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Helping Hand

We all know that we are humans we live in our normal lives others do some work others takes their study some of us went to parties to enjoy or to take a break and some of us travelled so they can relax and do some new things we as a human has always a differences and that makes us special but we as a human facing a lot of issues in our lives especially the one who is not in the upper class and some suffering into a situation where for them it is difficult to overcome. And other persons become the one who drags down the people who keep striving hard to rise into the top, they forgot to become a real human because they feel that if someone is better than them it can be bad for them or they help for someone to rise up they feel that they are being missing if they help or maybe others would not help because they think that they don’t know the person and why they should help, that kind of mindset  it is sad that other people has that kind of mentality so we need to a Hope for Humanity so let us break down each words so Hope is a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. And Humanity is the human race; human beings collectively. We Human has always has human issue and some of it are the race, believes appearance and social status and because of that the other issues of the humans arise there are a lot of examples but I will give few of them for example: suicide, rallies, low self-esteem and other human issues. And because of that we fall apart and we fail as a human being so we need to have a hope for humanity because in this era twenty first century the humanity Is starting to collapse and some of us already forget how to become a human, they already forget  how to be understandable and more patient they already forget how to become happy without money because other person forget to become human because the hunger in money they want more money even though there things that they do is not already good and already a problem. some of us already forget to become a human because of their position in the society they forget that they are also a normal person they always feel that everyone surrounds them is their slaves or they feel that every people who surrounds them is not worth for their respect and they always belittle the person who has a less capabilities than them and some people forget to be human because they lack of attention or they lack of love because they feel that all the person in her surrounding doesn’t love him/her and some people forget to become  human because of their desires they keep reaching their desires and forgets to choose which is more important or their number one priority is their desire and they don’t intend to take another path so there are a lot of ways to rebuild or to hope for the humanities first is you need to stay your feet in the ground always turn back where did you start because people who forgets where did they started always forgets how to become a human being and forgets the values that is needed so that their respect for you is acquired.

