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Sveta Shubina

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"I'm eating for two!" pregnant person type beat except it's "i'm posting enough for five" and it's because we're a system who don't bother getting sideblogs.

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hi im assuming the us vs them post is about a specific term, which one would that be?

so the sysmed out-group term being referenced in the joke post was (as the reblogs guessed) "endogenic", and I'll lay our thoughts out straight just once to avoid being potentially taken the wrong way

I've got two angles here, existential theological linguistic bullshit, and harm-reduction. stay with me here because even if you're not on board with the first thing you'll want to see the second.

so "traumagenic vs endogenic" is a false dichotomy, and I don't just mean "there's a secret third thing", I mean both classifications are fundamentally not real.

personally? we haven't the foggiest idea why we're a system. but the thing is, I don't think anybody else does either - I think it's genuinely impossible to know why your own consciousness is behind your own eyes and controlling your own body, why you *experience* existing in first-person at all. Like shit, lots of singlets believe it's because a soul has been created or introduced to their flesh, and a bunch of others think that's a load of crap and the chemicals just *do this* on their own. Singlets get this unalienable right to believe whatever the hell they want about why they're experiencing being themselves all the damn time, and I refuse to believe that systems are uniquely special in a way that singlets are not such that anyone can fucking flawlessly divine the cause of our consciousness all of a sudden. These are existential-tier questions and to deny their impossible complexity and the right to self-belief over them is, in my eyes, to deny systems something many singlets feel is part of what makes them human.

You can believe all sorts of stuff about the nature of your own systemhood just like how you can believe all sorts of stuff about the nature of your own existence - that doesn't make you definitively right, it's just a meaningful mechanism through which you understand your own experiences that other people should respect - it's like any faith, go figure.

Frustratingly, these words - traumagenic, endogenic - they're not talking about belief, they're objective buckets actively being used for exclusion. So every time we use the term "traumagenic systems", in saying "systems that objectively exist because of trauma" we are saying, loudly, "it is possible to know why a system exists". and frankly? no the fuck it isn't.

Anyway that's airy bullshit and reflects very idealised interactions so - practical, realist opinions, and harm reduction:

Saying "I'm pro-endo" is a net good, though I think "I support all systems" is probably marginally better because it doesn't perpetuate categories pushed by sysmeds for exclusionary reasons as being essential to defining systemhood - as we joked about.

Contrastingly, self-declaring "traumagenic" or "endogenic" in a bio is a net bad. Saying "I'm a traumagenic system" also says "Hello sysmeds, I believe in your dichotomy and I'm one of the good ones" (great way to get sysmed followers), and that factor doesn't go away if you go on to say that you support all systems - you've already thrown away your opportunity to shield more vulnerable systems from harassment through making who sysmeds need to target more obscure.

In fact, regardless of whether your bio says to sysmeds "I am a target" or "I'm not a target", by saying it explicitly, you're pressuring other, more vulnerable systems to similarly self-declare. It's like cis people putting pronouns in their bio to shield trans people from harassment through obscurity and embarrassment, but in reverse - if you shut up about it, and *just* call yourself a plural system, even if you do believe in their categorisations, you stop the propogation of the self-labelling and exclusionists are forced to make themselves look like idiots because most of their harassment would have to be done at random. It's basically herd immunity - nobody talks, everybody walks.

anyway yeah there's context for future, though honestly the section in plural respect is a lot more succinct lmao

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i cant come over im doing gamer girl shit

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following weird horny furries who are into shit like pooltoys and transformation and stuff is enrichment. the vitamins and minerals of posting

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beginning to come to the conclusion that im not somehow only buying slut weed its more like im actually just a slut

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what if I get high and then we have sex but everytime I moan I have to hit my weed vape jkjk unlesss?

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this is a desperate call to action for all horny gay girls to objectify me immediately

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at the level of high enough to write horny posts and draft them but not high enough to actually post them lmao

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i’ve been through enough can i just have hot and steamy lesbian sex now

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the idea of a butch staring at my cleavage at all times. in public, in private, in inappropriate places. shamelessly and obviously.

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sitting here with the hitachi on between my thighs

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i took a third shot too 🤪 and i have 2 bottles of water and a monaco on my nightstand if i need it 😇

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whenever i get really high i'll either be really talkative or really silent and there's no in between really

thinking about being at a party with my girlfriend, it's starting to get late and everyone's a few drinks in. you had told me to take an edible at home before we left bc it's always better to show up on a come up. a couple blunts have been passed around, but i dont notice that i almost always seem to have one in my own hand

half the party has left or gone to bed, the other half is sitting in the living room chatting and drinking casually. you and i are sitting so close together on the couch that im basically in your lap. i dont notice, but im so high that im talking over people and going on for longer than i should. it's not a cute look 🫣

in a momentary silence of mine you squeeze my thigh tight to catch my attention!! i freeze. you press your lips to my ear and whisper in a harsh tone Be Quiet!

i slowly nod my head and close my jaw tight, almost as if you were holding it closed yourself. i let my body relax as your grip on my thigh loosens and i listen while the group moves on with their conversation. you lean back a bit, grabbing something behind you, and then you pull yourself back towards me. you quickly put your hand to your lips then you pull me in for a kiss, using your tongue to part my lips and slip a gummy past them! you pull away from the kiss amd whisper in my ear Good Girl

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ive been too stupid lately i keep writing posts that are nearly good and then saving them to my drafts to clean up later instead of posting them. theres like four gems in there right now just not up to my standards. sighhhh

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btw this is the only way youre keeping me active past the next week or so

if this post gets 100 notes in 24 hours i will buy another pod