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[sos717]

Sos, how to deal with mood swings..? Like in the morning, I can think; No, it's enough. I'm the master of the void, and by the afternoon, this gets crashed! And by the end of the day, there's no desire to do sth whatsoever.. How can I be firm only in one assumption? I hope my ask makes sense

I’ll definitely answer your question but I just want to get something off the mind. Thanks for asking btw!

So I recently realize people have renamed the name we give our true being into “the void”, or have come up with all types of new concepts born out of NonDualism or understanding the nature of experience, and I think you can already tell how I feel about this. Like I don’t mean to start anything but just look at “reality shifting” and “LOAssumption” there’s an unimaginable amount contradictions and REAAALLLYY problematic takes which at the end of the day are all born out of the same concept, self is something much greater than the appearance of “body”.

This is actually one of the reasons I pushed myself away from these communities and blogs, even videos, not out of hate or anything but I think it’s gotten to a point where it feels like a game of telephone. I legitimately was going neurotic.

The informations being passed down so many times without enough effort to maintain the message AS IT IS, that everything starts becoming distorted, people start saying things like, you ARE the void, and in the same sentence say “all you have to do is be aware of the fact that you are the void”. “You’re a master manifester” “I shifted to 1994 Hogwarts and married Harry Potter” 😐😐

To someone who’s pretty new to this side of life, it’s going to make absolutely no sense. And on the other hand if you DO know what the message is trying to convey, you realize it’s done in such a poor manner, no wonder people still think manifesting is the highest truth as if it’s a power or something to harness or grow. This isn’t a callout to anyone so don’t even start lol, I know how people can get;

but to answer your question

You can never think your way into understanding something that’s experiential, thinking can only be guide to point closer and closer TO experience. Not away from it into some mystical land that only a handful of people obtain. There’s such an enormous emphasis is put on only thinking your way out of being someone which is the problem itself. Thinking is a tool and only a tool, a tool to guide self towards uncovering the necessary parts that make “you” who you are. For instance, understanding that a name isn’t needed to know you exist, neither is any aspect of visual experience, auditory experience, smells, tastes, textures, all of these things are constantly in flux and yet you, more specifically your sense of self remains absolute. Because after all, your are the constant in all experience, irrelevant of what that might be. The reason it’s so hard to find it sometimes is BECAUSE it’s the background. Thinking can HEAVILY distort what’s truly the experience. We’ve thought our way into a delusion that there’s “a world out there”, and yet the only world we ever experience is experience itself, which we can never find “out there”. How can experience be “out there” and yet it only takes place where we are, within knowing. We don’t experience “a world out there”, or matter.

The problem is, this understanding has levels of evolution to it, but if I’m being more truthful it’s actually the illusions of separation that become less intense. So take the example of the sun and clouds. The sun is always present when there are no clouds and when there are clouds, now, we pretend that when the “sun came back”, the it was the sun that did something to be present, that the suns state changed, yet if we look closer we realize, truly it was the thing blocking the sun that moved away. This is the same with the ideas of being something seperate. You, awareness, and the peace of this is always present, and the illusions of separation are what disappear. Your always source, not just when you realize what you are. And to put it very clearly, we can’t just go to the very end and try to force ourselves to believe that we’re this mystical invisible force of creation without even understanding HOW, and not just intellectually but experientially. I heavily suggest you guys start from square one instead of forcing ideas into place, this will NEVER convince you I promise you. You’ll make yourself feel psychotic just spamming random words a million times hoping it’ll make something click.

I suggest someone like Rupert Spira or Ekhart Tolle to begin with, do the majority of your research not just by reading and watching videos but turning to the only true thing that’s present, experience.

[sos717]

how is everything one but then u say "Step away from the ideas of wanting and needing, put on your neutrality glasses and perceive the world as 2 simple things, conciousness and conscious expression. These are the only 2 things that drive experience itself."

