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Killer chat - Ronin,Misaki,Angel, and V Icons

These icons are based on / are characters from Killer Chat it's a really interesting game you should check out on itch.io !! And a little Birdy told me there might be a Christmas dlc soon !!!

The art is by a_sakanya please correct me if I'm wrong

And I wish you all a happy new year !!!

(I wanted to do banners but I'm tired and lazy ... )

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Ever wanted your very own little Ivan or Till to accompany you everywhere you go? Consider backing my Kickstarter for these cute 10cm dolls!

Currently they do NOT come with clothing however there is a stretch goal to unlock their Round 6 outfits!!

Shares are greatly appreciated!!

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YOU SELFSHIP FROM KILLER CHAT??? I DO TOOOOOOOOOOO!!! (Angel is my wife...)

HOLY SHIT WOAHHHH KILLER CHAT SELFSHIPPER SPOTTED!?!?!

MOOTS. NOW.

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Forcing myself to make a main oc chart before i lose motivation♡

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Hello. HI. HIYA. :D

If you know me, You may know VERY well that i am mildly obsessed with oc making and stuff

BUT did you know i have a main group of ocs i favor?

MY MAIN 4 DIVINITY CHARS!!

My current cast for Divinity is like..huge.

But anyway, I realized: If i dont wanna make a huge chart of ALL the characters...

Why not just make one with only the main four + Some honorable mentions? Much better!!! And easier on my tired soul.

Am i motivated enough to write down their backstories yet? No. But take what you can get, People.

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞𓆝 𓆟 𓆞𓆝 𓆟 𓆞𓆝 𓆟 𓆞

Offical names!

*Plus nicknames!:

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Vixen Carrion

*Nicknames: X, Vix, The princess

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Corodite Igero (Ty to the friend that let me steal this lil guy ^^)

*Nicknames: Coro, Ziggy(?)

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Aidlyn Venison

*Nicknames: Lyn, Sniper

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TJ Kane (He doesn't deserve 2 colors. Can you tell i play favorites?)

*Nicknames: None, In particular.

Nnnnow that we got that outta the way!

THE ACTUAL CHART 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

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How do the rest of the squad feel about...

Vixen?

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Aidlyn -> "Oh, Her? Ehh..We've been friends for a while! Met like two years ago! She's like.. literally if we had modern princesses. Do we have modern princesses...? Like... The ones that still dress fancy and stuff?"

Coro -> "She's.. kinda fun to be around? And really pretty, I guess. I like the dresses she makes too! Not my style, But i'm sure my little sister would wear something Vix made sometime..."

TJ -> "She's fucking AWESOME! This one time she taught me how to braid hair, and she's like, so so cool, and like, I'm lucky to be her friend, for real, Like-"

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What does the squad think of...

Coro?

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Tj -> "Not to like, Brag, But I'm literally his best friend. I think. I hope? We met in middle school. Isn't that like- Bond for life type shit? Staying friends this long GOTTA mean we're besties, yea?"

Vixen -> "Personally, I think he's pretty kind! I don't see why others don't! Sure...Maybe he could come off less...Persistant? And less of a smartass... But really, He's super sweet when he tries. If not a little awkward."

Aidlyn -> "The emo fuck is plain weird, genuinely. Vixen's way too nice to him, not gonna lie. If it wasn't for Hazel, I would have seriously done something about him by now..."

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What does the squad think of...

Aidlyn?

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Vixen -> "She's so rude sometimes, But she's still my friend! I wish she would be a bit more open, But Lyn just doesn't budge..heh. As long as she doesn't start drama, I guess I can't do anything."

TJ -> "She's SO scary with a gun. Who even GAVE her that!? I'M THE ONLY ONE WITH ACCESS TO THE WEAPONS! And she just...CARRIES ONE EVERYWHERE NOW? FROM WHERE? HOW? She's just fucking SCARY!"

Coro -> "...She won't leave me alone, for starters. She's like a stalker, damn it. I genuinely think she wants me dead, and no one does anything about it. Maybe if I got to her first..."

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What does the squad think about...

TJ?

