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*eyes snap open at 3:47am* i’m unlovable

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shoutout to my favorite coping mechanism, isolation

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She’s mad but she’s magic

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Frolicking in the Forrest! 🌿

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You go through spells where you feel that maybe you’re too sensitive for this world. I certainly felt that.

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I'd never have learned to love and heal myself this way, if I wasn't broken and hurt so badly.

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What they did to you wasn’t your fault

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Man's hot

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me by @matheusmachadof

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Not mine, never was.

I was never really connected to you. You were never mine and I knew that it was gonna end. I never thought I would marry you and I knew that we'd never share a family.

I expected the end to come all the time and somehow I hoped for it.

I just never had the strength to walk away on my own.

I never really committed to you and i guess that was just my heart shouting at me, to stay away from you and I'm thankful for that.

You weren't meant for me, because I deserve so much better. I can't tell if I loved you, to be honest. I guess I kinda did but not truly and I think I just craved your affection 'cause you wouldn't give it to me.

I guess I'm actually happy that you're gone. I wasted so much on a lie. A lie I told told myself to feel better after you planted it into my head.

I knew that things would get better, once you're gone and I guess I was right, I just didn't want to accept it.

This is not the day I'm giving up on you. I did some time ago and I was hurt some time ago. I just feel numb about you, there's nothing left.

You didn't break me, because I was one step ahead of you and that's the one thing you didn't expect in your cruel game of breaking people.

I'm not writing this for you, it's for me to find the connection to myself again after you tried to destroy it.

You can't be cured and what you are has nothing to do with a healthy behaviour. I just hope you're gonna realise that and won't ever hurt a person again. There's just no hope for you.

I feel like I'll forget you but I know you'll never forget me because you know I was your last chance, before you destroyed even that.

Bye.

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You're nothing without me.

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How someone reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.

S.Z.

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