To restore the humanity we need some news that not negative we need something that for  us inspiring to become better as a human being if you are confuse because of the news that their report are always negative find some articles, documentary, videos that makes you inspired and make you feel that you need to be tough in this days  there are some tips so that you can restore the humanity inside of you we need to start from ourselves before we request a change for  our society and we need to do it if we want some change if you are the person who is in my examples that forgets to be human because of money, desire, and other reason find something that inspires you to make a change it can be tough but it is worth it not for you but for everyone. First step so you can restore humanity in you is that you bounce back better from tougher problems People rationalize divorces, demotions, and diseases, but not slow elevators and uninspired burgundies. The paradoxical consequence is that people may sometimes recover more quickly from the reality which is distressing experiences than from slightly distressing ones (Aronson & Mills, 1958; Gerard & Mathewson, 1966; Zimbardo, 1966). The second tip is that Regret is not scary We anticipate regret will be much more painful than it actually is. Studies show we consistently overestimate how regret affects us…margins of loss can have an impact on emotional experience, and our studies merely suggest that however powerful that impact is, it is not as powerful as people expect. because of that regret, you can change your lifestyle and you can learn things because of that regret and decides better next time. The next tip is “What Does Not Kill you Makes You Stronger” Individuals who went through the most awful events came out stronger than those who did not face any adversity.it means that if you try something even it's awful or not you will become better for yourself and not going to regret something that you don’t even try. In a month, 1,700 people reported at least one of these bad events, and they get our studied tests as well. We are surprised, individuals who’d experienced one bad event had more intense strengths (and therefore higher well-being) than individuals who had none. Individuals who’d been through two bad events were stronger than individuals who had the least, and individuals who had three— raped, tortured, and held captive for example were stronger than those who had two. Via Flourish: A Visionary New Understanding of Happiness and Well-being. The fourth tip is that Reverse PTSD Exists: Sometimes Terrible Events Make Us Better People Tragedy not only can make us stronger; it can also make us better human beings. through The Happiness Advantage: The Seven Principles of Positive Psychology That generates Success and Performance at Work: Thanks to the study, today we can say for certain, not just anecdotally, that over suffering or trauma can lead to a positive change across a wide range of experiences. After March 11, 2004, train bombings in Madrid, for example, psychologists discover many residents experienced good psychological improvement. So too do the majority of women diagnosed with cancer in the breast. What kind of improvement? Increases in spirituality, compassion for others, openness, and even, eventually, overall life satisfaction. After trauma, people also report enhanced personal strength and self-confidence, also as a heightened appreciation for, and greater intimacy in, their social relationships. Maybe it can be a negative effect in the start but times by yourself can figure out things that it can help better for yourself and for the people who surround you. the fifth tip is that Get involved by volunteering to help those in need of joining a movement Volunteering is good for your well-being. You might hear “thank you” from fellow volunteers and the people you’re helping and witnessing others “pay it forward” can be incredibly inspiring. This can cause expansive feelings of being a part of something greater than yourself. And though it may seem not good at times, attending rallies, signing petitions, putting up signs, and calling your government representatives can be elevating too, says what is the right and wrong “It is morally elevating to be surrounded by like-minded people coming together for a cause that they care deeply about,” she says. Volunteering and political participation might not always inspire you, of course. People might argue and snap at each other, and there can be moments when it feels pretty thankless. But the research suggests that you’ll still experience a net gain in well-being and sometimes the struggles you face will make your efforts even more meaningful over the end of the day. The sixth tip is that be clever about what you are posting on social media It may feel good at the moment to argue with people who disagree with you on social media in a word exchange, but you’re probably not going to change anyone’s mind. Instead, try posting positive stories about what’s happening within the world. Even if people support some policy that you simply find deplorable like travel bans against Muslims you'll share stories of ethical courage rather than stepping into a battle of words. Though there will always be cynics who won’t see the good in any moral act, says Siegel, most people will be moved by stories like these…and may even experience decreased bias. Plus, you'll feel better for having shared something hopeful instead of spiteful, a minimum of within the future. The seventh tip and the last one is that makes moral elevation a part of your everyday emotional hygiene. instead of checking your emails or the news headlines very first thing within the morning, take 20 minutes approximately to hunt experiences of ethical uplift. Just like getting to the gym or meditating, a habit of ethical elevation will have better results than an occasional elevation experience. “If you don’t make it a part of "> a part of your schedule if you don’t say that this is often a crucial part of your life, you’re not getting to get thereto,” says Siegel. “There will always be something else to try to to .” Saturn recommends not only seeking daily moral elevation ourselves, but spreading it around to others, too. “Moral elevation has been shown to promote altruism and it is very contagious,” she says. “So, make an effort to shine some light on some of the wonderful things the human condition is capable of doing.” By adding more moral elevation to our lives, we can all find hope in the midst of darkness and not give up on humanity. Who knows? If we take the research to heart and make moral elevation a part of our daily routine, we may even be moved to.

That is the seventh tips that I can give in  hoping for Humanity it can be applicable for others but for others not it depends on you if you in the first place will going to allow yourself to change for yourself and humanity having hopes for the humanity is not bad it is good in way that you care for the person that surrounds you and to the person who is involve in the society being a human is not always making big changes also little things can help a lot like for example helping a old granny to cross at the pedestrian lane because he can’t walk as fast as you can walk and also helping other person who is struggling lifting something my point is that giving a hand even in a way that we  interact every day and also giving some way to others is a humanitarian action it can be good for  you and for the person who help you and someday that person or other person will pay back for your kindness maybe the effect is not immediately but for sure it will come and  always remember that in a world that we are living there are a lot of differences and always do not lose the word respect not just for your boss, parents, friends but to every one also inspiring the younger generation can be a humanitarian action and we can guarantee that the future generation can maintain the humanity not just the humanity but our culture, believes and because of that simple action it can be a habit to everyone and every one of us lives in a harmonious way as we could.  

