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shoshana’s apartment is nothing special and there’s absolutely no reason for her to gatekeep it, but if you’re allowed anywhere near her home, you’re special to her in some way because she  aggressively  refuses to let just anybody into her safe space.

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     𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃   "  𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇   𝐎𝐑   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒  “   𝐅𝐎𝐑   𝐌𝐘   𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑   𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐘   𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒.   𝐍𝐎   𝐋𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃  .

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Zoey Deutch

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crimewrought​.

                                                                   𝙼𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙰 𝚁𝙰𝚁𝙴𝙻𝚈 𝚂𝙴𝙴𝙺𝚂 𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙿𝙻𝙸𝙲𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂,  𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃’𝚂 𝙿𝚄𝚁𝙴𝙻𝚈 𝙱𝙴𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙿𝙻𝙸𝙲𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙰 𝙷𝙰𝙱𝙸𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙷𝙴𝚁.    sho isn’t herself a complication,  not as such,  but she is complex.  and though maria has never been the puzzle-solving sort,  to her surprise,  she finds herself enjoying working through the intricacies of the other woman;  even in moments as fraught as this.   “ maybe, ”   she concedes ––– there’s little use in pretending she’s doing anything other than deflecting.  but she’s swept up now in both the moment of vulnerability sho surrenders,  and the brief euphoria brought with the kiss the other presses upon maria’s forehead.   “ i’m always going to be interested in whatever you have to say.  in whatever a quantity,  about whatever a topic.  you realise that,  right? ”   idle contentment washes over her;  maria smiles,  softly,  and takes sho’s hand in hers,  trailing circles with her fingertip inside the other’s palm.   “ i just want you to know you can tell me whatever might be ––– i don’t know.  pent up in those moments of quietness,  if there is anything you ever don’t say,  sometimes. ”   a shrug,  a slight emboldenment of her smile.  maria isn’t one to pry,  understands the importance of what is deemed to be kept close to one’s chest.  but there’s an ebb and flow to them,  she’s coming to find,  whatever it is they are.  a give and take that,  for all it frightens her,  she’s finding herself learning from.   “ i feel like what we’re really saying here is that i talk too much shit,  and you sit and take notes on anyone in a room to dissect them later.  yeah? ”

          her gaze drops to their hands as maria takes hers and something behind shoshana’s hazel eyes softens for a moment.       vulnerability  isn’t the right word when it comes to how she feels around the other woman ;  it isn’t too far off, but that term leaves such an awful taste in her mouth and the way mar makes her feel is far from awful.  more than that, she actually feels   better   with maria than she’s felt with anybody for a very long time.  tilting her head down into mar’s shoulder, she smiles against the fabric of her shirt, almost as though she’s making an effort to  hide  her pleasure, as if it exposes more than she’s comfortable with.   (  truly, it isn’t anything to do with hiding from  maria  at all, but simply shoshana being utterly  unaccustomed  to exhibiting much of   anything   like this in front of others.  )   ❛   maybe,   ❜   she answers lightly, an echo of maria’s previous response, almost muffled into the other woman’s arm.   ❛   except the part where you say you  talk too much shit.  personally I enjoy the rate of your shit - talking.   ❜   she presses a kiss to mar’s shoulder, finally lifting her gaze to meet hers.   ❛   just like I’m interested in  whatever  you say, too.  we can compare notes when I’m done processing them,   always.   we just do things a little differently sometimes.  but that can be okay, right?   ❜

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this week’s sunday post is that shoshana absolutely has a double standard when it comes to hooking up with men and women and that double standard is that she will absolutely not go down on men she’s casually hooking up with but she will go down on women

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like for a starter !! comment for a specific muse if you especially love me or I’ll just choose for you. see the interest tracker in my pinned post for au details!

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wonder how samuel at 6′3, almost 6′4, feels about the fact that simeon, his cousin who’s nearly a foot shorter than he is, would absolutely demolish him a fight.

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kissing a sommerfeld instantly improves your health, take it from me.

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ezra by far is the quietest sommerfeld and tries to take up the least space, but he is so soft and caring and actually deserves so much love.