I thought there was no separation?? sorry I'm just a bit confused

I tried to find where I said that and I couldn’t, but I absolutely remember writing that down so I’ll just go off of recollection and better explain what I meant.

If I’m being honest your right, I should’ve been more clear, this is why I do my absolute best to over explain sometimes and make super long replies, but I guess I slipped up sorry 😅😅

Alright so let’s get to this, when I said there are only 2 things that are there, i tried to describe conciousness and its activity, which can’t be seperate, in the same way there is the vase that is a form of the clay, there is a wave that is the form of water, there is the movie that is the form of the screen. So in this same way, there is experience which is the activity or form of knowing, which is what true-self is.

I think I also must have explained in that post how it’s not even really 2 things but one is only the echo or pattern of the absolute single knowing, but if I didn’t then this should clear it up. But the thing is, for the meantime depending on what part of the understanding your going through, it’s okay to reference it as people normally do, for instance, early on in the understanding, we can say that thoughts and appearances are happening in or on you like clouds passing by, and your the still screen this passes on, now this is okay to say for a beginner understanding, but when we evolve what we know about awareness and oneness, we have to realize, well, there can’t be the space of awareness that “things pass through” or “things take place in” because that implies a thought is something of its own, a feeling is something of its own, appearances are their own “things” showing up in you, awareness. When in fact there’s only you taking the shape of a thought, taking the shape of feeling, taking shape as appearances, not by force, but naturally.

When we go to feelings and thoughts and appearances, we don’t find anything there but the knowing of it, if we want to get more specific, there isn’t even the knowing of “IT” as if there’s you and something else called “a feeling” “a thought”, but theres simply the knowing AS this form. There’s only YOU, awarness, present. I hope this was a bit clearer.

If those example don’t help then just try to ask yourself. Can any experience be seperate from the knowing it shapes from? Test around and investigate for yourself, find yourself past the little voice and string of thoughts that imitate an individual.

[sos717]

hiiiii ive been waiting for your posts so so longgggggg, pls send us some hintttt when will you release them🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭 you are literally my life changer and im forever grateful for this 🥹🥹🥹

Hey lovely, I know I make you wait so long I’m sorry I do really feel guilty, but I didn’t intend for so much in life to start happening when I posted that message, nothing bad at all actually. It’s actually been the complete opposite, I asked for the deeper true self to “work through me” and the understanding has been coming in lesson which also has deepened my clarity of what the ideas of manifestation is and how this truly is LITERALLY a dream of the infinite one. I just want to remind you guys that I’m not something mystical at all, it’s just that I’m able to talk about what seems so magical in an understandable way, and I love that you all are able to get clear messages from my posts, I’m definitely continuing to work on posts, small and big that help everyone realize what’s going on, but for now hopefully the responses I give like my last post help in the meantime. I love you very much and I’m glad you’ve stuck around this long, thank you

[sos717]

ilysm!! pls never delete ur account I love ur posts ur so kind ,, legit an angel

my question is ,, how does one drop a thought? like the thought and belief of separation and not having our "desires" yet etc etc

💗💗

Heyyy, thank you so much, I’m never deleting this page don’t worry, even if I disappear for whatever amount of time I don’t ever plan or see the need to get rid of any info or this page. Just like my other posts, this might get a little long so please hang in there lol. I want to give you guys truthful and honest answers that I’ve personally came to the realization of.

Alright, your questions giving me a chance to do something very important actually. I often love to use the example of a dream for my own understanding very often because it’s such an obvious and BLARING hint that true-self/consciousness has implemented for itself.

The sleep state is very simple to explain, it’s one type of dimension; that being thought and this type of mentation “folds” or “goes within” itself an plays itself out, as the subject and object. But if we’re being more clear and truthful, there isn’t really a subject object distinction in a dream is there? There’s just one seamless mental activity playing out like a movie.