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Coro: "I actually have...No clue why we're still friends. He just started following me like a dog one day. Does he even know we aren't friends? Just because he's been in my house once or twice isn't friendship... But i doubt he knows that."

Vixen -> "He's a fun training partner! Atleast he knows how to keep a mood light!☆ His luck is such a cool thing, too! I wish i could calculate it...It would make such a good study topic!"

Aidlyn -> "...Who? OHHH that guy. I don't give a shit about him. I barely remember his name, Honestly. He's friends with the freak, So I bet on all the shit I own he's equally fucked up."

Bonus:

How does their assigned Goddess (Hazel) feel about each of them?

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Vixen -> "Sometimes, I feel like she's the only one who takes training seriously. She actually wants to get better. I wouldn't be surprised if she surpassed the rest, no matter how much she misses out on."

Coro -> "A pain. In. My. ASS. Out of everyone, The gods chose HIM to give godhood to? Seriously, Did anyone think it through looking at this kid!? He doesn't even like Water, and it's his OWN DOMAIN!"

Aidlyn -> "If she spent more time practicing her real abilities and not with guns, I'm sure she'd be a powerful goddess indeed! Yet, She's not. For good reason."

TJ -> "Too eager to help out and ends up messing everything up in the process. I can't even entrust him with something as simple as cleaning! However, I guess he gets pity points for trying. The same can't be said for...others."

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SIGHH.

Almost lost motivation but i pushed through

(Shit like this is NOT for the weak. Aka me.)

Anyyyyways I'm definitely gonna try to talk about these silly guys more! (Love them so much eaughshhd)

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Ooooo okay I need to start checking who follows me uhhh NEW DNI RULE!!

please no accounts that are mainly NSFW

And by mainly NSFW I just mean NSFW in general

Joke posts are okay and all and like maybe art but uh.

If your account is more than 40% NSFW and/or is actual fucking PORN please don't follow me TYYYY!!! <333333333

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Am I allowed to make a 'Me fr' joke..?

(13 mental hospitals, Distant cousin I barely knew kworded self like 1 month ago, sh scars, my half sister is a whole state away for unknown reasons, And my parents are definitely not together.)

Tw for uhhhh sh, su1c1de and divorce ig?

do people forget that on this blog that Emerson went to the mental hospital for a week, his brother k1lled himself, he has (semi fresh) sh scars and his sister forcefully being taken away because of his parents divorce?

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Christmas this year felt like such a drag.

Im so tired. I got two rare flavors of Ramen noodle packs, Some Boba tea, 3 clothes, And 40 bucks. As greatful as I am, There was no energy.

Im sick. I've been regressed for 5 days straight. I've been nothing but uncomfortable in my body recently.

I don't wanna bring down anyone's mood, so I'm sorry if I do.

I just don't feel very good. I feel super icky lately.

I want to be little again but at the same time I hate regressing right now.

I can't do big kid stuffs. I feel sick trying to eat food that isn't soft. My parents don't know I ever regress so I can't tell them. And I have no caregiver and honestly idk if I want one.

I'm so sorry, I won't be active much.

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Tiktok therians piss me off SO BAD. beacuse why did I just see someone say "well!! You can't identify as a song! that's just stupid!!" We are in the same community, we aren't supposed to judge eachother,

also shotout to songkins! You guys don't get enough attention

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Rrrgggsmmmsmmmmmm hhhhhh mfmmmmmmn get me out of hereeeeerre.

I'm feeling horribly dysphoric today and it's starting to kinda piss me off.

Aghhh.

-Andrew 🍏⚠️ (No I dont support TCOAAL, I'm a fictionkin of him and it's not by choice.)

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May Lady Aphrodite

Help you realize

The beauty of all.

