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anyone else picked up this sort of “do it with dignity or not at all” attitude from their father and then had it backfire on you upon realizing that there are many important things worth sacrificing your dignity for?

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stall neighbor watching reels on the toilet and i feel like i can finally understand how much scrolling is a waste of time. just audio after audio after audio. content made for virality muffled through a thin plastic wall. i kind of want to bang my hand on the barrier between us and tell them to snap out of it

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tumblr users gotta be the most bitchless people on the planet

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maybe this is a little tinfoil hat of me but i swear labels were created to oppress people easier that’s why you’ll never catch me using labels in public

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i actually feel so insane telling people this is my favorite movie bc everyone is mostly like “oh i’ve never heard of that seems cool though” but anyone who has seen it should instantly be suspicious why i love a movie that’s basically just shirtless men doing homoerotic things for 90 minutes

and i look like a completely cis woman too so i know i must look Ultra Straight to ppl but i swearrr i’m just not into loud gender expression

my letterboxd review of beau travail was like “this movie could make me into the person i want to be” surprise it was code wording for “i am a homosexual trans man”

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also i know i sound like captain obvious saying this but 3 meals a day + 8 hours of sleep will do wonders for your addled mind. i felt so normal and not like a little freak anymore when i started doing this

freshman yr of college was the worst thing ever for me because i refused to be seen as even a little genderqueer and forced myself to look feminine and pretty every hour of the day. do not repeat my mistakes omg

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freshman yr of college was the worst thing ever for me because i refused to be seen as even a little genderqueer and forced myself to look feminine and pretty every hour of the day. do not repeat my mistakes omg

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i would not mind if reed shannon replaced shameik moore as miles in the new spider verse. honestly i like when those kinds of decisions are made (swapping out actors) to make a project really come together, as long as they don't try to do any retcon bs (ex. matrix trilogy)

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its a powerful feeling getting over your youtube addiction by going Ummmm actually idgaf and then closing the tab, instantly cutting off the narrator

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i think i genuinely need therapy sessions to be 7 hours long. one hour is not nearly long enough to make any kind of progress 😭

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i don’t think i’ve ever been publicly upset before. you could literally run in to me at my lowest, tweaking, crashing out, stressed, just got mugged, and i would still be like Hey man what’s up

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me when i spend a whole year “glowing up” but forgetting about my confidence so now i just look really pretty but people despise me because i seem stuck up and socially awkward, insecure and detached 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀

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moodboard for tonight

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that dumb tweet that was like "i learned chinese in order to argue with genshin impact fans on twitter" but it's actually not dumb. i'm reading fan fiction translated into chinese to learn chinese. this is crazy.

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