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Always in memories

They say losing your pet is nothing. I have lost my baby, my companion, my only friend who just stayed by my side when there was no one. I still wake up in the middle of the night with a painful realization that she is not there with me anymore. the worst of all I couldn't say goodbye. I couldn’t hold her face for the very last time, I couldn't touch her caress her. I was not there. I was not there when her heart stopped beating. I was not there and I will have to live with this regret forever. I am scared to go back home, I will break knowing there is no one to welcome me with all the wagging tail, licks and kisses. i feel guilty for smiling, I feel guilty for going out, for just living. and somewhere I still can't believe it. they say you are in a better place- but I am lost without you. I wish I could hold you one last time, taken you for a walk or given you your favorite treat or slept with you I wish I could have kissed you goodbye. I wish I was everything you wanted because you were so much more for me.

I will miss you, baby. I am sorry for not being there.

I read this somewhere that Grief is love that's lost. the love that has nowhere to go and so it burns our heart and explodes in tears. I had so much to give.  

thank you for being there. you were perfect. 

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Knowing when to stop is the hardest battle. #life #lifequotes #lovequotes #love #poetry #words #poet #poetrycommunity #insta #instadaily #instagram #milano #ig_milan #soul #feelings #thoughts (at Milan, Italy)

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We have become ao impatient, that we never really enjoy the journey. #lifequotes #life #poem #poet #heart #feelings #instagram #insta #words #wordsofwisdom #ig_europe #mountains #swiss

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There are times the heart must be stopped. #lovequotes #love #loveyourself #sayno #feelings #heartbroken #heart #heartbreak #poem #poetry #poeticjusticebraids #words #instagram #zurich #swiss #instadaily (at Zürich, Switzerland)

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For the one i lost. #lovequotes #love #life #lifequotes #movingon #poetry #poet #paris #feelings #feels #heartbroken #heartbreak #words #poetrycommunity #poet #ig_paris #ig_instagram (at Paris, France)

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For her heart has been broken a million times. #quotes #lovequotes #love #heartbroken #heart #heartbreak #heartbreakquotes #feelings #feelingalone #poetry #poet #power #poetrycommunity #insta #instadaily #ig_paris #ig_europe (at Paris, France)

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Sometimes we don't want to accept the truth. We cant comprehend the fact that its over because of some random reason we cannot understand. #lovequotes #love #paris #closure #feelings #poem #poemsofinstagram #poetry #poet #poetrycommunity #insta #instadaily #lifequotes #lifelessons #lessonlearned #lies #truth #ig_europe (at Paris, France)

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For love is a fools game. #lovequotes #love #fool #fallinginlove #heart #feelings #heartbreakquotes #alive #poemsofinstagram #poem #insta #instagram #poetsofinstagram #live (at Paris, France)

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So many times i have hidden behind my humor and sarcasm; just so he would not guess that i love him.

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Home is not just bricks and stones. Sometimes you find a "home" in a person. And letting him/her go is the worst feeling one could get. #quoteslove #quotesaboutlife #words #wordporn #ig_life #feelings #heart #home #lettinggo #forgetting #instadaily

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Its strange how human emotions work! How we try to protect ourselves but still end up doing it anyways. #lovequotes #love #fallinginlove #feelings #instagood #instagram #followme # (at Milan, Italy)

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When you wont settle for anything less. #lovequotes #love #hurricane #fallinginlove #men #feelings #insta #instagram #instagramdaily #milano (at Milan, Italy)

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And we all have gone through this.. #lovequotes #love #loveislove #feelings #fallinginlove #bae #instagram #insta (at Milan, Italy)

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Its sad how things change. What once was beautiful is nothing but a painful reality for us. #memories #lifequotes #quotes #wordporn #wordsofwisdom #wordstoliveby #poem #live #loveyourself #instagram #feelings (at Milan, Italy)

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AHAHHAH its a hard knock life for them

So romantic

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And that's the beauty of pain; it makes you a poet.

SWP