The reason I put quotes earlier is because although the best way I can explain the “direction” thinking goes to become a dream, it wouldn’t actually be accurate, because a thought doesn’t truly go inside of itself, it’s just a way to describe something that comes across as a multidimensional experience, yet it’s reality is single dimensional. Dreams can be so vivid, touch, pain, smell, sounds, sights, immersive textures and even a sense of days or years passing sometimes, and yet no time actually passes the way it seems, no real space is present, there is nothing actually unfolding, there’s no sights or sounds or textures, it’s truly an illusion, crafted out of the same substance. Now, this might sound eerily similar to what we usually say to describe awareness lol, because it is. That’s why dreams are the most peak example. But let’s keep exploring this for a bit.

You may for however long it is continue to pretend to be a literal independent character “within” the dream, of course there’s no such thing because thought is crafting this entire scene out of itself, there isn’t an independent individual within a dream even when it seems like it. And this is not only obvious when it ends, but actually sometimes during it too, lucidity. Lucid dreaming, the sudden realization that this truly in fact is not what it appears to be, and suddenly the dream that was once running off a script comes to a halt, then there’s just the realization that this dimension taking place is not legitimate in the same way it was only a few moments ago, alongside this realization comes more clarity; “oh, I can do whatever I want now”, which actually, that was always the case, because the dream didn’t suddenly become your thought patterns, it just became very obvious in that moment that it always was to begin with , and there was no urge to keep going by a script. And realizing this you don’t pretend to be the dream and try to force a change as if you were an independent entity, the realization of what YOU are in relation to the dream experience is precisely what snaps you out of it to stop pretending to be the character. You realize your not IN the dream because it’s not actually a location or legitimate experience, it’s just a mirage, a grand mind game, an illusion.

Now, the truth is, the freedom to have it any which way didn’t JUST start in that moment, it’s not like suddenly the dream became something else or magically started to be made out of anything else but thinkings patterns, which boils down to you.

It’s just that the illusion that this experience taking place is not me, suddenly halted . It’s not that the dream was not you, but the realization hadn’t set in, so it carried out as whatever the infinite patterns of thinking could be, a random script, still you but not realized. This part is very important to understand, because we get so caught up in this idea of trying and hoping to make reality what we are instead of realizing it was always that was to begin with.

So take this all and throw it at a larger scale, what we call experience, and replace dreams, which are thought patterns with awareness. The true-self, knowing, the dimensionless infinite presence, it’s not a mystical thing it’s not going to permanently mark euphoria or alter the perceptions of reality, but it gives an obvious yet completely overlooked answer. I am dreaming a great intricate dream. In the same way that you stop seeing self to be a located thing when a thought-dream ends, understand it the SAME way for life, but realize the you that I’m speaking of isn’t even a thought it’s completly silent, not even noise. Just presence, an infinite intelligence. The reason there isn’t a you that desires to begin with is because you are not a true contracted point that is a victim to a seperate world. There’s no need to fight thoughts, they’re PURLEY habitual for the most part, operate from clarity, the understanding that, if this truly is the presentation of my being, the only thing playing out is me, if I choose to be a dream that’s full of riches, it is this way now, simply watch how the dream unfolds in that respect, and don’t allow habitual thought patterns to deter you, they’re ONLY thoughts.

There isn’t anything to achieve, not because this is mystical hoo haaa and you should just suck it up and sit there, no, but because ego tries and and does and wants to achieve, YOU simple ARE the very thing ego distorts into a wanting mode. You, the dream itself activate and it translates as a thought that goes “life just works out perfectly for me”, and ego naturally comes in out of habit, grabs that and distorts it to its own script it’s own limitation. The trick is not to convince ego as if it was an individual, but to realize ego is just a long string of thoughts, like subtitles , and it’ll NEVER be satisfied no matter how much proof it receives.

