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“maybe in another universe we get our happy ending”

the other universe:

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dude is a painting in a museum

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omgmkgmomkrgkmorg you're into tally hall and genshin toooooo??????????????!!??!?!? :3

yehsjs

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FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FARTEY FART PARTICLE FARTY FARTWR FART I LOVE FARTING

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i make poopoo on couch

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what the gyat

She neither on my heaven till I hell

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i love you :) /p

YAAYAYAYAAYAYQYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAH

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Intro again welele!

Background Information:

-I am still in childhood years don't be weird

-I am Arle. Yes I named myself after my genshin main

-Preferred names are Arlechi, Domi, Ann is accepted, Somi, and Nox!1!1

Interests:

-Project Sekai

-Genshin Impact

-Bandori

Artists I love for themselves + my favorite songs from them

-Avril Lavigne, Things I'll Never Say + Mobile

-Tally Hall, Two Wuv + You & Me

-NewJeans, Hurt + How Sweet

-Ive, Crush + Eleven

Artists I like for their music

-Beabadoobee

-Mitski

-Artic Monkeys

-TV Girl

-Laufey

-Taylor Swift

That's skibidi it! 1! 1! I make sarcastic fanfics sometimes and I enjoy dhar mann

DNI List

-"Illit is copying Jeanz4Free!" BANNED. Get out

-basic dni, non toxic comshippers r okay! 1! 1

-people who enjoy diddy & drake jokes. get out

address me by any pronouns im just safest w he him and they them

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real

AVRIL LAVIGNE>>

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˚₊‧꒰ა ang3l ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

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Becos yes

sima do uwant rebisco chocolate

No you can have it

Also why are you contacting me on TUMBLR :sob

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Do you LIGMA💜

Hi lady do you

It is Fate here right now, hello, er, Astrann?

Do I..? Go on. I don't get offended at these questions.

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This is SAUR cute

do you find lily as a daughter figure

lilith? ah, of course i do.

she's like the daughter he and i always wanted

*waves* me mentioned?

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now I believeeee every step that we takeee is like a dance we perform together my my my love bee my only lovee

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YESS! 1!1!1 SLAY GRILL!!!

little mari

this is js a song i wrote in 10 mins but also basically a summary of my life except for the ending 😭

there’s a hole inside my chest

where all my feelings manifest

sometimes i wonder if any of them are wrong

especially when i hear the doorbell

its little ‘ding-dong!’

i don’t want them to come home

i want to stay as i am, all alone

doesn’t anyone understand that that’s all?

that i’m not just some puppeteered doll

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mom, dad, can you treat me like

i’m human too?

so i can stop wishing

that this heart’d stop beating

(glass breaking, “ano sinabi mo!?”)

wait, sorry, that was a lie

really, really, i’m fine, i’m fine

i won’t do it again

i’ll just crawl back into my den

there’s a hole in my chest

my feelings no longer manifest

i sit inside my room all day

so, this is the price i have to pay?

music helps, sometimes, i guess

ignoring all the pain i’ve dressed

myself in

inner child? what child, what child?

the one that grew up too soon, knowing touch no longer mild?

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mom, dad, can i grow up faster?

now i know my injuries won’t be solved by plaster

or prove me wrong, maybe

say that i’m still your little baby

(cooing, vague “mahal kita!”)

wait, i know that’s stupid

really, really, it is idiotic

i won’t do it again

i’ll just crawl back into my den

there’s a hole in my chest

feelings are weak, i cannot rest

as the days go by, so did my cries

for help, but, oh well, no one cares about a stray’s hurt yelp

a whispered plea, unheard and unwanted

left for dead, useless even if created

every interest, a saving grace

yet lulling me more to join those of death’s race

fight, flight, freeze, fawn

every morning is the old, dead dawn

shining behind the clouds the sun rises

and i fall, past the point of crisis

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mom, dad, today, i put to rest

my soul and its vessel, it’s for the best

sweet rope, take me home

to the place i’ve never known

(“oh, god, what have we done!?”)

hell or heaven, who cares? not me

all i know is right now, right here

i’m kind of.. sleepy..

(“mari! mari! oh, mari.. what did we do wrong..? ano ginawa namin?”)

(a few seconds later, flapping of wings, and “be not afraid.”)

[ context ]

we meet an abused child named mari, a play on the word marionette. we see inside her mind as she ages and as her days get worse, until she ultimately can’t take it anymore and she hangs herself, therefore being “asleep.”

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tallytober day 20: tallies in fav media

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I broke my ankle 2 months ago why does it still hurt