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ojalá alguien me hiciera sentirme así de nuevo.

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asking myself how can a cup of coffee and a book heal so much my mind

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someone please take me on bookstore dates, and talk with me about books, and our futures and aspirations, and then at the end we exchange our favorite books with each other, and drive home listening to music.

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I read. Obsessively. Because, when I read, there is purpose to my loneliness.

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— Vi Khi Nao, Fish in Exile

[text ID: She made my body feel like literature, a place for the endless gaze.]

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this sentence in cdth makes me go crazy all i want in life is to be dancing with my lover in our kitchen

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this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

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I'd rather write about this world than live in it and I'd rather play music all day and read and wander around the bookstores and watch humans but not be one of them.

-Unknown.

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I think our society loves the idea of being sad, we look forward to be this little cute sad girl.

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no one wants to be skinny but fit and eat healthy? having a healthy relationship with food? have freedom? gaining control and calm in your life?

sometimes I feel like no one with an ed wants to follow that road, not even want to try. that was my way out in my recovery, it could be yours too.

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nadie quiere ser delgada pero fit y comiendo sano? teniendo una relación sana con la comida? siendo libre? recuperando el control y la calma en su vida?

a veces siento que nadie con tca quiere seguir ese camino, ni siquiera intentarlo. esa fue mi salida en mi recuperación, podría ser la tuya también.

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Kinda mentally relapsing into ed, so I'm waiting for summer to start training for definition and be able to eat less, be skinnier and feel better :)

I trained so much to get muscles I can't throw all my work through the window, I can't eat less than the amount I'm supposed to during volume phase.

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Let's pray for another day where no one discovered our tumblr accounts :)

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Sometimes I feel jealous of girls with ed's that don't want to recover. Making all their rutines and planning how to lose weight. That adore skinny bodies. I might be a little crazy but they are cute and I think they are strong.

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Just dreaming

Dreaming about an empty apartment that I will decorate with all my cute stuff, my cleaned kitchen, my cloud looking bed and my books on the shelf.

My cats walking around looking for cuddles, the calm wind coming through a window. A lofi radio playing on the background while I'm making coffee on a cute cup, with the sun warming my hands.