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BOHOL

People loves to travel around the globe and Filipino also wants to travel around the Philippines and many of us dreamed to go to the famous places like Palawan, Boracay and Banaue Rice terraces so that to have fun and relax and also to explore. There is a place where some of us dreamed to go there and that is Bohol Island and experience their culture, tourist attraction, food and also their good behavior

When I was at my age sixteen, we travelled to Bohol because there is a celebration in my mothers home town which she gives important so that he can also relax and when we arrived at the port it feels different because Boholano people speaks Bisaya but they have a different accent and some words has a different meaning for them. When we first arrive, I immediately notice that people mostly life through agricultural products.

Kalamay in Bohol is one of a kind?

Kalamay is the most famous product of Bohol because all Filipino’s already sink in their mind that if the Kalamay is from Bohol automatically it is delicious it has a sticky sweet delicacy that is popular in many regions of the Philippines. It is made of coconut milk, brown sugar, and ground glutinous rice. It can also be flavored with margarine, peanut butter, or vanilla. It is the delicacy of Bohol where when a Boholano eats a slice bread instead of peanut butter will be the filling for it, they put Kalamay as the filling for their sliced bread there instead of jam or peanut butter.

Boholano’s sources of living.

The general culture is lowland and coastal Visayan with intensive wet rice agriculture instead of the propensity for the production of corn as in central Visayas. The other crops are camote, cassava, taro, beans, bananas, and mango; with the latter two in substantial quantities. Copra is ubiquitous but abaca is not as much. Fishing is common in the coastal areas. Southern Bohol is known for the unique hunting specializations for whales, dolphins, sharks, and mantas which have influenced other areas in northern Mindanao and also their tourism helps other people in Bohol to have a job.

There are also other delicacies than Kalamay.

Besides the Kalamay there are also other delicacies in Bohol that you need to try also if you need some pair for your rice you can try there ginataang Takla has a Takla (crayfish) is one of the many types of fresh, delicious seafood you can find all over Bohol. Almost like a cross between shrimp and lobster, takla is usually cooked in a sauce made of gata (coconut milk) and a yummy kick of spice. And also, Chorizo de Bohola sweet, garlicky version of chorizo or longganisa that is a perfect ulam to have with sinangag and egg!  and also, if you want some sweets except Kalamay you can also try their peanut kisses and if you want some natural hot chocolate you can try there sikuate which contains a preserved grind cocoa so that It can produce some chocolate while you’re stirring it

There are lots of tourist spots in Bohol

When you want to come to Bohol you should also consider that Chocolate Hills is not just also the tourist destination Bohol have they also have a Philippine Tarsier Sanctuary where you can interact personally with a tarsier and if you want some intense adventure you can try to visit their HInagdanan Cave where  there is a  water inside of a  cave and has a natural beauty because of the sea water flows on it and if you feel hungry but at the same time you want to sight seeing you can try their loboc river cruise where you can relax and enjoy the calmness of loboc river by riding a cruise while serving some food to eat not just your stomach will be filled but also you eyes and your memories. But don’t worry if you are a beach person you can also try their Alona Beach where if you want some white sand it has and it has a twist because you will going to ride a small boat to reach the island of Panglao where you can relax far away from the civilization and if you want to interact  marine lives in Bohol there are also activity for that.

   Boholano’s are good to others not just for their fellow Boholano’s but for everyone they in counter

The Boholanos are known to be thrifty, law-abiding, hospitable, religious, humble people. Surrounded by big body of water, they became expert sea-farers and famous traders. They have always been portrayed in a way that sometimes they abhor. In spite of these portrayals they remain modest and undisturbed. Boholanos are very hospitable which is sometimes overdone just to impress and satisfy for the convenience of the visitor.

    Boholano’s mostly use “J” in their local dialect

      Boholanos are sometimes looked down by non-Boholanos in exaggerating the use of "j" in speaking the local dialect in their own intonation and accent. But to them, the intonation and accent should not be considered a defect; it is a trademark. The example for the “J” in speaking in their local dialect is “wa jamo” means that “I don’t have nothing” Every town, province or even every country for that matter has its own intonation and accent in speaking their own language and that the Boholanos are proud of that they have their own, a symbol and identification that they are real Boholanos. So, they have nothing to fear for being discriminate. Instead they have to preserve it and embrace it more.