I’m sorry this was long, hopefully this helped a little. And I’m sorry if I didn’t get to write enough in here, I have to was up in 4 hours to head to the airport LOL, I should’ve been asleep hours ago 😭😭😭😭

[sos717]

you're an idiot

I love you guys lol

Whatever your going through I hope it gets better, please remember, your usually never mad for the reason you think you are, the mind loves to hide the real behind its own narratives, I hope you respond with something I can help you with but if not I hope you stick around, much love to you truly ❤️❤️

[sos717]

Okay it's been over 3 years in shit "trying to manifest" "trying to wake up in the void aware" "doing that method doing this method" lost the count of methods and subliminals but NO RESULTS! I am done when i was on it i found non-duality & like you said in your post i thought its just a fancy little name for states but no i don't so now i have been "trying to apply" but here is the situation I trade stocks daily ( i have made about 25,000 loss 15 days ago ) since i have never traded again because i am now scared to i am trying to manifest x amount of profit daily & a mentor how do i go about it in non-duality approach. Also i know it's possible all things are possible I wanna say lose x pounds of weight every week without diets how do i apply it in non duality approach? I am having a tough time applying it rn

LOVE YOU FOR THE POST❤️

The reason why bringing forward different types of activity/patterns that look like whatever you want them to look like (what’s typically called manifesting) seems impossible is because everyone is sending 100 different messages on what to do.

To begin with, the most important thing to understand is how and why the nature of experience is only essentially the dream of the one. People like to demonize what manifesting is pointing to describe without acknowledging that it’s a PART of what this experience naturally plays out as. One infinite being precipitating in its own possibilities and experiencing them as what’s called life. I understand why there’s such a hesitance to validate that altering experience is something that not only is possible but actually is also the natural state of how the experience is. It’s because they want you to understand how always going towards things for stability is always going to disappoint even if you are a “master manifester” (whatever that’s supposed to mean). But due to this fear of not wanting to point back at objects as the source for happiness, they just say to drop the idea all together, but it’s incredibly hard when you have legitimate experience of it being real and actually happening. So instead of ignoring it and pretending like it means nothing I want to help you guys incorporate a full understanding of all sides.

Now on the other hand, the manifestation community is guilty of creating an even greater sense of divide from your inherent stillness because it makes another goal for ego to play with. The way “manifesting” is taught only strengthens a “someone” who has to master and constantly keep everything on lock or else you’ll never be happy and get what you want. If problems arise it’s completely and solely your fault, as if this experience is about one person only. There’s an immense amount of useless pressure placed on an individual, which obviously will lead to burnout. This is why so many people get burnt out by “trying to manifest”, manifesting, at least how it’s typically taught now, is a fracture of the entire story but it’s made to seem as if it’s the SOLE nature of life, and the only thing to pay attention to.

Manifestation happened once, the moment concoicness started to experience. That’s it. The sense of identity doesn’t come from the body, it’s just falsely been placed there, the body is literally just the collection of senses and thinking, not a deeper identity intrwoven with a story and problems and a “you”.

I suggest you start over but not with a manifestation first approach, but a self inquiry approach, I promise you, you won’t stop being source, don’t fear the change, if you go down this route and let yourself understand the GRAND level of what this entire experience actually is, you’ll realize it’s MUCH bigger than just “manifesting”, and suddenly manifesting will seem much smaller than it is right now. Your not going to have to “become a master manifester”, you’ll realize you always have been the entirety, experience, the experiencer, the substance experienced, the director, the actor, etc.

[sos717]

Where did manifesting come from?

I haven’t really seen anyone talk about why there even is the concept of manifestation. The thing is, manifestation is a fractured truth. It’s pointing towards something but instead of going all the way to what it’s revealing, it mixes multiple understandings into LOAttraction or LOAssumption.

Manifestation came from a partial understanding of conciousness, reality, viewing itself. When it views itself of course it needs a position to view itself from, this is what the body is. Without going to deep into NonDualism, manifestation came from taking this understanding of BEING the universe and mixed it with the idea that we are at the deepest level, separate individuals. But this is also the reason why so many who turn towards the typical view of manifestation become burnt out, completely exhausted and actually depressed.

