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Hello I wrote a song

tell me what you think about it! How are you doin’,

 Today?

My heart feels a little more

Grey.

I can’t see what's inside my head

My eyesight turns blurry and red

Because you have gone

But I can’t move on

I went and hurt myself for us two

And lost everything when I left you

We were doin so great 

I could feel it in my bones

But I then I broke away

Feelings were shattered on the floor

Why did I have to go?

Why did you not tell me so?

Because you have gone

But I can’t move on

I went and hurt myself for us two

And lost everything when I left you

But its okay baby

Because i will get through

But just know that everyday

I think of you, oh, oh

So Let me sing about you one more time

Let me make up another stupid rhyme

I need to feel something again

I need to feel something, my friend

Because you have gone

But I can’t move on

I went and hurt myself for us two

And lost everything when I left you 

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I’m in so much pain.  What do you do when you miss someone so much, but you realize you hurt them?  I just want them back in my life with their laugh, their smile, everything that makes them them.  I miss them so much.  Maybe we can start again?  

I write sometimes.  Maybe I’ll write a song about how lonely she makes me.  Maybe I’ll draw a picture.  I need to do something.

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Then!!  The man! Was killing them!!!! But who is the man?  Hmm?  ITS FRICKING LUKE SKYWALKER!!!!  Love him!!  Then he takes Grogu?? Like no leave him with Mando plz!! But!  He gets training!  Yes!

ANd then!  The end of credits scene!!! The book of Boba Fett???  YES PLEASE!!! Lady Fennec?  I fricking love her!! AA!  Yes please!!

ANyways that’s all! :) <3

A Not Spoiler free thread of all my thoughts on The Mandalorian season finale

This isn’t spoiler free!  If you haven’t seen it yet and don’t want to be spoiled, scroll past!  <3

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I was kinda like- why is this so easy?  Like I knew that they didn’t have a bunch of people on the ship thingy but it still kinda scared me a little. When Mof Giddean said “take the kid”  BRUH-  I was still thinking it was too easy,,,, and then Mof was like shwoom with the dark saber and it scared me!!  But!  It can’t cut through Beskar, so Mando was safe!!  And then he took Grogu and Mof and they went to the bridge and got attacked by all the trooper thingies!  And then they all were mysteriously killed!

A Not Spoiler free thread of all my thoughts on The Mandalorian season finale

This isn’t spoiler free!  If you haven’t seen it yet and don’t want to be spoiled, scroll past!  <3

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The Slave 1!!!  Was there!! An amazing ship!  100/10!!!  Their plan was great!  Until the dark troopers? (I think that’s what they’re called) took wayyyy shorter to activate than they thought.  But!  Mando got the one they let out and took care of it!  He’s so tough and I love him for that.  Also!!  Female power!!  The ladies!! Were amazing!!!!  Ming Na Wen’s acting is great by the way!  The ladies are all! So! Tough!  Again, amazing ladies!  Love them!!

A Not Spoiler free thread of all my thoughts on The Mandalorian season finale

This isn’t spoiler free!  If you haven’t seen it yet and don’t want to be spoiled, scroll past!  <3

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So!  I started watching Star Wars because of my dad, and I didn’t really vibe with it up until recently.  (This could be because my dad and I used to fight a lot though!)  I was really looking forward to Mando getting Grogu back, because the little green man is definitely one of my fave characters!  When he and Boba went to find Bo Katan and Koska Reeves.  Bo Katan has always been one of my favorite characters.  

A Not Spoiler free thread of all my thoughts on The Mandalorian season finale

This isn’t spoiler free!  If you haven’t seen it yet and don’t want to be spoiled, scroll past!  <3

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A Not Spoiler free thread of all my thoughts on The Mandalorian season finale

This isn’t spoiler free!  If you haven’t seen it yet and don’t want to be spoiled, scroll past!  <3

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The R in Jensen Ross Ackles stands for RHeller.

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Some Songs That Comfort Me

Please support the original artists!!

I can’t really explain most of these, but here are some YouTube links to some comfort songs.  Most of these are slowed+reverb songs, I just like them a lot.

Achilles Come Down- original by Gang of Youths- slowed+reverb

Lorde’s version of Everybody Wants to Rule the World- slowed+reverb

Talking to the Moon- original by Bruno Marsslowed+reverb

Just the Two of Us- original by Grover Washington Jr.- slowed+reverb

Sofia- original by Clairo- slowed+reverb

Pas de Deux- original by Tcaivkosky- 8D audio

Watermelon Sugar- original by Harry Styles- slowed+reverb

As the World Caves in x Cancer cover by Clem Turner- original by Megolovania_is_life

Rät by Penelope Scott (the original isn’t on youtube, but here is a link to the version with lyrics!)

Verbatim by Mother Mother

E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE! by CORPSE

‘Til I Hear You Sing from Love Never Dies- music and words by Andrew Lloyd Webber, sang by Ben Lewis

Strawberry Blond by Mitski

Okay I think that’s it!  I might follow this up with some more sometime soon!

Lmk some of your own music reccomendations!  Also, reccomend me some songs based on these songs!

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Alec Prado // Sonreyes Poetry

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My favorite dark academia playlists on Youtube

Waltzing With Your Enemy 

Dark Academia Vibes

A Playlist to Read to

 Dark Academia x Royal Core

Enjoy- E

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when death takes my hand i will hold you with the other and promise to find you in every lifetime

commitment 

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This is definitely one of my favorite dark academia photos.

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You ask me what I'm thinking about.  I tell you that I'm thinking about whatever you're thinking about.

The Neighborhood

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“I have made this mistake in my life…not once but twice I have loved someone more than my heart would bear.” - Sebastian Faulks, Birdsong