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update :)

i've gone up to about 75kg now, and thats probably because i've been eating fast food every day for like a week now

i'm not very happy about that, but mostly because i don't fit into my pants i recently spent 60 euros on 🤪

as i said before, i'm going to try lose weight still but by healthier means, and i'm really gonna start trying now xp

i might continue using mfp for now just to help me with eating in a (albeit small) deficit, and i really hope soon i'll get more motivation to go to the gym again

all in all, i'm not doing super great, both ed related and other life stuff, but it's getting better :)

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i unsubscribed my mfp premium 🥳

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hi besties, update

my emotions have been all over the place

i've been 34ting a lot and the past few days have been better when we're talking about how it makes me feel, but worse when we're talking about what and how much i'm 34ting 🤪

i w31ghed myself a few days ago and it's not as bad as i thought it would be, like if i got back into this shit then i'd be able to l0se it p easily tbh, and while i do wanna l0se w31ght still, i'd like to do it in a healthier way so i'm just holding off on that rn

i've been feeling massively depressed when i don't have work, before today i hadn't showered in over a week and i have so little motivation for anything, the only things that help are coffee and my bf lol

work itself is going a bit better, i'm getting promoted to manager which will make my hours way more stable and i'll know my hours much further in advance (now i know my hours maybe 5 days before, then it'll be a month or so before), the work itself will probably be more difficult but it'll be less physically tasking so i think i'll actually be able to sleep, even after closing 🤪

anyway, not planning to be more active again, i mostly just wanted to log how i'm feeling atm, maybe in a few days/weeks i'll update again, or maybe not, only future me knows xp

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i'm going to semi-recover

i will still try to lose w31ght, eat healthy and low c4lorie food, and exercise, but i'll try not to focus on calories or weight too much, and i'll try not to restrict myself from eating and doing what i want

i'm probably not going to delete the app or my account because god knows if i'll be back and regret it in a few months again 🤪

but i won't be very active obviously

i wish for everyone here to get the life they deserve, and please seek recovery when you feel ready.

love y'all 💚

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ok but

i'm so sorry but this was funny to me

Why am I still doing this

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ended up having 1.6k c and i'm honestly ok with it

with how the past few days have been i'm glad i'm at least under 2k again lol

hopefully seeing some wl tomorrow morning, but with my . i wouldn't be surprised if it stayed the same lol

going to ikea tomorrow with mom so lots of steps 🤩🤩

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oh and tysm for 100 followers btw ♡

thank you and sorry for suffering along with me, i hope we all get the life we deserve soon ♡

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doing good 🤭

maybe tmi vv

also my period started today which explains the cravings and sudden rise & fall of motivation for wl lol

i also pinpointed the exact time i started 🤪 no bl00dy underwear for me 🤩

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i haven't 34ten since.. midnight? and while technically i'm f4sting, i don't call it f4sting.

when i f4st, i tell myself i'm not allowed to 34t or drink anything with c4l0ries. refusing myself anything makes me just cr4ve it more, and i end up b1nging.

when i don't call it f4sting, i'm allowed to 34t anything at any time, i just choose not to. if i'm cr4ving anything, i think to myself if i really want that, or just want to 34t. that usually makes the cr4vings go away, and if it doesn't go, i'll have a small bit to satiate the cr4ving and move on, without b1nging.

this is probably very normal, but realizing this for myself is making me question a lot xp

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it's almost 3pm and i havent ingested anything 🥳

not even water 🫣🤫

gonna drink some juice now

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i'm supposed to have my period soon (i cant believe i can say that after taking bc for 3 years and having an irregular period before that)

so my cravings are skyrocketing

and i hate it

i was just doing so well

i'm 34ting nothing tomorrow

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Anorexic August failed can we move on lols

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For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

For a thinner September

Affirm.

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☆wieiad 19th august☆

screenshot under the cut bc i can't be assed today

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ok, while i have been making recipies for smoothies, this one won't be joining 🤪

kiwi, pineapple, banana :')

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do you have tips for ppl starting out that you would have given yourself when you first started?

get a psychiatrist and recover. Lol