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aphrodite 🐚 offerings / devotional acts

offerings

◇ shells ◇ ocean imagery ◇ swan/dove/sparrow/goose imagery ◇ angel/cherub imagery ◇ heart imagery ◇ valentine's day gifts ◇ imagery/paintings of her ◇ roses/rose imagery ◇ rosehips/rose thorns ◇ rose quartz, amethyst, blue lace agate, ruby, moonstone ◇ skincare/hair care/body care ◇ perfume/cologne ◇ hair brush ◇ mirrors ◇ makeup ◇ water (moon/salt/sea water) ◇ honey ◇ wine ◇ hot chocolate/any chocolates ◇ apples ◇ strawberries/raspberries

devotional acts

◇ give compliments to strangers ◇ dedicate a glass of water to her ◇ collect all types of pretty things ◇ plan your outfits, wear things that make you feel like you ◇ wear jewelry that reminds you of her ◇ create a skincare and body care routine ◇ watch romantic movies or read romantic books ◇ listen to music that makes you feel good, dance to it if you are able ◇ give yourself love, forgive yourself for any mistakes ◇ wear perfume/cologne dedicated to her ◇ fall asleep to sounds of ocean waves or birdsong ◇ take a bath devoted to her ◇ spend time with your loved ones ◇ pour your heart out to someone, or pour your heart out in a journal ◇ donate to women's shelters ◇ create a Pinterest board ◇ eat foods that she likes (strawberries, chocolates, apples, & raspberries) ◇ write poetry about her ◇ talk to her ◇ create a playlist dedicated to her ◇ have a chapstick/lip gloss dedicated to her ◇ paint or draw something that reminds you of her

these are just a compilation of a lot of things i have read, as well as some things that work for me :)

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⚔️ Subtle Nemesis Worship ⚖️

Stand up for yourself and others

Join causes that you're passionate about; attend a protest if it's safe to do so (don't risk your well-being please)

Learn self-defense (includes weapons)

Support human rights or abuse survivor organizations

Educate yourself on historical breeches of human rights and how they still affect people today; educate yourself on oppression

Get a candle that reminds you of her (no altar needed)

Wear jewelry that reminds you of her

Keep a picture of her in your wallet

Have imagery of swords, scales, whips, lashes, daggers, or apple branches around

Have a stuffed animal goose or griffin

Eat an apple

Grow an apple tree or thistle plant

Be kind to yourself and others

Prioritize your well-being; put your needs first

Assert your personal boundaries; learn what your boundaries are

Practice patience, especially with people you dislike or who annoy you

Cook a meal for someone in need

Volunteer at a homeless or animal shelter

Donate supplies to a homeless shelter; blankets, warm clothes, and canned foods during the winter are especially needed; hygiene kits are often highly sought after year round

Cook a meal for your loved ones

Practice empathy for others (not at the risk of your own well-being, however; empathy does not equal self-sacrifice)

Try not to support companies or organizations that are morally corrupt or supporting things that go against human rights (Chick-fil-A, Starbucks, Salvation Army, etc.)

Educate yourself about corrupt organizations and companies so you know which to avoid

Be gentle with yourself when going through something difficult

Apologize for your mistakes, even if it's hard; only do this if you are prepared for a potentially negative reaction, however

Hold others accountable for their actions; don't let people off the hook constantly

Hold yourself accountable for your actions; take responsibility when necessary

Light a bonfire in her honor; write down bad things that have been down to you on paper; burn them in the fire (safely!!!); focus on the feeling of retribution

Take a warm shower/bath after a long day, especially if you're feeling down on yourself

Write encouraging affirmations on sticky notes and place them where you'll see them

Make a list of your strengths and weaknesses; celebrate what you're proud of, work on what you're not

Express yourself in little ways if you can't be fully open; a bracelet to represent your gender, pride flag colored shoelaces, etc.

Celebrate your accomplishments; you did a great job!

Feed neighborhood cats, dogs, birds, etc.

Engage in random acts of kindness; holding the door for someone, complimenting a stranger, helping someone carry things if they're struggling, tipping well, etc.

Take care of yourself physically and emotionally

Practice restraint; learn to hold your tongue if it would only escalate a bad situation

Engage with self-care often, especially when feeling unwell

Practice emotional regulation; allow yourself to feel your feelings; find healthy emotional outlets

Work on forgiving yourself of past mistakes; learn from it, and move on

Let go of people or things that do not contribute to your life in a positive way

Focus on yourself, your future, and your well-being rather than focusing on the success or torment of others; YOU matter, YOUR success matters!!!

