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miss you.

I miss your face, your voice, your touch.

I miss the way your arms wrapped around me,

The gentleness of it all.

I miss the sound of your heart beating as I lay on you chest

And I miss the heavy, comforting feeling of you laying on mine.

I miss our long conversations, which, apparently, for you were eating into your time.

I hate that I miss you and that my heart sinks when i see you.

It used to light up.

I hate that I can’t speak to you when I need you, I really need you.

I hate that you don't care and don't miss me, never have missed me.

I hate that I gave in again and again.

I hate that you promised you wouldn't leave.

You did.

It hurt.

I hate having to walk behind you when I used to be next to you.

Watching others take my place.

I hate that we both hang our heads when we pass each other, me full of aches, you unbothered.

I hate smelling your sent, the one I smelt when we shared our most intimate moments, on passers by.

My head fills with now painful memories.

But I hate that you don't miss me the most.

And I hate that I care so painfully and deeply.

I hope we never cross paths again.

We become astranged.

I hope I never feel your gentle, calming touch again.

I hope I never hear your familiar voice again.

I hope I can forget everything, even though some of the memories of us are beautiful.

They've now turned sour.

I hope this all stays in the past.

Still, I hope that in the distant future we will meet again.

Grown now.

With our own families.

We'll smile at each other, happy we both got the life we deserve

Even though it's not with each other.

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We love bad camera quality 😝

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My camera quality is so bad

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Bad camera quality :(

Help idk how to draw the flower crown

Any advice?

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Mitski lyrics always describe my thoughts so perfectly

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