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Hey sorry your boyfriend got kidnapped by his mob boss dad. Yeah when he said thank you back there he meant thanks for everything you’ve done for him, that was his goodbye because he’s going to die. No yeah he was in love with you, that’s what all the looks meant. Anyway. He’ll think of you kissing him when he’s being tortured by his father’s people as an escape. No I totally get why you might want to burn the world until you find him. Yeah yeah maybe start with choking your teammate for answers. Sorry again.

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Fantasy au. Drawing armor is so hard

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forever partner friday but it's on a saturday and i gave up halfway through so its messy as hell

anways... what's spookier than the nest am i right

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…Andrew and Neil moved like they were caught in each other’s gravity, in each other’s space more than they were out of it, cigarette smoke and matching armbands and lingering looks when one fell out of orbit for too long…

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losing my damn mind. "why break forever into measurable increments?" OF COURSE THEY MADE IT, NEITHER ONE HAD ANY DOUBT.

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I just love how Neil goes to all these lengths to ensure his survival, but then the moment someone pisses him off one too many times, all that survival instinct flies out of the window, because he just cannot keep his mouth shut. Honestly I respect that, we all have our limits, and for Neil Josten, that limit is annoying assholes with intricate and endless daddy issues, and I think that’s valid.

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The raven king, chapter ten

"How interesting," they say.

(and they say it a lot)

(i'm not kidding. the entirety of the first two books is just both of them saying how interesting the other is. it's suffocating.)

Another medicated Andrew! And black haired Neil!

The two first books hold such bangers, and clearly not enough people ramble about them. I'm a sucker for the relationship they have afterwards obviously, but even before that they're hilarious. Many underrated scenes that could be worth drawing.

Also I underestimated how Neil dress and presents himself - like: he wears oversized, worn out and faded, preferably light-colored clothes; messy curlyish hair with bangs; sports hoodies; JORTS-

... He's got a banger style actually.

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miss renee walker for a kofi sketch req

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“don’t touch her.”

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“In a different story, would we still have been enemies?”

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nah because alistair and gavin’s first kiss really ruined me

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“ty’s not my shadow.”

“my apologies. i suppose you’re his.”

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tmi gang for barbie (2023) - art by cassandra jean

@magnus-the-maqnificent

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gotta protect the sun sensitive bf

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Jason is the mom friend, but his parenting standards are very skewed

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finally finished the tower of nero and i had to draw this part or else i would combust