This is not a hate post on what manifesting is hinting at just a reminder that even LOA is just a partial truth of what’s really going on, don’t just stop at being someone whose capable of getting things, go deep into understanding that Infinite Conscious is what this inherently is, there isn’t something to want but simply patterns of yourself you view, not as a someone, but as the very infinite being you are. This is life/god/reality dreaming in and of its own infinite possibilities, not a desperate someone reaching out for hope.

I’m working on multiple posts so I can try to clear up so much confusion that’s been planted through half understandings that even I fell victim to, love you guys, talk soon!

[sos717]

aghh so glad urback !! I ended up following u when u were still inactive.

U were my gateway to manifestation

I'm still a bit confused on everything tho but ur post was still very helpful!!

Heyy, I’m actually really excited to be back to, there was allot of stagnation going on but I understand why it was necessary, I’m actually working on a few different posts all at the same time so it will 100% clear things up more, it’ll be more based on how the senses are filters and about the identity aspect of being source not just the idea of manifestation. See you guys soon!!

[sos717]

we miss you sm pls make a comeback😭😭😭😭

As you wish ☺️

[sos717]

It’s time to be active again

It’s been a long 6 months, I can’t even believe that I’ve been away for this long, it feels like so much time and no time has passed all at once to be honest. To start with I want to say no this is not the pointer post I was mentioning in comments and DM’s but I’ll definitely leave some of what my new experience has been able to clear up.

Also I want to show gratitude for all of the people who have been nonstop supporting this little community and those who’ve been asking me to come back. (I see you guys yes and I’m sorry I haven’t responded)

With everything going on, especially in the world, the deep need for all of us to open up and recognize beyond just the “manifestation” and being the creator is here, it’s been here for some time actually but it was ignorable before. Tension hadn’t gotten to this point, the illusion of being someone and something separate is causing people to demonize each other, hate each other, I mean just look at the state of the world. If the materialist and seperate self worldview was just and good, why are we at this point?

Well I’m not going to go into allot more on this post, this was mainly to say that I AM back and I recognize all of you who have been so kind and patient. Thank you.

I want to share a little something before I post this.

Understand firstly that presence/Awarness/consciousness/god/universal mind, whatever word you use, MUST be the fundamental substance everything is a pattern of. This is not only your direct experience, but becomes clearer when you look closely. Go ahead and tell me if the experiences of the filter, seeing, hearing, touching, tasting, smelling, thinking, is made up of any substance other than knowing itself. And not just intellectually, I need this to be experienced, the mind will try to wave off these as “of course I already know this” but you have to be meticulous and very precise in these early stages, as if you’ve discovered something unknown to mankind and you have to study its attributes, be curious, and most importantly don’t fear it, go towards it.

Question why no aspect of experience ever goes past these senses, why do objects only follow sights sounds tastes textures and smells, I mean it’s so obviously infront of us we don’t even recognize it. Why do objects only abide by the constraints of this sensory filter?

The YOU is covered mostly by flurry of preprogrammed thinking. Thinkings just like the other senses is a filter, we take it be our own, we pretend that i am the someone that’s inside of thoughts. Well if it’s that simple then I have a challenge. Always think good things, and you’ll be happy forever, right you can’t, why? Answer this question.

If thinking truly is me in essence, why doesn’t part of me disappear when thinking does? Why don’t I lose my sense of self without thought?

I know this is such a random post but I needed to get something out there to say I’m back and planning on remaining active, and sorry for the huge half year hiatus,

I hope you’ve all been doing well, and if not that’s also okay because we’re going to get deep into this new chapter I’m sure we’re all ready for. This isn’t a goal or project or another thing for the finite mind to hang onto as hope, it’s a pathless path, a “returning to self”, which is right here.

[sos717]

Manifestation “occured” once, and that was the moment infinite being witnessed its own infinite nature through the filter of perception. Appearances and experience itself is only a translation of the deeper being that we share, it’s never left and never could. Ask yourself who you really are.

