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This is truly a sign not to eat:

Promised my fella I would try to eat more so got some food, I swear I don't know what happened but it fell out my hands and went all over the floor as I was walking.

If that is not a sign then I don't know what one is!!

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Gaining weight for your partner is a nightmare!!

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I am so sad my partner has asked me not to lose anymore weight, but I am 6 pound away from my UGW!! I need to hit my goal!

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My old manager turned round to me today and said to me " I am just going to say it. You look anorexic. You don't look healthy. " .....After that I couldn't make out what else sbe said because of the party going on in my head!!

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Feelings of happiness when you fit in smaller jeans....No one understands!!

Now to keep on going!!!

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When you are at a theme park and everyone is eating, but u just have a lollipop

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Random question: Are American Eagle jeans sizes generous in size? Because I don't know if I have lost weight or bought the wrong size 😞

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Well it's official,my cats eat more than I do! C'est la vie!

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How come the shitter I feel in myself, the more I accomplish on the scale!

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Well, hello there depression, stress, anxiety, worry, and sleepless night it's been a while!

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Jus looked in the mirror...I'm disgusted !

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My fella knows about my thinspo folder, it takes up alot of memory on my phone which is running out. He tells me to delete it cos I don't need it. Yea, i do, I don't look at it loads, but it's there when I need it!

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Went to doctor today and she called me thin built, I know it's a nice thing but I have got to get skinnier!!

Partner working this week in the evening so restrict restrict restrict!!

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do it so you stop being jealous of the other girls.

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I have not been in tumblr in 4-5 days! Busy with work (very stressful!!!) and my fellas bday!

All I can is d I'm glad I'm back!! Really missed u guys ❤️

Good days or bad days- we handle it to together ❤️ missed tumblr!!

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Even though having nausea is horrible, it helps in so many other ways!

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That's it! My body keeps screwing me over! Out of nowhere I have a appetite and feel so very disgusting!

I have my protein powder and blender cup (for work). I just need to try and get some jabs!

Had enough! Need to sort myself out :(

VENT OVER!