 Bohlano’s has a different kind of Fiesta Celebration

         The month of May is a fiesta fever for Boholanos. No day passes without being celebrated elsewhere in Bohol town or barangay. It is a tradition that has been inculcated in their minds. Wherever they are, be it Manila, Mindanao, Cebu, or even abroad, they do not fail to go home just to attend the fiesta celebration and for family reunion. That was my mother told me they will always find a way to go home and reunite with their love ones. It becomes a part of Boholano religiosity and hospitality that every family regardless of financial status prepares a fattened pig every year for the entertainment of relatives and friends from nearby towns and even strangers. Once, the provincial government, and even the church tried to edict the lavish preparation of the fiesta celebration requiring only "fiesta de misa", not "fiesta de la mesa". But church injunction failed to overrule the Boholano's flair for fiesta. Even town ordinances attempted to arrest the tide of fiesta goers but unsuccessful. It failed to dampen the Boholanos' love of fiesta. So, one cannot legislate against tradition

  To a Boholano, the fiesta is the highest form of expressing one's self to the community. It is manifested in the way he and his family receive their guests. He feels honored to be able to serve his visitors the best of what he can offer no matter what his financial status is. And when it is his turn to be somebody's guest, he expresses also the best of himself. This form of community interaction surpasses social barriers and thereby enhances friendship, mutual respect, cooperation and strengthens family relation. That is why the value of this tradition has been kept in the hearts of true Boholanos for so many generations. Bohol has been regarded by some visitors and tourists as the "fiesta capital" of the Philippines --- the real fiesta island.

Bohol uses has a classic bus and many ancestral houses

When we arrive at the port we ride on a classic bus where it is not airconditioned the chair is a wood plank and there is just only one entrance and exit if you feel hot on the bus you just need to wait to move it because the wind will blew your face because the windows off the bus are widely open and also while you where traveling into one place to another you will going to notice that there are a lot of ancestral houses at Bohol the window of the house is made by a  wood with a  sea shell on it and the ancestral house is made of wood and looked old also.

Bohol Preserved the old structure of their churches

When I was a fourth grader I notice that all of their churches are preserved on what they’ve look as the original even though the materials are already different but they are still preserving the original beauty on it like their Santa Monica Church at Alburquerque, Bohol where my grandfather been prayed before he got buried at the cemetery I can say that it is preserved because when I always get back to the hometown of my mother the  design of the church is still the same as before not just at the hometown of my mother but also in other places in bohol

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My Inspiration

In this 21st century world, we are all living in a world where there is entertainment. The entertainment platform called YouTube where you can watch and upload videos so that you can pass some time if you are bored or you can search for something informative, and also, we all know that videos coming from YouTube can earn money through ads and sponsors. Emmanuel Luis Nimedez, also known as Emman Nimedez, Emman or Pambansang Oppa, was a Filipino vlogger/video content creator, filmmaker, actor. He studied broadcast communication at the Polytechnic University of the Philippines. Emman Nimedez plays the role of Emman Abenida in the teen comedy series Luv U and also appears in some tv series like La Luna Sangre, Home Sweetie Home, and Pusong Ligaw. Emman Nimedez was under by the Tier One management, where they handle streamers and vloggers, and also a member of team Payaman where Cong TV (Lincoln Velasquez) and Roger Rakker(Pau Sepagan) belongs. He inspires people through his short films and vlogs, where he uploads it on his youtube channel Emman Nimdez TV which has currently had 2.74 million subscribers. He already produced three songs titled Uuwian, that has 4.3 million views, Teka Lang has 33 million views and, Kung Pwede Lang has 7.8 million views.  Also, he was the one who made a viral parody video of the most loved K drama goblin. But sad to say Emman, can’t any longer produce some videos and songs because Emman died on August 13, 2020, due to kidney failure and blood complications and was in critical condition. Even though he died, he left an impact on the community, and he was also the one who started vlogging in the Philippines. Emmanuel Luis Nimedez will be remembered by the people because of his contribution to the YouTube community and setting the standards of the viewers for Filipino content. People will remember him because of the catchphrase “if I die, I’m a legend.”

