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Umm, never

Are you more productive in the afternoon or evening?

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AHHHHHH AWWWWWWWWW NO I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

What do you imagine happening in the future for the boys in y&b? Like twenty years from now? Where are they, what are they doing and are they still friends?

THAT IS SUCH A GOOD QUESTION.

Well.

I’m not sure how much I want to say bc I’m planning on revisiting the fic at some point and telling you what happens and I don’t want to contradict myself or spill beans, ya feel?

But I think what I imagine is that Niall is going to be quite successful and married to a sweet-faced girl with a sharp tongue and plenty of wit (who can drink him under the table any day) with lots of bright-eyed, flush-cheeked little children.He will take over his father’s production company and party with the big boys, getting photographed as he bonds-for-life with every soul that exists in the music industry. But he always goes home at a reasonable time, “home to my missus and my wee ones” and smiles warmly as he makes his farewells.

Zayn and Liam will be the power couple of the century, Zayn having ties to celebrity-dom (working with Niall even on a few projects) and Liam being a stunning entrepreneur. They will, of course, adopt a beautiful child. Or perhaps they will adopt beautiful twins (a girl and a boy) and they will grow up to be the pinnacle of existence bc they have the best parents on the planet. (Liam will be healthy and happy, btb) They always seek out Niall immediately at functions, always have family dinner with him and his fam. The twins refer to him as “Uncle Niall” and Niall’s children refer to them as “The Uncles” and there is so much domestic, happy, slightly-mischievous bliss.

As for Harry and Louis. Le siiiiigh

Their future is filled with Louis being a professor of drama at the very same school he once disdained, giving a good ribbing to the pretentious and the privileged, and encouraging a good work ethic and compassion amongst those who are unfamiliar with both. He comes home to his sweet, domesticated husband Harold who has becoming something splendid like an artist or photographer or perhaps just writes songs for popular artists at Niall’s production company (sometimes featuring Zayn on vocals) or maybe ALL OF THE ABOVE. They have a library the size of a ballroom that Harry inhabits frequently, finding new favorite quotes and scribbling them onto bits of paper that he stuffs in the lunches he makes for Louis every day. In the day they lie about, passing a dusty novel back and forth, probably Tennessee Williams or Oscar Wilde, and sipping tea with a bit of rum mixed in, sitting at a grand kitchen table where there’s always fresh lilies. Harry makes Louis tea, knowing he needs it before even Louis himself does, often absently combing his fingers through Louis’ messy morning hair as he reads “A Streetcar Named Desire” over his shoulder in the dusty morning sun. Louis smiles wide, endlessly, as Harry sets his steaming cuppa on the table, puckers his lips for a kiss that Harry happily supplies, lingering for just a moment longer than usual, the lingering taste of spearmint clinging to his lips from when they’d brushed their teeth, side by side,that morning. Harry’s toothbrush is pink and gold, with his name carved delicately onto the handle (Louis never stops giving him shit for it and was near livid the day Harry chose to get that done when he was ACTUALLY supposed to have been grocery shopping by himself for the very first time).

They stroll through the gardens in their yard and Harry buys Louis ridiculous and stylish clothes that Louis only ever wears to indulge Harry and listen to records and sit around watching black and white movies, cuddled up in handwoven blankets, clutching glasses of wine that’s the color of Harry’s lips as he presses them to Louis’ neck, echoing the words Valentino gushes to his leading lady as he finally professes his ardent love during the climax of the movie. Louis always wonders how Harry can memorize so much, how me can remember all those lines, but he doesn’t question too much bc he’s too bewitched as Harry holds him long after the credits roll, and drags his lips over his skin in the barely-lit room.

They have one child, a beautiful little girl with large curls and long eyelashes and sweet, gleaming eyes, and Louis insists she has Harry’s laugh and Harry insists she has Louis’ smile. Harry takes care to dress her in gorgeous florals and laces, buying matching hats for himself and her, taking her on strolls down brick streets and holding her in his arms so that she can see into the shop windows, pressing her small, smooth hands against the glass and bumping her nose against it, creating little cloudy splotches on the surface when she breathes and giggles. Harry takes her home, hand in hand, his smile already threatening to fly off of his face as he she breaks free from him the minute they walk through the door, screeching for “Daddy!” and hearing Louis’ laugh drifting from the kitchen.

