sophientropy

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im being very normal about this

vi manspreading

so true

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who the fuck do i talk to a bout the last orgasm i had?

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[sophientropy]

𝑺𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 ♡

𐙚⋆.˚ i choose to let go of negativity

𐙚⋆.˚ i love myself unconditionally

𐙚⋆.˚ i am surrounded by positivity

𐙚⋆.˚ i am loved and wanted

𐙚⋆.˚ i am enough and complete

𐙚⋆.˚ i have a beautiful face and soul

　　 ˚ . ✧　　 ˚

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my mom cant pay for therapy and has the audacity to be mad at me for not working out my problems faster at the free therapy we get at uni TWICE A MONTH

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i feel this immense need for violence inside me, to punch their faces into a pulp and pull the belt on them too, gauge out their eyes cut off their ears and their tongues, to see if they want to see now, listen to me or talk to me now.

i want to scream at them and tell them that every single thing they do annoys me

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often times i regret the person i couldve been if my parents were different

theres a pain i have to go through, because of them, to become this sweet, gentle, loveable person i want to be

i wonder if they know they made me like this

and even if i become this higher self, it will never be the same

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who tf told my parents about the two trans women at the olympics im going insane theyre pulling out videos from doctors and discussing the thing im like bro please

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my bush is a victim (i just sugarwaxed my bikini line)

[sophientropy]

“A” in August stands for abundance, acceptance, adventures, amazing things ♡

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August will be full of good physical health

August will be full of good mental health

August will be full of answered prayers

August will be full of good energy

August will be full of good news

August will be full of good luck

August will be full of blessings

August will be full of peace

August will be full of love

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"i wish i could draw like you" well youll be disappointed to know that to get here i had to spend several hours alone when i was 10 instead of maybe playing mystic messenger or fixating on musicals and develop the feeling that im talking a different lenguage than everyone else

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some time ago i was talking to my therapist about how i feel with my academic performance and this trimester hasnt really been the best so i said "well im not really satisfied with my grades" and this woman goes "when will you ever be satisfied with your academic performance, Sophia?"

i froze and stared at her for a moment like an indefense child, i answered and stuff but right now thinking about it im just like "actually, when will i be satisfied with anything i do?"

i make art, i dance, i sing, i study and every art piece, every dance class, every presentation and grade, i scold myself internally because i could have done better, so much better everytime

[sophientropy]

mi cuerpo

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no, i dont want to cry about this again, not again

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no, you dont understand i need someone to be so infatuated with me that they actually