When you make promises, try to hold yourself to completing them

Build makeshift animal shelters for animals, especially in the winter season (bird houses out of wood, cat houses of old coolers, etc.)

Engage in activities you're passionate about; drawing, crafting, bike riding, etc.

Play with pets if you have any

Exercise; get movement throughout your day

Pick up trash in your neighborhood or environment; don't litter

Don't kick someone while they're down; offer them a hand up

Treat vulnerability with kindness rather than hostility

Give yourself compliments; wear things that make you feel attractive or badass

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I may add more to this later! For now, this is my list of discreet ways to worship Nemesis. I hope this helps someone, and take care, y'all! ❤️

Link to Subtle Worship Master list

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🌊 Subtle Aphrodite Worship 🦪

Make your body wash/shampoo/conditioner rose scented

Have a rose or sweet scented candle that you light (doesn't have to be on an altar)

Create a skin/body care routine

Have perfume/cologne that you dedicate to her

Wear jewelry that reminds you of her

Carry a pocket charm that reminds you of her (dove works well in a Christian household and is a sacred animal of hers)

Keep a small picture of her in your wallet

Have a dove or swan stuffed animal

Have imagery of beaches, seafoam, seashells (especially clams), wings, hearts, swans, pearls, or doves around

Wear a locket with a picture of someone you love or of her

Give compliments to strangers

Drink water regularly and dedicate a glass of it to her

Collect seashells (if possible)

Collect things you simply find pretty

Plan your outfits/wear clothes that make you feel good

Keep a journal of poetry dedicated to Aphrodite and love-related topics; can also be a general positivity journal or diary (maybe a diary in a way of writing letters to her but saying a code name instead of "Aphrodite")

Keep heart-shaped imagery around

Embrace yourself; give yourself love

Forgive yourself of past mistakes

Give yourself compliments; start small if needed; I recommend doing this in a mirror

Pin up pictures of loved ones on a mirror or wall

If possible, burn some incense in honor of her; strawberry always has a great smell to it

Watch a love-focused movie (romantic or platonic)

Listen to or read stories about acts of kindness and love

Paint your nails or wear make-up (if you enjoy those things and are able to)

Listen to music that makes you feel good; dance to it like nobody's watching!

Have a party where you and your friends create drawings, items, or crafts that you can decorate your rooms with c:

Start a flower garden, especially with roses; tend to a plant

Practice compassion, especially towards yourself

Fall asleep/meditate to the sound of ocean waves or singing birds

Listen to/sing love songs!

Spend time with loved ones

Have a friend's night; go out on the town together, watch movies, go camping, etc.

Spend time with your pets

Take a shower/bath, especially with rose petals and candles (SAFELY!!!!)

Visit a nearby ocean or body of water; stand in the water (if safe) and ground yourself there

Write about your crushes

Make a list of qualities you'd like in a partner; make a list of qualities you don't want (like green flags and flags)

Take a walk alongside a beach/body of water

Take care of your personal hygiene

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I may add more to this later, but here is my list of subtle ways to worship Aphrodite so far! Worship can absolutely be discreet, and if it needs to be for safety or the like, know that the gods will almost certainly understand. Take care, y'all! 🩷

Link to Subtle Worship Master list

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:D I'm so close to fucking ending it!!!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qHDiWMX22p1KsWAA7

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I'd love to add onto this with a very specific part of the Aro/Ace spectrum.

Being nebularomantic feels the same way.

Except I can smell a little

They're just. All the same thing.

"Oh, No! This one is strawberry. This one is a rose!"

They smell the same to me.

"How can you not tell the difference? THIS one is obviously different!"

They smell. The same to me.

"So you just can't smell it?"

I can smell it. They just all the same.

I'm fine with the smell, But you can notice the scent of different ones.

'Attration' is all the same for me, Just like the scents.

Theres no difference between friendships, relationships, ect for me.

Stop trying to make me smell the different scents. There is no difference for me.

this is by far the best explanation of how asexuality and sexual attraction works

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