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Marley!

So even though you were totally wrong in the situation I've decided to be the bigger person and apologize since I actually really liked having you as a friend. So yeah. I'm sorry.

So basically

Here I am! 

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So basically

I haven't spoken to Rory face to face in probably a million years and so now I'm convinced he's ignoring me or he's gone back to Ireland and I'm not okay with either

And I've been very lonely lately and I've been feeling like a loser so I sat with the Dungeons & Dragons kids at lunch and all I can say is I'm pretty happy I'm the richest girl on the ship. I also need friends that can admire this. Where's Marley? 

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That's so pretty! Is it real?

~So Finn and I are engaged

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I'm trying to figure out if you really want to have a sleepover with me or if you're lying and I really can't tell. Because your face is telling me yes and everything I have is telling me no.

@ Sugar

What’s wrong? 

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@ Sugar

I’m going to go get shrimp with Jason now, but I was thinking when I get back we could have a sleep over? Just the two of us? 

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This is me giving you the 'yeah right' and 'are you f-ing kidding me' look

Honestly

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I know hon and I love you for that. You know I love parties.

But do you honestly think people will even bother to show up? 

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B-but we just want to make you feel welcome. 

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Rory and you and Kitty. Maybe Santana. 

I didn't say she hated me I just said she doesn't like me. As in, she would much rather hang out with someone else but wouldn't push me off a cliff.

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Okay lover girl here's what I think you should do. 

First, I think you should forget about Jason all together. Yeah I know, he was your first love, first kiss, first cherry popper, first whatever, and so on and so on - but honestly if he's mad at you 'cause some jerk decided to kiss you than that's his problem. It's not like you wanted it or planned it to happen. It's not like you were sneaking around behind his back with Greg, y'know? Not that big of a deal, in my opinion. I never really liked him anyway.

And second, I think you should get with Greg because I'm tired of the way he stares at you and if he kissed you than he obviously has some feelings for you. I know it's like, hard and stuff to forget Jason but honestly - does a sweet innocent girl like you want to be with someone that probably has herpes and parties all the time? I know you love him and trust him and forgive him all the time and whatever but honestly Marley he's not right for you.

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Long story short? Greg kissed me and I let him and I was torn because I was in love with Jason, but and then when he kissed me I kind of freaked out and I waited too long to tell Jason about it and Summer ended up telling him and then he was hurt and said it was ‘pointless’ to stay together and ended up leaving for a week or so, and when he came back we decided to be friends, but then he said he was avoiding me and the next time we talked he wanted to talk about feelings which is kind of weird for him since I couldn’t even get him to do that when we were IN a relationship so. I don’t know. 

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I'm listening. I may be incredibly mad at you but just like my Queen Lana Del Rey said, this is what makes us girls.

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It’s a long story. 

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Rory I left the boat to get away from people. 

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………..yeah. :) this weekend. Everyone’s going.

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Okay so here's the thing. People here don't like me and I don't like them. Not even my roommate likes me and I'm pretty sure that's a new low. End of story. I don't want to be here.

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Well yeah I was pretty upset. I put my heart and soul into prom Queen.

Why'd he dump you?

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Because you wouldn’t talk to me after that stupid prom. 

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You're not actually throwing me a party, right?

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It’s okay. I’m really happy to see you. Guess what, Greg and I are having a party for you. We’re gonna have a lot of candy, and foxes. 

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Obviously you didn't talk to Rory enough because I don't like it here. I hate this stupid boat.

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You talked about it with Rory

Alright. Well, thanks, I guess. I would much rather be home, though.

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I didn't know Jason broke up with you.

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It’s not even close to a vote yes, but ultimately it’s your decision, I can’t force you not to do it. 

I’m not apologizing for winning, I didn’t ask to, and you know what Sugar - friendship works both ways. You were clearly pissed at me after I won so clearly I wasn’t going to bother you when you need time to cool off..and your still mad! So, what good would it have been for me to talk to you, considering you’re blaming me for something I can’t control.  Not to mention, that you knew I got dumped on the night of prom and you didn’t even care. When you and Ror broke up earlier this year, I talked to the both of you. I tried to be there for you and you?  You didn’t even ask if I was okay! All you did was get angry and blame me for something I didn’t want or ask for.