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gi-atay

When I was a young kid my mother always taught me good values and also taught me how to speak In a nice way to others and also she teaches me what are the words that I need to avoid to spill and what are the words that is commonly used but good or clean to hear for others, but we all know that gi-atay is a curse word and it is not good saying it I always heard it to the person arounds me when I was young but my mother always remind me that saying gi-atay to someone or saying gi-atay as an expression is not good to hear specially for a kid who is still learning in this world I manage to sink it in my mind that it is a bad word that it  is not pleasant to hear for others and I didn’t even used this word when I was in grade school days. When I entered Junior high school, it has a new environment new people to interact new friends to be with me every school days, I always heard my classmate saying gi-atay when he got tripped and sometimes when he is mad. Because of that  I always heard the word gi-atay there is a time where we are practicing for a presentation in the school and I got tripped in a leg of a table and suddenly spill the word gi-atay and I was shocked and realized that I’ve got influenced by my classmate it becomes my habit to spill gi-atay when I got tripped and when I’m frustrated to something I say gi-atay. It is not just also a word to curse someone but also as a expression to what you feel in a situation but the fact that in our culture and believes that gi-atay is still a bad word it is still not good for me.

How can you last saying the word  gi-atay  if you will know the meaning of that word? so  We bisaya people knows a lot of curse words or in bisaya “pamalikas” but most of us commonly used gi-atay as our expression or to be said when someone has done not good to you. For example, “gi-atay kay ka ayaw nag pakita.” Or it can be also used as a joke or insult to your friend for example: “gi-atay cute ka? Mura gali kag timos.” gi-atay is a commonly word in bisaya which has a meaning of liver disease will come to you but in the dictionary gi- atay in English is damned means people who are condemned to eternal punishment. Maybe for other places it has a different meaning but bisaya always comes in mind that gi-atay is a prohibited word because of that some of bisaya people uses the word atay to replace the word gi-atay even though in tagalog atay means liver but when a bisaya spill atay it always automatically sink in our minds that he/she is spilling a cursive word even though it is shorten or has been change but actually the word atay from the word gi-atay has a back history it is offensive for other but it is just a normal words for other people. the word atay is renowned from a name of a famous Chinese furniture maker Ah Tay who is famous because of his  Ah tay bed where It was a favorite of affluent families all over the country it has been favorite because of the design which it has a detailed flower and fruit that it is difficult to made because it takes time to carve a design to a Ah Tay bed  and also it is made in an expensive kind of wood  that is much more attractive to the families before and according to the article that  when people referred to those who were already bed-ridden, they said that they were just on their Ah Tay bed lying and waiting for their time to die  that is why people in Cebu renowned it and called gi-atay or atay so that was the backstory of gi-atay and it began to spread in the other parts of Visayas and Mindanao today it is one of the most common expression bisaya people spills in there mouth and some of us has a different understanding of the word gi-atay  it is still a word that Visayas and Mindanao people commonly used to express their feeling or just to spill a bad word against someone and also I’m not encouraging the younger of me to spill the word gi-atay it is just knowing the different meanings of the word and knowing if it is true that the word is a  curse or not and basically also knowing where did it originates and how they renowned that word because through years no one can explain exactly the meaning of gi-atay if you will ask them they will just answer you it is a curse word and no further explanation and know we can fully understand if someone tells us “gi-atay man ka ui” so it you can identify if she/ he is cursing you to have a liver disease or she/he wants you to lay in an Ah Tay bed while suffering for a disease or fighting for your life span and also if someone will ask to us what is gi-atay we can explain it briefly and we cannot leave the person who ask us the confusion what is the real meaning of that word and next time to avoid to use it as much as possible so that the next generation will not going to imitate us or to us guide them in a way that we don’t leave them confusions in their mind. And even though we are spilling it in a short term atay when a bisaya person spill it it automatically recognized its meaning even though in tagalog atay means liver the bisaya will automatically recognize it  and if you will going to search for more information about gi-atay it is just the result of it is just going to be the same also for inatay, minatay and etc. it is also used in a combination words like for example pisteng gi-atay it also has a similarities in meaning but it is quite different to the word gi-atay it is just an ad on to my context so that we don’t also forget that some common curse words are mixed and made a new curse word so that they can talk bad words for some reasons.

