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if i see one more article, post, or news anchor talking about how joe biden is old, i'm putting my fist through a window. i feel like i've gone through the fucking looking glass.

this is project 2025, trump's plan for what he'll do if elected. whatever you think is in there, it's worse. watch a breakdown of the highlights here. this man wants to unravel the fabric of our democracy for good - this all aside from his vitriolic hatred of poc, his determination to start ww3, and the fact that he can't string a sentence together without telling outrageous and easily verifiable lies. his administration will start their crusade to exterminate trans people on day one, and they won't stop there.

do not talk to me about how joe biden is old, as if that could ever matter to me more than my life or the lives of my friends and family. my little sister is 14, she's trans, and i don't know what to tell her when we talk about politics, because one of these people wants her dead and the other one is old and some of you are still acting like those problems are equals.

i can't fucking stand this. i'm not hearing it this time, we are not repeating 2016. refusing to vote is not an act of protest, it is an act of complacency, and our most vulnerable will suffer for your negligence. vote like your life depends on it, because for some of us, it really fucking does.

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Probably should have posted this here originally since it's technically art but lol from my main

Made myself a Magen David necklace!

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And God said to Moses, “Ehyeh-Asher-Ehyeh,” continuing, “Thus shall you say to the Israelites, ‘Ehyeh sent me to you.’

Apparently I lied LMFAO the one with Ruth and Naomi wasn't my first art for Judaism, I forgot I had done this one like two years ago during Rosh Hashanah

Once again, I hope my Hebrew is right LMFAO this one was digitally done but

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Not 100% a screenshot but from Jak 2!

Not super happy w the green but it's my second attempt at like a glowing affect, and first time was w marker this time w gouache which I have no experience w really so xd I like how it came out all things considered - I think next time I won't use white as a highlight though, I feel like that actually dulled the colors of the green eco down

Got the idea to do this from @jak2gooberglub !

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But Ruth replied, “Do not urge me to leave you, to turn back and not follow you. For wherever you go, I will go; wherever you lodge, I will lodge; your people shall be my people, and your God my God.

Where you die, I will die, and there I will be buried. Thus and more may the LORD do to me if anything but death parts me from you.”

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My first art centered around Judaism since I started my conversion process ahhh fuck I hope I got the Hebrew right, I'm still not too familiar with the alphabet so it moves around on me lmfao

but as a convert ofc Ruth is important and her story is fascinating to me; if anyone has recommendations on JEWISH resources about her would love to read

also ig christians can reblog this but lmfao idk what you could get out of it

Personally I like the interpretations of them being romantic but I tried to leave the art up for interpretation in general however you see them

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Old marker study (the first one I ever did actually) of a photo from Vikas Dutt

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did a quick marker mock up of a painting idea I want to do with light and dark jak -- the finished piece will have a bg but xd decided to go w painting instead of marker for the next one because i was using this as an excuse to experiment w glowing light w marker but i hAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING WRT THAT so painting it will be lol

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So I finally got myself to try and make a character based off personal experiences or personal emotions, whatever you want to call it... And it was actually a lot of fun ngl

Eventually hope to have some other characters and world build a bit -- I world build/make characters all the time for rping but never really with art? So it was different to start w art and being inspired through idk venting more ig lmfao (also the first nb character I've ever made)

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кичка

thinking about making a character bg for her? not sure

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Something that really bothers me about my own art is that I want so badly to... How do I say that. Put emotion into my work? Or like. Express my own emotions rather? Like love, or happiness, sadness, grief, etc but I never know how to?

I follow a few artists who really inspire me and I noticed they all have characters that they tell emotional stories w each piece thru and I've wanted to try my hand at that but then its like I completely blank on HOW to even express those things. What does love look like what does sadness look like etc no idea

Maybe its autism idk my connection w my own emotions is complicated and def more closed off than it should be even tho I strive to be self aware of how I feel--rather I know how I feel but I struggle to express it. Even happiness, actually excitement and happiness are what I struggle to show the most lmfao autism inappropriate reactions or whatever ig

Idk rambling tldr I dont know how to express emotions in art, every once in a while I can muster out a vent piece about anger and trauma if I really fucking try to but like? Anything else?

Idk anyways lmfao

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A sleepy bean

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Alexander, 27 (18+) ✡ transmasc autistic bastard who is all over the place and nowhere all at once (feel free to message me in english, spanish, russian or italian!)

Currently my drawing tablet is broken so I am focusing on ink and marker (and occasionally acrylic) art! Really trying to take art more seriously but also it's just for fun so we'll see lmfao

my main is @isuckatnamingblogs

spiritual/religious blog @change-change

my video game nonsense @insertrelaventnamehere !

You can also find me on Cara!

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So I haven't drawn Jak and Daxter in years lmfao but it was really nice to revisit these characters

real shit tho trying to draw Daxter in a more (I don't want to say realistic but maybe? More mature? art style? Not sure what to call it lol) way is a balance between uncanny valley and furry cartoon and I want to die lmfaoo

(I talk more on video games on my @insertrelaventnamehere blog!)

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Snake Orgy I and II

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A quick ink and marker sketch of my bf that I really fucking liked how it came out so lmfao (cut off though because its a little too risque for tumblr lmfao)

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Bull symbolism, initial sketch and second sketch -- eventually I'd like to make this a painting ahh