They hold her up, the both of them, as she flings her arms around both of their necks, giggling between their chests as they press closer and tease her, pecking kisses to her cheeks and asking what she wants for lunch. “Rose tea and bean sprouts with a sprig of dill? On a bit of toast?” Harry tries to persuade her, while Louis says, louder, “Ice cream, right? Just a great big bowl? Maybe a biscuit or three?” And she giggles and giggles and shakes her head, laughing as she says “Nooo!!” at each of their suggestions.

And, afterwards, as Harry insists on cleaning up to impress Louis, Louis will hand her some play clothes (proper jogging bottoms and a little Vans t-shirt) and some trainers and whisper, “Come on, let’s sneak out before Dad sees us” and she throws off the pretty, delicate frock Harry had bought for her, instead dons clothes suitable for playing in the grass, and together they play football in the yard, her little laughs echoing as she stumbles and falls, dirt smudging her elbows and grass stains peppering the cotton of her shirt. Harry will emerge eventually, pretending to be scandalized (“Where is your dress, my little one? Or should I say my little traitor?!”) but he’s smiling so wide and it only makes her laugh harder as she hides playfully behind Louis who is smirking, brushing the hair out of her eyes and sticking his tongue out at his husband. “This dad wins” he’ll say teasingly and Harry’s jaw will drop comically and she will emerge with dimples and open arms, insisting that “I love both of my papas!” and they’ll scoop her up again because they can, because she’s their baby, and they will laugh as they stare into each other’s eyes, their hands entwined as they hold her up, and the sun will shine down upon the trio, the flowers tilting in their direction to watch.

OHKAY I’M SORRY THAT WAS WAY MORE THAN I EXPECTED TO WRITE OOPS I’M SORRY I JUST REALLY LOVE THESE BOYS.

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No you don't understand! I love your book and this!!!!!

HI SO i just finished y&b and i poured through your tag and saw your post about their lives after the fic and stuff, and i just need to know... in harry's life in the future, what do you see happening with his family? would his dad unfortunately die? would gemma recover and mend their relationship? I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT HIS WELL-BEING

Ohhhh this is quite the message! I like this. Ohkay. So.

What happened to his family? Well, unfortunately, when you have a father like Harry’s, it doesn’t always “get better”, you know? Like…you’re always going to deal with his issues and he’s always going to have ups and downs and it’s always going to be difficult and stressful and bleh. Ya know. So Harry and Louis will be as present as they can be while also maintaining a healthy distance. I image a lot of weekly dinners and phone calls and I imagine that, in a few years, Louis encourages Harry to try to talk it out with his father so he can have a bit of resolution on some things. It will be a rocky relationship, but I see them working on it. No, I don’t think Des will die. I think Des will become a hermit though–as he should have done before, probably. He will keep to himself and fade out of the spotlight and Harry and Louis will bring new records for him to listen to when they visit and Des will sit in his chair and either praise the new blood or slam them unfairly. Louis may or may not egg him on sometimes just for the innocent fun of it. Harry may or may not shake his head as he presses his chin to his chest, hiding the enormous smile he gets whenever Louis is anywhere near him. Or anywhere at all, really.

So as for his mother, I imagine Louis being by Harry’s side as he tries to contact her through the years. Eventually they’ll meet up. Eventually they’ll have lunch in some overly-priced restaurant with crystal glasses and soft violins and fresh, clipped flowers on the tables. I imagine Harry clenching his fist under the table as he tries to keep the conversation light because he doesn’t know what to say–there’s just too much. I imagine his mother being sad at the corners of her eyes and regretful at her lips but I imagine his mother knowing that she’s not going to stay in his life. She’s too ashamed, she’s too selfish, she’s too lost and intimidated by Harry and his world. Louis will be outside the restaurant (even tho he swears in all his texts to Harry that he’s actually out shopping for produce) and he will be trying not to spy through the windows but he absolutely will be and the minute Harry’s mother stands to leave, causing Harry to stand as well, he will rush into the restaurant without another thought. He’ll suction himself to Harry’s side–Harry, who has his head bowed as he stands alone at the table, fists clenched, closed eyelids fluttering, his pristine suit too bright and too crisp on his gentle, fair skin. And Louis won’t ask and won’t speak, just slide his hand into Harry’s, unclenching his fists, and he’ll press lips to his temple as he slowly guides him out. And they’ll spend the rest of the day inside, wrapped up in bed and just lying together, touching from nose to toe, and occasionally Louis will hum in Harry’s ear and glide his hands across the planes of his chest which will make Harry break into soft, surprised giggles as he rolls over and gazes up into Louis’ sweet, sun-just-burst-over-the-horizon face. And through the course of their life, Harry will receive letters from his mother. They’ll never say where she is but writes. And Louis’ always at Harry’s side when he opens them. I dunno if they will ever meet again… Hm. Probably. But not for some time.