 In my whole seventeen year life I finally found out what is the real meaning of gi-atay and where did it originates and also knowing the different meaning of gi-atay in other places and why others just going to say atay instead of gi-atay  expression is not always a bad word or a curse word it  can be also a normal word that only  depends on the speaker how the speaker will deliver or use that word and how the listener understand or interprets the idea of the speaker wants to hear coming from  him so that the listener or the speaker has already the idea what is the meaning of he/ she saying to the person who is with him while talking and mingling and I can say that gi-atay or others just simply say atay is a curse word that Visayas and Mindanao people commonly used in their everyday life’s know you already know the deep meaning of gi-atay and its origin do you want to use the word as your expression or a bad word against your friend? Always remember not all people don’t care if you say bad words and try to avoid to use it in a person because you are just wishing for them to suffer a difficult challenge like for example when u say gi-atay kayo ka! Jongga it means you are going to curse the person and always choose your words specially to the person who has an authority than you because if you use this word in a wise way you can avoid some trouble in your life and you can earn the respect of a person specially to the new circle of friends, colleague, associate, and family member that revolves in you because the fact that some people find it as an offensive word and others find it as a joke so it depends to the person that you will going to spill that word. Leaving you a question do you want to be known as a person who always spill bad words? Do you want to be a person that has been used of talking curse words and been talked in the back by another person? It is okay to spill some curse words but It is not better to make it as a habit for yourself and habit to say bad words to others I’m not encouraging you that the word gi-atay is valid.

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Carlos Jay B. Soriano

THROUGH THICK AND THIN

“under all circumstances, no matter how difficult.” 

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Fun

Life is fun when we are young

running in the neighbor hood top of the lung

There is no problem to be in mind

it is the most memorable and one of a kind

the feeling of happiness that never ends laying around watching the blue skies

 I made some mistakes that need to face

at least I’m not running and not being chase

and killed by the guilt inside of my heart

playing in the mall using a grocery cart

Fleeing in the afternoon just to have fun

And when gets busted I just going to run

Playing with a green oval shape object

Playing in the streets like no deadline of project

 It is good to reminisce the past

but sad to say childhood never last

it was fun, it was great, you made mistake

but learning is for your own sake

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Is this real?

