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Sometimes I just want someone to hug me and tell me that everything is gona be ok

I crave for someone who cares about me

I feel at the edge of collapse, in a job that doesn't make me happy, with a family who doesn't accept me, with friends who disappear very often.

I just want a reason to not give up

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So, at work, my boss told me, "The trees only make leaves that make the place look dirty, cut them all"

And in that moment I felt like the lorax calling me to help the trees, but I couldn't

(Reason 346 of why I hate capitalism and corporativism)

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I just want to draw a new sky.... but I'm not an artist, and I don't know how to draw

I kinda feel like I'm inside a deep hole and I can't get out of it no matter how hard I try

I need energy to try again and again until I succeed, but I don't know where to find that energy and that determination, I've tried to look for it, but it seems unreachable

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After almost a decade of questioning, and the only thing I know is that I am NOT cis

I deserve a gender studies degree for all the hours I spend studying my own gender and trying to figure out wtf I am

labels are hard man

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kintsukuroi, "to repair with gold"; understanding the piece is more beautiful for having been broken

a personal piece i used my body as reference 😵‍💫

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"First rule of gender is to have fun :3" (EN: English)

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you dont have to be fem to be a woman, have you considered you just dont fit gender roles.

I think gender roles are only a part of cultural polarization, when just some people can do x or y thing, but we are more than a role or stereotype, we are individually unique as people where everyone has a special ability or strength

I don't care about gender roles

But the thing that is giving me a hard time is the body dysphoria, where I don't even wanna look to myself to see a body that I don't claim as mine

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transmasc version → 🏛

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Honestly, I don't really care about gender anymore

On one side

Because of my job I have to pretend to be "masculine and all of that stuff", but I know I'm not cisgender, and presenting me masc feels wrong

On the other side

I have just a handful of friends, but all of them respect my decision and use she/her pronouns, but lately, I don't "feel" that spark to be femenine, just a neutral point where there is just more fem

I don't know what identity I am feeling more identified with (definitely not cis-male, that's for sure), non-binary, trans, or queer, or something else

Should I try they/them pronouns? (Or she/they)

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At least I finally got a job.......

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please

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i propose that instead of pride month, we have queer year (queer people are treated like actual people all year long)

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Alright everybody

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OH NO IT'S PRIDE MONTH I NEED TO GET GAYER!!

(happy pride month to everyone!)