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I’ve been having trouble with my constels and feeling connected to them :(( i hate that I get really attached to them so it’s hard to let them fade out.

I’m gonna try interacting more with their sources or just veiling as them and thinking about them more. For a long time I couldn’t veil but I think I’m in a better state to now idk

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Zombie kin urgessss uhhbgg

I feel pretty out of the norm when it comes to the undead in that I don’t like eating meat at all. But I do have urges to gnaw on bones and bite (though that may be an affection thing, I don’t know) also the urge to just wander aimlessly is pretty strong most of the time. I also feel the need to stitch myself together, and keep repairing things even though this body is completely healthy.

-Allen☠️

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I& recently discovered my& identity as a munbonder. I think it’s a beautiful thing now that we’re starting to understand and come to terms with it. Plus, in a discussion with @winreyplace about it, we’ve become happy with ourselves and the parts of our existence that we were afraid made us “fake” so here’s some things about us that I think make us unique and cool :3

•our constels, bonds, sysmembers, and others all share our innerworld. Many of our daytrippers consider the innerworld like a vacation destination lol

•some of our members change. Some start as constels and turn into headmates over time. And some change rapidly from one existence to the other

•We all have our own individual memories and consciousnesses but we can also share them (some choose to close them off). The memories of the vessel and events in outerworld are stored in the library and can be accessed by anyone.

•sometimes things go silent. We go long stretches of time without communication and I am usually frontstuck

•some members project themselves outside of the body (it’s hard to explain so I’ll leave it at that)

•our innerworld is almost completely consciously created

• the vessels voice rarely changes when we switch (though this is mostly due to masking)

That’s all for now. Have a lovely day and please remember to never be ashamed of who you are <3

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when ur sysmates are watching your daydreams in the background and you finally notice them;

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Can I come over and look at you like this?

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Something I don’t hear very often when folk talk about species dysphoria is human legs. They’re so weird to me, if I think about my own bodies legs to long I get uncomfortable.

This is obviously because *my* legs don’t look like that, the most common phantom sensation I get is related to my legs and I often walk on my toes to kind of elevate dysphoria (and the autism lol) and I usually wear baggy/loose pants or skirts to kind of distract myself from the fact that I have a human body.

One day I’ll have those fancy shoes that make your legs look more digigrade ^^

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Have a kinlist for funsies :3

(Some of these aren’t exactly kins in a strict sense. I don’t categorize some of them into other term’s because I have trouble determining the difference)

Natural world:

•Several prehistoric animals

•Felidae

•Olm

•Vancouver Sea Wolf (black phase)

•Shoebill Stork

•Columbidae (doves and pigeons)

•Fungi

•Chimaera (common names: ghost shark, rat fish)

Mythical/abstract/etc:

•Alien

•Harpy

•Cryptid

•Starflesh (aesthetikin)

•Chaos Entity (this is very complicated and nearly impossible to explain, but that is the simplest i can put it)

•Shapeshifter

Fictional characters:

•several Pokémon

•Mune (Mune: Guardian of the Moon)

•Cheshire Cat

•Several Minecraft mobs

•Na’vi

There’s some other things that are kin-adjacent but they’re far enough away that I didn’t include them

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Man, I love having plushies of my kins. Like omg it’s a little me!!! That’s so fun!

When I watch Pokémon content I like to hug my bulbasaur plushy, it’s so nice and affirming ^w^ I wanna get more eventually, like a cicada or cat.

Fr need a whole army of little mes

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3am thoughts while listening to KGLW!

What if the reason so many people (myself included) are so scared of making anything that isn’t “good enough” even if it’s not for some kind of competition or payment is because of the school grading system?

Like, we’re told from childhood that anything we do has to reach a certain made up standard to be valuable. Maybe the reason I’m so afraid to write for fear that it won’t be good (even though it’s unlikely anyone but me will ever read it) is because every time I’ve written in childhood was for a grade.

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sometimes being a system is like having a twitch chat in your brain but sometimes its like banging your head against the wall in the dark to find a switch that will send a working-but-very-dim bat signal to the other side of the world and just praying they’ll see it and understand

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Ok idk if this is a strange way to feel but I’m lowkey just usin this blog to spit our thoughts at so bleehh.

We kinda view our system as a place for all the broken (the beaten and the damned??/ref) and weird creatures with no where else to go. All of us are “weird” in some way. Most of us are nonhuman, queer, neurodivergent etc. and a lot of our fictives are outcasts or freaks (/aff) hence why our system title is “Garden of Monsters”

We’re all here to help one another and it’s great, no matter how annoying some of you are <3 (/aff)

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I love when I have a dream where im some kind of creature and I wake up immediately in a shift. It feels so nice.

Im not sure if it’s the case for others but dreams affect my nonhuman identities heavily. I identify with the concept of dreams as an imagination entity, and as a shapeshifter my forms are influenced alot by my dreams. Kinda wanna try lucid dreaming for those reasons. I think it would be interesting and helpful but I hear it’s difficult 😞

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I love compliments and affirmations like these. Don’t tell me I’m pretty, tell me I look like the creature I am

For the ones that need it today

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Biology autism is getting way to exciting to watch a video about sharks while holding a hammerhead plushie

I love learning 🔥💥

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My whimsy is healing <3

For a while I’d been really depressed and couldn’t daydream, travel, or even communicate with the system and it was so frustrating :(( but I’m starting to be able to do that stuff again! I’ve been daydreaming alot and our communication has been pretty regular ^w^

Shoutout to any going through something like that, I promise it doesn’t last forever <3

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lets hear it for transgenderism and faggotry. can I get a round of applause for transgenderism and faggotry

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Getting phantom sensations is having fucked up posture to accommodate for them and then realizing theyr not real