            It was Saturday morning the weather is great the surrounding is peaceful I can hear the chirping of the birds outside. While I’m lying in my bed and thinking of something a few minutes past I hear the destructive sound of my neighbor and saying c’mon let play btw he is JD our neighbor and I’m Junun and this is my story Saturday morning I don’t have a class in weekends and I enjoy it every time with my buddy JD we always play stuffs every weekend and we play it whole day long I can’t wait to play with him again in next Saturday. Few days past it was Friday if I exactly remember those day I was at school on that time and when I’m walking in the hallway I got bumped into a lady who name Jongga she smells like a sweet honey lemon scent and her round blue gorgeous eyes I got struck and I can’t concentrate on her beauty while I’m fantasizing on her Jongga was so mad at me and she is yelling me like a old grumpy lady and she says hey! You stupid bastard why did you bump me? Can you say sorry so that I can go now? While she is talking I can’t keep my eyes stare on her and saying into my mind she’s so gorgeous and I didn’t notice that she hear what I’ve said and she slaps me after on that day I can’t help but think on her.it is Saturday morning again and we JD will going to come here and we will going to play basketball today while I’m waiting for JD my phone rang (tiing) and I saw in my notification JD was live with her friend Jongga I was so shocked because JD and Jongga knew each other a few minutes past by here is JD and finally we will going to play basketball today while we are walking  JD ask me something Jun? and I answered yes what it is bro? someone wants to join on us JD said then I replied sure why not so we rushed into the basketball court and I was so shocked when I saw Jongga there then JD told me that she is the one who will going to join on us I was so stiff walking on him and I can’t even barely talk decent on here I think I’m in love on her and I can’t say it because we just met on last Friday after we played basketball we have a lot of fun with JD we hangout on a sari- sari store and JD ask  for me a favor then I replied sure bro what is it he said that he wants me to help to curt Jongga on that moment I was so shocked and I just reply yes even though my heart is aching for pain on that night I was thinking so deeply and ask myself is this infatuation or love? I don’t want to break our friendship though…. I’m talking to myself on that night while arguing in myself I didn’t notice that I fell asleep and suddenly I hear a rang of the alarm clock (rriiiiiiing riing) oh no it was 7am in the morning and it was Sunday I’m going to be late in church I’m rushing to prepare myself to go to church when I arrive at church the mass didn’t started yet but the sits are full of people sitting on it I chose to stand and  wait for the mass getting started after a few minutes the mass started and someone tap on my shoulders and ask me if  it’s okay to stand beside me and I just nod on her after the mass someone whispered me and says let’s eat some food when I turned my head it was Jongga asking me to go out with her I was so flattered and  just nod my head like a depth person who can’t speak. We spend the day with each other and we build a rapport it was nearly 5pm and Jongga told me that she will going home now because it’s getting late I was so happy because we spend time together. While I’m walking near in JD’s house to past by JD screams and say Junjun where are you come from I’ve been looking for you and I replied that I went to church and he just replies back aw ok after that conversation I felt guilt in my heart because we’ve been in love in the same lady and I can’t stop thinking it. Days past and our friendship of Jongga gotten deeper and deeper and JD is still courting Jongga and the guilt inside of my heart is really bursting one night when I’m at my bed choosing the best way to deal it and I’m deciding if should I tell my friend JD or just kept my feelings for Jongga and just let the days by while I’m thinking my phone rang (krring kriiing) and it was JD when I answered his call he is so happy and yelling to the phone Broooooooo! Me and Jongga are now officially In a relationship my heart shatters into pieces and can’t believe that they are in a relationship but I feel broke and happy at the same time I can’t choose of those to emotion at the same time and while I’m listening to his statement I didn’t notice that my tears are falling into the ground and just end the call and sleep immediately. (riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing) my alarm clock is ringing it was late already it’s 9am in the morning and it is Saturday and JD is not yet here so I just went down and take some breakfast  and I feel bored so I clean around and after cleaning I study the lessons that I was confuse off and the time past by I didn’t notice that it was already 5pm in the afternoon but the feelings inside of me is still heavy and few days past there is no JD or even Jongga talk to me I still kept going and going until they didn’t reply on me and a few months later my mom and I went to the hospital and when me consulted the doctor she said that I’m free from psychosis and my mother insist that we don’t have a neighbor name JD and you don’t have a friend named  Jongga in this world I was so shock and can’t believe I keep insisting they are real but the doctor always insist didn’t you ever remember? Every Saturday you always came here for medication? And I can’t accept the fact that JD and Jongga is just my imagination and I don’t have real friends because of my Illness. Few months, years I have a new friend and accept the fact that they are not real and I start creating a decent life and I found my real Jongga in life.