[sos717]

are you ever gonna come back?

Yes, and it’ll be soon alongside a post but I don’t want to rush it, hope you guys have been doing well btw

[sos717]

Let this be a future reference for anyone attempting to “call me out”?

@truenotnew if only you had done your research babes. I wasn’t going to do this at first but this is an incredibly dangerous way to go about addressing things you find to be problematic in YOUR community. And if you truly wanted to be a genuine person and call out what you find to be wrong, you have to do a background check on the people you’re LITERALLY BERATING.

Mind you this is quite literally the FIRST thing you read on my page (but I can tell you didn’t):

Notice: the giant red circle

I think some of you people are hallucinating an entirely new dimension when you do things like this especially considering I’ve gotten asks specifically asking why I’m “teaching ND wrong” and everytime I respond with “what im telling you is not a practice and its not even ND, it’s just the nature of experience, it’s not even “manifesting””

Besides that, you go on wayyyy too confidently making really juicy statements about ignorance and saying that I do this for dopamine and… money? Please tell me where my courses are, you better run me a check because It must be somewhere I can’t find. Tell me where I’m being monetized 😭😭😭. I don’t even have any platform I use but tumblr. On top of this I have the most sporatic and inconsistent post schedule, I disappear for weeks at a time so I promise you it’s not for clicks 🤭. You also go on to say that our or my responses to anons or askers are rude, wow, I’ve never gotten that, you wanna know why? Because I’m not 🤷‍♂️, I see people in a position that I was once in and just want to help, I know it sounds kind of new for people to just help because they want to help but here I am. I was on here when my posts got 0 interactions, to when it gets 1k to when it gets 20, it’s never been about some useless clicks girl WHAT 😭😭😭.

This being said, the main point of this is to make you recognize that if you want to call someone out go ahead! But make sure you have your details correct! When you out out a statement that has insanely bold assumptions, they sure a hell better be true, otherwise it’ll look like your doing it for clicks… 🤭

(This is off topic but I noticed you focused on ND and yet your page has bible quotes in it, as if ND has any relation to the Bible, hmm, is that not..misleading?)

[sos717]

stop misleading ppl. What you "teach" has nothing to do with advaita or nondualism. It's some nonsense that uses similar words to confuse ppl. Just stop. The ppl that think you make sense, don't know what they are talking about and you are making it worse for them with this foolishness. You are adding noise and confusiion to the world and it's all to make yourself feel special. Stop this nonsense. You are not a guru. STOP MISLEADING PEOPLE. Go do a meditation retreat or something. You are one of those ppl that think they see but are blinded by their own ego and don't have the humility to shut up.

I actually really like when I comments like this because it shows how troubled you are, your grip on an ideology is being threatened so you have to push back as hard as possible, probably because you’ve poured a great amount of who you are into this, but I wanna know where at any point and recently I’ve claimed I’m teaching an ideology? You’re right I’m not a guru, I’m not even someone special at all, but I know that, that’s why I never CLAIM it at any point. But you wouldn’t know that.

I’ve actually made it plenty clear in allot of my recent posts that I don’t follow any ideologies or practices, but of course you wouldn’t know because you haven’t actually read what I’ve been saying, you’ve come to a conclusion out of fear. It’s okay, because for as long as you ignore the truth and plant yourself into one thing alone as if it’s your savior, you’ll always be acting from a sense of separation, which is what your community likes to call ego.

I guess I’ll have to make it very clear once again, don’t come to conclusions when you know close to nothing about my view, I am not a member of any community, I’m not teaching from the perspective of and ideology, but simply EXPLAINING under my view of what reality is, how this all works.

I explain conciousness, which is what we are, not nonduality, not witchcraft, not manifestation or LOA, but I CAN explain every single one of those groups under my understanding of reality. And this is incredibly important, if your worldview ignores something like what the idea of “manifestation” is, it’s not objective, and you’re hiding from a portion of what’s actively going on.