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this is shoshana.

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what’s interesting about shoshana is that she walks this really fine line of  needing  control of everything in her own life because so many formative events have happened around her in which she had no control  ...  and yet she’s also historically been in a position throughout much of her adult life,  arguably self - imposed but existent all the same,  where she’s become the Strong One or the Tough One or the one who keeps it together when everyone else is losing it, so she both needs to be in control while simultaneously yearning to give up control to someone she trusts even though she finds trusting people next to impossible and anyway that’s chiefly why she struggles with relationships so hard, because it’s not that she’s worried about cheating or anything like that  ...  she’s worried about somebody not shouldering their share in a relationship and her having to pick up the slack and being overburdened

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𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 .    (   a  series  of  nsfw  prompts ,  separated  by  quotes   &   acts .   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one  who  posted  the  meme .  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts  )

       →  WORDS .

❛  i’m  sorry ,  you  don’t  enjoy  being  teased ? .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’m  waiting  for .  ❜ ❛  keep  your  hands  where  they  are .  ❜ ❛  i want you to ride  [ me / my fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  you  make  the  prettiest  sounds .  ❜ ❛  say  please .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  make  this  last .  ❜ ❛  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  just like that -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  barely  even  started .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you .  ❜ ❛  god ,  shut  up  and  fuck  me  already !  ❜ ❛  god ,  yes ,  [ name ] ,  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  long  i’ve  wanted  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  come  for  me .  ❜ ❛  ah ,  ah -  don’t  touch .  ❜ ❛  brace  your  hands  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  could  you  come  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  let  me  come -  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  this  all  night .  ❜ ❛  you’re  such  a  tease .  ❜ ❛  take  these  off .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  your  [ mouth / fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  any  idea  how  good  you  taste ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  what  you  want .  ❜ ❛  we  shouldn’t -  ah ,  we shouldn’t be doing this .  ❜ ❛  faster ,  [ name ] ,  i  need  more .  ❜ ❛  is  this  good ?  ❜ ❛  keep  your  eyes  open .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  to  find  out  what  else  you  can  do .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  so  gentle .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  hear  you  beg .  ❜ ❛  can  i  take  this  off ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  please ,  please -  ❜ ❛  you’re  doing  so  well  for  me .  ❜ ❛  please  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  keep  reading ,  i  want  to  see  how  long  you  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  buy  you  another  one .  ❜ ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  any  longer .  ❜ ❛  you  feel  so  good .  ❜ ❛  you’re  going  to  leave  a  mark -  ❜ ❛  touch  yourself  for  me .  ❜ ❛  do  you  deserve  it ?   ❜ ❛  did  i  say  you  could  come ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  close -  ❜ ❛  they’re  going  to  catch  us -  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  right  here .  ❜ ❛  we  have  to  be  quiet .  ❜

         →  ACTIONS .

❛  pin .   to  restrain  my  muse’s  hands  during  intimacy . ❛  mirror .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  front  of  a  mirror . ❛  deny .   to  deny  my  muse  an  orgasm . ❛  distance .   to  have  [ phone / video ]  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  playlist .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  while  music  is  playing . ❛  paw .   to  fondle  my  muse’s   [ chest  /  ass ] . ❛  wall .   to  pin  my  muse  against  a  wall . ❛  table .   to  hoist  my  muse  onto  a  [ table  /  counter ] . ❛  clothed .   to  make  my  muse  come  while  fully  dressed . ❛  finger .   to  finger  my  muse . ❛  oral .   to  give  my  muse  oral . ❛  fervent .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  after  a  fight . ❛  distraction .   to  rile  my  muse  up  during  a  film . ❛  mark .   to  leave  marks  on  my  muse  [  optional :  specify where  ] . ❛  tie .   to  use  restraints  on  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  throat .   to  choke  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  sparring .   for  sparring  to  turn  into  sex . ❛  toys .   to  use  toys  [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ]  on  my  muse . ❛  imagery .   to  send  my  muse  a  risque  photo . ❛  drag .   to  pull  my  muse  closer  by  a  piece  of  clothing . ❛  tear .   to  tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛  shower .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  the  [ shower / bath ] . ❛  sneaky .   to  sneak  away  from  a  gathering  to  have  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  beg .   to  make  my  muse  beg . ❛  carnal .   to  [ scratch / bite ]  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  preoccupied .   to  rile  my  muse  up  as  they  [ read / work ] . ❛  jealous .   to  purposefully  make  my  muse  react  possessively . ❛  dare .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  based  off  a  dare . ❛  read .   to  re-enact  something  from  a  [ book / show / porn ]  with  my  muse . ❛  collapse .   to  break  a  bed  during  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  caught .   to  get  caught  with  my  muse  during  sex .