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KHALID

We all know the song Young Dumb and Broke, Location, East Side one of those songs came from his album American Teen were the album has awarded as a double platinum album and the artist of this album is a 20 year old Texas native who name Khalid. His real name is Khalid Donnel Robinson and he is born in Georgia, in the United States, he moved as a teenager in Texas, where Khalid sang regularly in high school productions. He used to be an opera singer or perform in musicals until his creation of songs posted to the website Sound Cloud began gathering interest. His genre of music is Hip-hop, R&B and Pop. Khalid’s first successful single is Location, it began charting in 2016 of summer, marking the start of a rise to fame that would see him names as the Spotify’s third most-streamed artist, after Drake and Selena Gomez. After 18 months he release his first album which is American Teen who gather lots of awards it has been nominated for five Grammy Awards, and it is also featured as a soundtrack of Black Panther. Robinson also won and MTV Video Music award for Best New Artist, and was named one of Time Magazine’s 30 most influential Teens of 2017. Because of the success that he had his life became different despite of being his career that has an overwhelming blast he remains humble, joking with fans on social media and even pausing live shows to chat with the fans and sign items handed to him. In this last few years Khalid produce a lot of songs until this year were some of his songs is a collaboration from the other artist like Billie Ellish and others. In his young age his mind set is to help others and to guide the teenager into a better path. And he became the inspiration of the youth through his songs. And he travel around the world and making a sold out contest every concert of him. But before that in his young age he suffers anxiety, depression and Khalid is an Army Kid. Raised by his single mother, her mother is a sergeant in the army, he moved around a great deal. Khalid told the Lost Angeles Times in March 2017 of those years,“ I felt a sense of loneliness. You move so much and you meet so many different people, you kind of meet the same people, in a sense. You build this relationship for a certain amount of years that you share with people and then boom it’s gone.” Even worse was his move in his senior year of high school to El Paso, Texas. But as destiny would have it, it was there that a friend encouraged him to record his songs. “it kind of hurt me a little bit,” he said of that move. “So I just turned all the negativity into creative. I guess I was kind of nervous and shy about all of that, I was more nervous about what people would think about the songs that I made.” Because of that negativity Khalid became what is he today and he became the inspiration of the youth and relating his self into the youth. Because of that Khalid is now traveling into the world and having a sold out concert every time.

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Dead Star

Introduction

There is a man and woman who named Alfonso and Esperanza, Alfonso is the son of Don Julian who is a lawyer and a bachelor, Esperanza a romely lady and a critique lady and she is the fiancé of Alfonso, Julia is the sister in law of the judge and Alfonso fell inlove on her.

Summary

The short story revolves around one man, Alfredo Salazar and the affairs of his heart. He is a man who believes in true love and hopes to find bliss in its wake. The first woman he falls in love with is Esperanza.

Their families are acquainted with each other and them thus they begin a passionate relationship. But soon it fades away when Alfredo comes across another woman, Julia, who becomes the object of his desire.

Esperanza and Alfredo have their engagement after three years of romance. Alfredo, a lawyer is a man who wants warmth and compassion but Esperanza is a strong-willed, impassionate and woman of principles.

 Critique/review

Formalism

The Characters are Alfonso Salazar who is a Son of Don Julian and the Fiancé of Esperanza and he is a lawyer and he has a warmth and compassion man and Esperanza the Fiance of Alfonso is a  a strong- willed girl who dreams big despite her surroundings and restrictions and she loves Alfonso so much, Julia she is the sister In law of the judge of their town and Alfonso fell in love in her and she is the one who ruin the relationship of Alfonso and Esperanza the setting of the story was Calle Real, Sta Cruz Home town of Julia and Lenten Season the structure of the story is a story who has a character a rising action and a falling action

Feminism

In the story, traditional gender roles were displayed. Espereranza is the typical woman, waiting for the decision of his man. She’s like just sitting there waiting for Alfredo and has no idea her man is eyeing another woman. It was stated in the story that maybe that is why she doesn’t seem in a hurry because the man himself seems like he is not into marrying her. That is just so sad. Women those days were really dependent. Alfredo on the other hand, displays weakness, weakness that should not be shown as a man.

  Conclusion

I conclude that dead star is a story that a true love is more expensive than the jewelry because Alfonso realizes that she is still in love in her fiancé wich Esperanza and his  feelings for Julia is treated as a dead star.