I really hate when people who come from nonduality ignore the basic fact that “manifestation” plays no aspect to what reality Is, and that you have no role in that. Because you’re literally saying conciousness is all there is, and it’s the fundamental blueprint that is reality, and yet you have no say in experience? Doesn’t check out.

Well, hope you get better soon buddy, talk soon I hope ❤️❤️❤️

[sos717]

Hii, sorry for any spelling mistakes, I speak Portuguese. I wanted to know what you think about suicide, because I'm almost there. I've been on ndtwt for a year and I already 'know how it works', but it seems to get so tiring sometimes that I just wanted to, right.

Helloooo, so firstly, don’t apologize (and also you wrote that out perfectly lol) also, if you ever need to talk to me personally go ahead and send me a message, I want you to know that I’m there for you

Okay, I’m gonna come at this detailed so just hang with me. This isn’t like my normal asks.

What I think is, it’s not up to us to judge or say wether scuicide is “right” or “wrong”, we just can’t fit something so complicated in a black and white category.

To me the only thing we can do is help those who are in these situations, because truly, people don’t want to die, they want the problems and feelings that overwhelm them to stop, but because they can’t see a way out of them or literally have no way out of them, the only thing they can control is them existing or not. There’s so much anguish and loneliness that we can experience which definitely morphs our view of what life is and can lead us down a really sad path.

I want you to know that I know how this felt, I’ve been in that space a few years back, but something I noticed was I didn’t actually want to end my life, I just didn’t want to exist, not death, but to disappear. It was all born out of an intense sense of being separation, and I focused allot on the things that bothered me (I won’t get into the specifics) and I don’t know what you might be going through but for me it was allot to do with validation, people, feelings, allllotttt of feelings, and the only way I managed to see through it all was facing things one at a time, it’s impossible to take on multiple things at once and maintain a perfect imagine and be happy and have all your thoughts be perfect, no, this is impossible. What you strive for is whatever you can handle in that moment, building up your confidence, building up your sense of self, don’t keep going towards things that tire you of make you feel miserable, I think you’ve been over-consuming on ways to change your life or manifest and things like that and you’ve become unhappy after not seeing life the way you want it to, I get it.

You can let yourself relax.

I hope I can be a space that you feel you can turn to. And even though in the end I can’t control what decision you make, I know that to some degree, you don’t actually want to die, you do have hope, and you must know it too because I promise you, you wouldn’t be talking to me, and this is truly something to thank yourself for, it’s really hard to reach out when we feel so isolated, but no matter what there is ALWAYS PEOPLE THAT WILL LISTEN! I love you so much, and again, don’t shy from messaging me personally, take care, and I hope we talk soon ❤️❤️❤️🧘🪷

[sos717]

can i realise myself in 6 months time?

If you had the time you’d be able to understand this all within the same day with the right approach, but being confident and stable in your understanding comes with practice, and the stability comes from unlearning the old and also seeing it with new perspective. So of course and I’d say even quicker.

[sos717]

i love your blog it's so cool and unique ( I also love that the government hasn't abducted you like Jacobo grinberg) the thing is I don't have time to seriously investigate if the origin of the universe is from knowing , I really wanna see for myself so I can manifest whatever I want instantly but I sadly don't have time i wish there was another way

Okay that first sentence is WILD LOL, but you might be on to something 👀…

Anyway like I told another anon earlier, when we are talking about something as serious as our identity and not just a little “me”, as in the entire reality that takes place, I think we just have to make time for ourselves, learn it in pieces, but most importantly it’s about seeing it for yourself in accordance to your experience. The idea of manifestation comes from a misunderstanding of what you are, but me simply telling you what it is isn’t ever going to convince you, you have to take what you read and relate it to you, I also have a pretty busy life and I actually locked in really hard during December and early this year despite it being the really tiring and busy, it’s 100% possible and only gets easier the more you know, don’t doubt yourself so easily.