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not tying your pajama pants and letting them hang loosely around your hips to feel ultra skinny >>

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i’m worried about moving with my best friend to our new apartment next month and her being encouraged by my ed because it’s happened before, she notices i don’t eat as much and does the same.

of course i’m worried because i care about her and don’t want her to follow in my footsteps but also simply because i don’t want her to lose more weight than me. as selfish as this is, i want to be the skinny one. i want to do this on my own.

how fucked is that?

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buddies anyone ?

i promise i’m somewhat funny and we can send inspo , tips, help motivate each other, rant when the cravings get bad, all the good stuff. <3

no minors please!

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i have a strong love hate relationship with the feeling of always being cold aspect of this ed.

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i know my height and structure will physically not allow me to ever have my dream body either way but i will continue to ignore that and die trying🤚🏼

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anyone else overestimate their calories even when written out in front of you? i’ll read “350 cals” and round it up to 500 … just in case.

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manifesting dropping at least 15 lbs by thanksgiving, that way i’ll actually have something to be thankful for, amen. 🙏🏼

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ordered a bunch of stuff i’ve been wanting and writing a gw on each of the boxes as they arrive,

not allowed to open them until each lil gw is reached for motivation to keep going (-:

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i’ve been so unmotivated and off track and in this plateau of gaining and losing the same 3 lbs, i’m over it and cannot let this start to me going back to my old ways, not before i’ve even reached my ugw, i refuse to start being weak and giving in, i’m going harder than ever the rest of this month. i’ve gone on this long, i can keep going. 

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did you eat a lot today? more than you should’ve? maybe even full on binged? used Valentine’s Day as an excuse to run off track?

that is OKAY. it’s ONE day. that doesn’t erase all of your progress. you deserve to treat yourself every now and then. millions of other people celebrated today enjoying sweets and treats and you know what? you deserve to enjoy it too. it’s just one day, tomorrow you can pick back up where you left off.

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the frustration i feel when i know i’d be so pretty with this weight shed off but still being stuck in this mf body, like damn i really got potential but yet HERE I AM. 

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it’s getting really annoying how eating makes you gain weight

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if i don’t start noticing a difference by the end of this month istg i’m unsubscribing to my ed.

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my dad said i look...thin today?? unexpected coming from him but biggest motivation ever to keep going bles 

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i no longer get excited when i reach another gw, i just want to reach my damn ugw at this point and nothing else seems to matter 😀