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Why am I fighting so hard for people to care about me?

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What is like

To be someone’s

Best

Friend?

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I don’t require much

A listening ear

A heartfelt message

A nod of empathy

I’ll give my left arm

For someone to feel a little bit better

But for me

No one would give the time of day

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Sometimes, when I’m feeling petty, I create phone backgrounds to let out my frustration. Here’s the most recent one…

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Every minute that passes

Is another brick

Being laid with cement

Building the wall

That encompasses my heart

Until it’s flooded and crushed

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you can do it

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How can caring too much result in so little?

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If you could tell me

How to fix me

I would pay

A million dollars

And everything I’ve been very owned

Just to be loved

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Sometimes I would give the world

Just to have someone

Tell me what’s wrong with me

Why am I unloveable

Why am I alone

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Guys please stop asking my parents @my-castles-crumbling and @breakthekeyandbehappy to adopt you, I'm seriously too mentally and emotionally unstable for that

You guys are making my abandonment issues so much worse every time you ask them that

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May have gotten into a *small* (no one is hurt) accident this weekend and now I have to drive by myself for the first time since then.

Open to happy thoughts, memes, love, cookies (not the website kind) and happy to share in return ❤️

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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

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Jegulus microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - 618 words - “coffee”

“He doesn’t like coffee. He likes tea; no milk, two sugars.” James interrupts the random guy that’s been trying to ask Regulus out for coffee for the last ten minutes.

“Oh, okay… well, um…?” The guy looks at James then back to Regulus and raises his eyebrows with an unspoken question. Regulus just gives him a small shrug. “Right… um… I’ll just... I’m going to… yeah…” He mumbles, then just turns and walks away.

“Quite the linguist, that one.” James says with a small laugh.

“How did you…?” Regulus questions as he turns to look at James.

“You looked kind of stuck, so I thought I’d give you an out if you wanted to take it.”

“No, I mean, how did you know my coffee order, or lack thereof?”

“Oh, well, I sort of just pay attention sometimes.” James shrugs.

“You pay attention to me?” Regulus asks as he raises an eyebrow skeptically.

“Maybe… but not in a creepy way… I just like to know what people like, I guess.”

Regulus tilts his head and narrows his eyes at James. “What else do you pay attention to?”

“What do you mean?”

“You pay attention to what people like. What else do I like?” Regulus challenges.

“Um…” James swallows nervously. “Your favorite color is green.” He says it almost as a question.

“Everyone knows that.” Regulus says as he rolls his eyes.

“But you don’t like dark green, you like lighter green better, sort of like the color of a green apple.”

Regulus raises both eyebrows, slightly impressed and takes a step closer to James.

“Hm. What else do I like?”

James still seems slightly nervous but gaining a bit more confidence at the same time. “You don’t like tomatoes, but you love tomato soup.” James’ voice starts to get a bit softer.

Regulus tilts his head and furrows his eyebrows, it’s an odd choice but accurate, nonetheless.

“What else?” He takes another step into James’ space.  

“You like white chocolate more than milk chocolate, but you like that you don’t have it very often because then it’s sort of special when you do have it.” James starts to whisper as Regulus moves even closer.

“What else?” It’s barely a breath as he gazes into James’ eyes.  

“You don’t like when this curl falls forward.” He reaches up to tuck the curl behind Regulus’ ear.

Regulus doesn’t respond, he just hums and leans into James’ hand a bit. James moves his other hand down Regulus’ arm.

“You wear your jumpers a few sizes too big because you like when the sleeves fall over your hands.” He intertwines their fingers and continues-

“You like to paint your nails black, but you like it better when you paint them pink, but you don’t do that very often.” James quickly glances down to Regulus lips then back to his eyes. “You don’t like it when your lips get dry, so you always keep chapstick in your left pocket. You like the mint flavor the best.” James says it so quietly Regulus only hears it because he’s barely an inch away from him.

“James…” Regulus says just as softly. “What else do I like?” He breathes with a heated look in his eyes.

“Do you maybe like…?” He bites his bottom lip with a small smile and before he finishes the question, Regulus is already nodding.

“Yeah.” He says with a soft smile. 

“Can I…” James’ smile grows slightly bigger as he flicks his eyes down to Regulus’ lips again.

“Yeah.” Regulus can’t help but smile back as James closes the final distance between them with a soft, slow kiss. 

When they break apart Regulus smirks slightly and says, “You taste like coffee.”

James’ smile grows impossibly wider.

“Sorry.” But he doesn’t seem sorry at all as he leans in to kiss Regulus again.

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Remus: Wow. James and Sirius and being really quiet today.

Regulus: It’s very pleasant.

Remus:

Regulus:

Remus: We should check on them.

Regulus: Immediately.

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Beauty (Flowers)

Stories

Light

Tattoo?

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Our daughter (cat) is currently in a room with a closed door (being tortured) and my wife is doing their best to calm her down.

Some things I’ve heard:

“I’m sitting next to the door because you’re not making a good choice.”

“You have a right to your feelings.”

“I understand you are mad but I’m here when you’re ready to cuddle.”

“Help me think of an idea. What do you think for the prompt ‘assumption’?”

“You can make a choice…uh that’s a little dirty but that’s a choice.”

Gentle parenting at its finest.

@my-castles-crumbling 😂❤️

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I literally live for your and cas' snippets of convo, you guys are so adorable 😭

Y'all are the real life jegulus istg

Much, much love, thanks for making me believe again!!!

XOXO :D

BABE! They like us! People like us!

Thank you 💕

@my-castles-crumbling is my favorite ❤️