So then Gemma? Let’s see. I think she will spiral out of more control, being the beautiful, glamorous, wasted away model. She’ll be sad and people will idolize her. And she’ll hit rock bottom–have a cocaine scandal or something–and she will never reach out to Harry and Harry is so terrified and angry that he won’t reach out either–but Louis will. Louis will act on his feelings and just find her and he will befriend her and they keep up communication. Because Gemma is, maybe, just as fucked up inside as Harry. And Louis will tell her all about him and how much he loves his boy and Gemma will have someone, you know? A genuine someone. So then eventually Gemma will have the courage to visit Harry–after she’s been clean for a couple months and gained a bit of perspective and control on life–and she will just show up. Then Harry will find out about everything Louis did and he will be SO MAD at first–probably won’t talk to him for a week. But then one night, when Louis is still sleeping on the couch bc Gemma is in the guest room (her and Harry have been spending all day, every day together since she came, and Louis doesn’t care how mad Harry is at him–it’s worth it to see the joy in his face when he looks at his sister and they laugh together and reminisce), Louis will be tossing and turning and tugging at the blankets. And then, wordlessly and out of nowhere, Harry will suddenly be there, crouched down and wrapping Louis up in his arms, breathing his neck and gripping him so tightly, so softly. And his eyes will be closed and pinched and he’ll breathe an “I miss you” into Louis’ skin as Louis holds him back. He’ll breathe a “Thank you” and Louis will softly chuckle an “I’m sorry” and Harry will shake his head and lift his head to gaze at Louis softly and he will say, “No, I’m the one who should be sorry. Thank you. You’ve done more for me than I deserve. I can’t even–” and Louis will silence him with a kiss and pull him closer and Harry will sigh and swipe his hands through Louis’ hair as he gently climbs onto the couch and Harry will break the kiss when they’re a bit out of breath, faced tucked against each other’s and Harry will play with the collar of Louis’ t-shirt. “I love you more and more every single day,” he’ll practically whisper. And Louis’ vision will spin out of control as his veins snap and his heart quivers and Harry will continue, “I didn’t think that was possible, you know. I didn’t think it was possible to drown in somebody else.” He’ll lift his gaze to meet Louis’–and Louis’ senses are heightened and his entire body and soul are on edge–and Harry will murmur as he pushes back Louis’ hair, “I never before thought it possible to drown and yet become stronger for it.” Swipes his hand across Louis’ forehead before cupping his cheek. “Become more alive for it.” Pulls him closer. “Louis Tomlinson,” he whisper and Louis will positively shudder, tears prickling at his eyes as his own emotions flood him, as he drowns as well. “I never want to live a day where I’m not drowning with you.” And Louis might actually gasp a sob as stray droplets escape his eyes and he might just latch onto Harry as he fumbles fevered “I love you"s into his mouth and the next morning they will all get breakfast, Louis and Harry and Gemma, and Harry will hold Louis’ hand across the table, near the vase of lilies, and they will smile fondly at each other under the sun as Gemma observes them softly and they will make a toast and laugh and smile and they will heal together and…

Yeah, I think Harry’s going to be alright. I think he’ll be more than alright.

:)

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Update.....I still forgot my alarm

See this is my problem... I came onto my ipad to set an alarm for tomorrow morning-

I've checked (and responded) all 100 ish of my notifications.

Scrolled through twitter.

Listened to music.

Finished reading the fanfic I was reading.

Found 3 more fanfics I've put in my "to read" library.

Been on Pinterest for 2 hours somehow going from 1d memes to really sad quotes that ate so true to fangirling facts.

Remembered I needed to set an alarm.

Got off Pinterest.

Got a notification, want back on Pinterest.

Remembered again.

Came to post this.

Long story short there is a massive chance I won't wake up in time because I'm freaking hopeless.

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See this is my problem... I came onto my ipad to set an alarm for tomorrow morning-

I've checked (and responded) all 100 ish of my notifications.

Scrolled through twitter.

Listened to music.

Finished reading the fanfic I was reading.

Found 3 more fanfics I've put in my "to read" library.

Been on Pinterest for 2 hours somehow going from 1d memes to really sad quotes that ate so true to fangirling facts.

Remembered I needed to set an alarm.

Got off Pinterest.

Got a notification, want back on Pinterest.

Remembered again.

Came to post this.

Long story short there is a massive chance I won't wake up in time because I'm freaking hopeless.

