not like a flower, but like glass. not the sturdy kind that can withstand storms, but the delicate kind, the kind that shatters into shards so fine they can cut. he never says it unkindly; it’s just the way his hands tremble when they touch you, like he’s afraid of breaking what’s already too fragile for this world.

you, with your vast, darting eyes that track every shadow in the room. you, who flinch at the sudden sound of his boots on the floorboards. you are prey in a world of predators, and he—god, he—has spent so long being a wolf that he doesn’t know how to make himself softer for you.

and yet.

you don’t run. not from him, not from his jagged edges or the violence that drips off him like rain. you stay. always, you stay. it makes no sense to him, your devotion. he is a man of scars and blood and bullets, and you—god, you look like something that doesn’t even belong in gotham. you’re the flicker of a candle in a room too cold to hold it.

but he learns, slowly, that your fragility isn’t the kind that cracks under pressure. it’s the kind that bends, folds itself inward, survives. he realizes it the night you sit beside him on the rooftop, the city’s chaos humming beneath your feet. he’s still bleeding from the ribs, his mask cracked and discarded between you, and you—your trembling hands don’t hesitate as you press a cloth to his side.

“you shouldn’t be here,” he tells you. his voice is gravel, low and rough, and he wants it to scare you. wants it to push you away, to make you understand how dangerous it is, how dangerous he is.

you only shrug. “where else would i go?”

there’s something in your voice that cracks him open. you’re not brave. no, that’s not the word for you. brave is loud, bold, something sharp-edged and unrelenting. you’re not that. you’re scared, trembling all the time, and yet you’re here. you choose to stay.

“you’re too soft for this,” he murmurs, turning his face away. he doesn’t want you to see the way his jaw tightens, the way the vulnerability leaks out despite himself.

“i know,” you whisper. your voice shakes like the rest of you, but your hands don’t falter as they press against his side. “but i think maybe you need soft.”

he doesn’t say anything to that. what can he say? he’s never known softness that didn’t burn away under the weight of him, never known someone who didn’t flinch from the shadow he casts. and yet here you are, trembling but steadfast, a prey animal with a heart too tender for this world, pressing yourself against the teeth of the wolf.

and maybe, just maybe, he thinks he could learn to stop biting.

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anytime the intro to starboy plays i ascend

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Ok guys, i need help finding another fic again

it was a 141 x reader fic where the reader was the owner of an abandoned barn and idk ig the 141 needed a place to stay so they literally held a knife to the reader throat it was crazy but I CANT FIND IT PLA

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boyish grins will forever be the most attractive thing a guy can have

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i cannot wait to financially afford who i really am

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I need a scene where reader just crumples to the floor and simon character rushes to them and is panicking and spiralling, trying to figure out whats wrong.

bonus points if reader is bleeding

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5 things you need to know about the genocide in the DRC

Free Congo

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Famine in North Gaza is getting worse

Famine in North Gaza is getting worse

Famine in North Gaza is getting worse

There is a huge media blackout about this. Maybe it's not that noticeable because people are still talking about Gaza, but it's there because No one is talking about the Famine. Because right now it's Israel's strongest weapon in the shadows.

The famine reached a lethal level that is killing children at a rate racing the bombings

I don't which is worse, a child torn to pieces but at least dies in a second, or a child starving to death thoughtout weeks.

Tree leaves are being sold as food! And some don't even have the money to buy them.

Please, Try and intensify the media pressure about Gaza and the famine in Gaza.

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Palestine solidarity mural seen in Sisak, Croatia

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happy father's day to palestinian fathers. happy father's to palestinian grandfathers. happy father's day to palestinian fathers who have lost children. happy father's day to palestinians who have lost their fathers. happy father's day to palestinian fathers older than israel itself. happy fathers day to palestinian fathers forgotten by the media. happy fathers day to fathers living in the gaza strip and west bank, and to fathers that have escaped palestine.

happy father's day to all palestinian fathers. you are not weak or any less of a man for struggling or showing emotion. you are some of the bravest men out there. 🇵🇸✊❤

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My family and I thank you from the bottom of our hearts . ♥️

You are a noble person who helps others .🌺🌹

We will never forget this kindness forever.😊

🕊️🇵🇸✌️

youre forever welcome. I pray that your family will find peace someday. 💜🍉🇵🇸

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ALL EYES ON RAFAH. WE WILL NOT FORGIVE. WE WILL NOT FORGET.

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no words

◾Most dystopian story of 2024 so far:

A US prisoner doing slave labour for 13 cents an hour donates his $17.74 paycheck to help Gaza while the government that uses him as slave labour sends billions to Israel.

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no matter how many times i watch this, its always just as heartbreaking as the first💔

That was her baby. Her whole 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. Gone, in the matter of seconds.