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#what actually happened

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Zoey Deutch

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@greenelight  sent  :  he loves him. even after everything they've been through, that has never once wavered & while he should hate him for it, he never could, even when he was angry & hurt by his actions. as mason moves to enter his apt building, which sam so graciously walked him home to, he instead decides to gently step on his tiptoes to give the writer a peck on the cheek, a gesture of thanks & perhaps one of hope. "chin up, buttercup," he whispers with a smile. "things will get better for you. i know they will."

          samuel has to keep his hands in his pockets in order to stop himself from trying to reach for mason’s as they walk.       it still feels so  strange  to him, to spend all this time together just as friends after all their years of history  -  both the good and the bad.  not that he doesn’t   enjoy   being friends with mason, because  of course  he does.  they’ve always had chemistry, naturally, but more than that, they’ve always  enjoyed  each other’s personalities on a deeper level than that.  it’s a beautiful and tragic truth, that they had fallen apart anyway, that they could see each other that   clearly   and it still all fell to shit.  because of  samuel,  chiefly, which is a fact he knows, a fact that he’s loathe to say  haunts  him sometimes, when he thinks of what could have been if he’d just managed to get his shit together in time.  but he’d taken too long, just as he takes too long with everything in his life.   (  often, it feels like he’s trying to walk through a lake of molasses, unable to move more quickly and yet working against some   impossible   deadline that he’s only set for himself.  )

          when they reach the door, he turns to the other man, smiling a little, trying not to look at all as  pained  as he feels.  he has no right to such  aching  after everything and he knows that, but that doesn’t stop it creeping in during times like these.  maybe they’d simply missed their moment.  and samuel knows better than to ask for it back now.  the fact that mason is even willing to spend time with him at this point should be enough  -   is enough   -  and sam is certain he can be satisfied with whatever it is the other man is willing to give.   (  yearning aside, he is lucky enough that mason is in his life  at all,  after everything.  )   in a way, sam is quite certain he’s made himself   unlovable   through the years and it leads him to wonder if he ever truly  deserved  what he had, with the necessary conclusion being that he  hadn’t.  but here he stands anyway, offering the best of himself for however little of that he has left and asking himself how good the   best   of him ever was to begin with.

          the kiss leaves him blinking, however innocent it is, and his eyes turn to mason.  to reciprocate would be to cross a line ;  to initiate more would perhaps put an end to their already tenuous friendship.  it is better to accept with grace any whisper of affection he can, knowing his opportunities might   wane   eventually.  he firms his smile, nodding once, although he does not reach to touch the other man.   (  best not to push ;  if this is all there is, if this is all there can be, then samuel will take it.  )   ❛   don’t you worry about me, darling,   ❜   he answers softly.   ❛   I’ll be all right.   ❜   he nods toward the door to the apartment building, shoving his hands deeper into his pockets.   ❛   now, go on ;  pretty sure it’s past both our bedtimes.   ❜

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i am once again thinking about regency aus and i am once again thinking about how every single sommerfeld would eagerly flee any inkling of societal obligation because they all hate the pressure for different but  -  with the exception of samuel, who has a difficult relationship with his parents  ( judah’s brother and wife )  and would happily never speak to them again  -  would never actually abandon their family, because the sommerfeld parents would never force their children into anything or disown them for giving up titles or anything else.