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Omfg I love these. Don't forget two ghosts tho😅😍

My Top Larry Songs

HELLO! So I know there are probably a lot of these posts about Larry songs, but I thought I’d let you know mine along with my favorite line from the song and explanations/rants and stuff. Let me know what you think! Enjoy! (no videos or pictures are mine. All credit goes to owners!)

One Direction:

They Don’t Know About Us: “They don’t know about the things we do. They don’t know about the I love yous.” This one was a given. But we all know guys. We know. It’s not like Niall doesn’t give it away or anything.

Little Things***: “I’m in love with you, and all your little things." I just hope they sing this to each other at least once a week. Maybe every day. 

Something Great: "The script was written and I could not change a thing. I want to rip it all to shreds and start again." The fact that this song was written by Harry is all I need. What script? Maybe the one that the fuckheads at Modest! closeted you with. AND LOUIS AT THE END GAHH.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JELVhkINK6Y

Happily: "I don’t care what people say when we’re together.” Again, written by Harry subtle Styles. I’m going to have to do a full analysis on this song alone.  

Strong: THE ENTIRE INTRO IS THEIR TATTOOS OKAY. And the fact that Louis wrote it and it just shows how much he truly needs and loves Harry.

You and I: “Nothing can come between you and I. Not even the gods above can separate the two of us." Love how they stood next to each other in WWA when singing this. AND WHEN HARRY SANG “LOU AND I”.  Gods can’t seperate them, and neither can Modest! or any other poopheads.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1RF1grs8H8

Fireproof: "I think I’m going to win this time…” (And all of the chorus) just are so Larry. They can win. They will win. Because they are fireproof. see what i did there.

Stockholm Syndrome: “Baby look what you’ve done to me." Alright Harry Styles, you just continue to write songs about a nympho while your boyfriend writes songs about sex. Okay. 

No Control: "Waking up beside you I’m a loaded gun…” Same Louis, I mean if I woke up next to Harry Styles I wouldn’t be able to control myself either. You two just do your thang and release the sex tape when you’re ready. 

18: “I have loved you since we were 18” Way to fucking go Ed Sheeran.  He just pours Larry feels into everything. But yeah, Lou was 18 when they got together and he loved harry then and he loves harry now. cute. 

Ready to Run: “There will be always be the kind that criticize, but I know, yes I know, we’ll be alright." Because sadly we still live in a world where people don’t accept everyone, but they know that no matter what they will be alright. Larry af song. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyvA18eQlLo#t=100

Where Do Broken Hearts Go***: Read the thingy below :)

Fools Gold***: Same ^

*** = I have a theory on the meaning of this song and how it relates to Larry, but it’s way to long and complicated to post now.

Other Artists:

Don’t Let Me Go (Harry Styles): Do I even have to elaborate? No I don’t. (I can if needed tho.)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hTOAo_bfeg

Burn (Ray LaMontagne): “So kiss him again,  just to prove to me that you can.” The song that Harry infamously tweeted and then deleted. I believe its refering to Eleanor in the sense that she is able to kiss Louis in public but he can’t. Listen to this song if you haven’t.

Kiss Me (Ed Sheeran): “Kiss me like you wanna be loved.” This song is linked to Larry because of the how introduced it in one of his concerts saying how one of his best friends fell in love with his best. And basically Ed is larry af. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aoW1MsQpi4#t=60

Thinking Out Loud (Ed Sheeran): "Baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23" I just hope Louis goes around and sings this to Harry all the time now. But all in all, this song is so romantic and I just like to think that Harry and Louis are so in love now and will be when they are fat and old. Act My Age reference oops. 

Maybe just a touch of a hand

Read All About It (Emeli Sande): "If the truth has been forbidden, then we’re breaking all the rules." Even though they have been told that they can’t act how they used to, they still want to and will try to. Definitely hope to see more Larry interaction in 2015. 

Friends (Ed Sheeran): "Friends just sleep in another bed, and friends don’t treat me like you do." This song is adorable and I could honestly do whole post just on this song. If it doesn’t scream larry to you, then go get your hearing checked. :)

Uncover (Zara Larsson): "Nobody sees, nobody knows, we are a secret, can’t be exposed.” Except for the fact that we all see and know… But anyway this song is perfect. It’s just saying how they have to be hidden but as long as they are together then its okay.

