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i’m craving cinnamon sugar toast

@sleeeploverr lmk if you don’t want me to tag you in the future pls

Tag game!!

Do this picrew: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1405813

+ list a food you’re craving

And strawberry roll cake!!

@moon-mine679 @shortcakedoggie @landmine-lamb @also-bl00dn0t3 @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @criminaldoenjangjjigae @dolly-girl-rie @digital-mine @failure--girl @x-choutenchan-x @maskedrealities @piko-chan @selfish--envy + anyone who wants to join / anyone I forgot!! /nf

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and that concludes tonight’s show, hope you enjoyed, may my endless amounts of blankets, pillows, and plushes keep my spirit locked in my body long enough to last tomorrow

welcome to another night of endless yearning, with your host, yours truly, the most pathetic man alive

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the thing about mourning is that it isn’t just about death in a literal sense. anything in your life that can be lost, can be mourned. relationships and places and concepts and feelings and abilities. sometimes things are still there but not the same as they were, and its sad. and the thing about the 5 stages of grief is that its nonlinear and cyclical and simply unavoidable. so anyways what I’m saying is, if you’ve lost something in your life recently, be kind to yourself.

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my heartbeat was loud and slow in my sleep i thought how lovely it would be to die in my sleep

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welcome to another night of endless yearning, with your host, yours truly, the most pathetic man alive

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The high's starting to wear off. Someone shoot another billionaire CEO

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kinda hoping for a cat for christmas. i didn’t ask for one explicitly as a gift bc my parents know i want one but. there’s a chance

if i don’t get a cat i will explicitly ask for one for my birthday, which is 2 months away

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woke up ridiculously early in another desperate attempt to cram my essence back into my body

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not evil anymore i want to be loved now

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finished my chocolate lets see if i can sleep full of caffeine, chamomile, and woe

addiction scares me but if it didn’t i would be the saddest and hottest cigarette smoker ever. id do it in the fucking rain with bags under my eyes so you can see on my face just how long it’s been since i’ve felt loved

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I’ve been engaging in behaviours not beneficial to my wellbeing

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instead i’m eating chocolate and drinking water. i should probably be proud of this

addiction scares me but if it didn’t i would be the saddest and hottest cigarette smoker ever. id do it in the fucking rain with bags under my eyes so you can see on my face just how long it’s been since i’ve felt loved

[sleep1ng-w1llow]

addiction scares me but if it didn’t i would be the saddest and hottest cigarette smoker ever. id do it in the fucking rain with bags under my eyes so you can see on my face just how long it’s been since i’ve felt loved

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do you ache? have you ached? will you ache? when will you ache?

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getting so lonely i may start writing that sad ugly play again.

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the breakup is not going well in other words

i love staying up late and fantasizing and yearning in a desperate attempt to feel human

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i love staying up late and fantasizing and yearning in a desperate attempt to feel human