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The hat has been constructed 🫡 just gotta paint it

(and then I have to sew a whole ass suit because of course I can’t keep it simple by modifying an existing one)

OH MY GOD??? THIS LOOKS AMAZING. AND WITH LIGHTS TOO.

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Relax, no one is taking him away.

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I'm trying to keep the SKL fandom alive.

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Sigh and look at my blender wip folder in shame

My Inner Detective really came out when I was helping my friend find BPJD MMD models only to come to the realization that they are basically lost media and will never see the light of day again

I will miss you, low quality Gunmax model. You forever have a special place in my heart.

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Is it ok if I use your human Deckard design as a ref for a cosplay I’m planning?

YES PLEASE DOOOOOOO I'm a coaplayer myself so it's always okay to use my designs as ref🥺🥺 i love it when people do🥹

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I think what made me lock on to Amir so thoroughly is that I see in him these traits that I'm so self conscious about. That I've been made fun of for, that I've been made to obscure in the past.

He CAN be a bit overwhelming sometimes. He DOES hyperfixate on a topic and struggles to let go. He is sensitive to rejection and has trouble sleeping, and takes coffee to calm down. His filter is rather porous, and half of what he says is a reference that only a few people would get. His feelings get too big for his body and he feels like he's running on motors. He's can be clumsy and inattentive and he puts WAY too much pressure on himself and and and.

He's a mirror held up to some of the attributes that I like THE LEAST about myself... and I still find him loveable. And I finally felt it; that when my partner says that they love me... it's ALL of me...

In the past 2 weeks, I've allowed myself to be unapologetically excited and hyperfixated in a way that I haven't in over a decade. I've stopped profusely apologising for infodumping on my closest friends (who have now started playing too!) And I'm allowing things to make me happy... even if it's "too much".

Having rep like this... fuck, it means the world. My heart is genuinely so full seeing the Hex treat him kindly and taking his needs seriously, AND to see that others feel the same way.

I wouldn't want to remove any part of myself, the "too much" symptoms of my A(u)DHD included, because there's me in there. And the people who love me love those parts, too... (or at least don't mind them🤔)

So... thanks, DE.

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Congratulations Arthur and Drifter Taliesin

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Series: Yuusha Keisatsu J Decker Artist: Shimogasa Miho Publication: Animedia Magazine (12/1994) Source: Scanned from my personal collection

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Every time someone draws Shadowmaru's playful cocky side, an angel gains its wings

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"My" Reflection

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Everyone shut up. Drifter calls Loid "Albrecht's lover. "

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OH THEY SURE DID. Their band was called 2Hearts! And they have several album together. Some of their songs you can find on YouTube, but for the rest your best luck is to buy their album.

Doodle to get used to drawing the blorbos again.

Also context for Duke and Shadowmaru singing

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Doodle to get used to drawing the blorbos again.

Also context for Duke and Shadowmaru singing

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Captura spam. Too impatient to wait for a kiss from Arthur.

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You guys probably know me as the gal that ship Deckerd, Gunmax, Shadowmaru, and Duke together in a polycule. But I'll be fr Dukemaru is probably like. THE comfort ship for me. A knight and a Ninja? Cute. They probably understand each other well.

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I wanted to draw Human Shadowmaru today. He's still by far my favorite humanized design out of the bunch.

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I think people should try reading getter robo for a life changing experience