For The First Time (The Script): “W’re smiling but we’re close to tears, even after all these years, I just not got the feeling that we’re meeting for the first time." Already did a post on this song, but it’s so hugely larry. They still love each other like they did when they first met. They are still hidden, but they could be free soon. Smiling but close to tears. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPDK72oNLBs#t=90

Look After You (The Fray): "And I’ll look after you" We all sang that in Louis’ voice, right? I think it was originally Louis’ song to Harry, saying that he would always look after him, but as time goes on it works both ways. Louis looks after Harry, and Harry looks after Louis. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuwTY4gqu0Y

Rather Be (Clean Bandit): "We’re a thousand miles from comfort, we have traveled land and sea, but as long as you are with me there is no place I’d rather be." I want them to listen to this song while on tour. Like it doesn’t matter where in the world they are, because as long as they are together then they are happy. 

Alright, that’s all I got for now! Let me know what you thought of it! :)

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This is freaking amazinggggggggg

What headcanons do you have for a Slytherin!Harry universe?

*Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy put on sunglasses while SHOTS plays in the background*

Turn Down For What!

Harry James Potter my sweet cinnamon roll son

so good so pure

inspires loyalty in everyone

Slytherin Prefects are instantly in like Sempai mode

we must protect this tiny smol child

he would never do anything wrong in his LIFE

harry in the distance breaking into the 3rd floor cooridor

So innocent

Slytherin are the reigning champs when my boy walks on the scene and frankly they are all so damn excited

Draco is a very clingly friend

i saw him first mother fuckers

draco, harry can’t breathe

draco buys them matching sweaters

you can fight me on this

okay but also like Harry is still such a little shit started

Slytherin wakes up one morning to ALL OF THEIR HOUSE POINTS GONE

Slytherin Perfect: Mommy and Daddy aren’t angry we are just disappointed

Harry: *looks guiltier than a catholic on sunday*

Draco: *puts on some sunglasses while pretending to read*

Pansy: *blows bubblegum

Slytherin house has an actual mutiny on their hands

the house collectively over throws Snape’s broke ass

GET WRECKED!

BE NICE TO ALL OF US OF L E A V E

Dumbledore is legit concerned

Snape: *soaking wet and pouting*

Dumbledore: I thought they liked you

like after all of that Slytherin still loses the house cup because while Dumbledore gave them some last minute points there was too many Slytherins angry about what Harry did

We DESERVE to lose Headmaster!

He got out of the common room and we are going to find out how and make him pay for it slowly

No head scratches for smol son

no we talked about this Wentworth we have to be FIRM with Harry

Everyone also wants to prove Harry isn’t the heir of Slytherin because they are NOT THE BAD GUYS HERE NO ONE CARES WHAT YOUR FATHER SAID DRACO

ron and hermoine are in the friend group

why you ask

because at first draco was upset that hermoine got better test scores than him and then harry was all ‘i bet being study partners with her would give you an edge’

cue draco ‘befriend every gryffindoor’ malfoy

ron and harry are instantly having bro downs over their BFs extreme nerdy/prissiness (oh children you are the stay at home husbands already)

Sirius Black tries to break into the Gryffindoor common room and the entire house closes fucking rank

nope

nope

so much nope

Remus was my dad’s friend *adorable puppy eyes from Harry. Draco’s eye roll is audible

So turns out Snape is being mean to Remus which now means he is being mean to Harry again and we all know what happened last time

Snape looses his job before the semester is ever half over because so many kids wrote letter home

Sirius gets aquitated because slytherin children understand how to properly restrain a man and the rat gets locked up

but the dementors are still debags and harry gets to go back in time for story reasons

Harry in the Tri-Wizard tournament

has to push the upperclassmen out of his room every night

LET US HELP YOU CRUSH THAT BADGER

Please I just want sleep and peace

draco pouts for DAYS and Hermoine and Pansy have to give him chocolate and tell him he’s pretty to make him calm down

UMBRIDGE TRIED TO HURT OUR HARRY!

if you thought Fred and George against Umbridge was crazy get ready for legit all of Slytherin house

Draco is desperately Bonnte sister levels of in love and it’s TRAGIC!

just imagine all the differences!

image all the house unity!

the friendship

the shitposting!

this is the third time this week someone drew something on the walls and we know it’s not harry

harry clearly covered in paint like da fuck?

Draco pouts and cries beautifully until his parents stop supporting Voldermort

I will I had never been artificially created in a lab

Draco, it hurts daddy when you say that!

the war still happen but like the Order of the Phoenix is made up of like 1/3 Slytherins

because it’s offensive that this snake faced d-bag would ever think attacking children is cool

or that having pureblood would mean they share his morals

Ginny Weasley gets to punch Lucious in the face at least once

I deserved that

ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED?