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i don't need therapy i need my head crushed by a large rock

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i want to go away

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everyone is sick of me being sad i get it im sorry i cant help it i haven’t been this bad in years i relapsed with sh and i cant make the thoughts stop i cant shut them up i feel so sick

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this isn’t my home it stopped being my home when you left please stop calling it home

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and the ash of the home that I started the fire in / it starts to return to the earth

Halloween - Noah Kahan

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And when I felt like I was an old cardigan

Under someone’s bed

You put me on and said I was your favorite

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Me explaining why my grades were/are shit

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updates for anyone who cares

got my heart smashed by someone who i have loved for 5 years (bad)

in the process of getting my masters degree (good)

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im back on my depressed bullshit

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me justifying the actions of my found family of morally gray characters

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if a girl is reading a really interesting book she shouldn't have to go to work. she's expanding her mind and bettering herself and her employers should understand that

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just a little instagram | prints

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that bad sensory moment when you’re trying to do something that requires a lot of focus and the people around you are talking loudly and you’re just sitting there like $&@&&@@^%#%^%***++*%%#%^*+%%%

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by wilderpoetry

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honestly? make creative shit just for yourself. and i mean that both literally in the sense that it’s absolutely cool to make something with the intention that only you will ever see it and i mean that personally in the sense that your creative work can be completely self-indulgent to your tastes and preferences

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Malyen Oretsev in Ruin and Rising (Leigh Bardugo)