sick-and-jaded
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24. She/her. Introvert. Severe anxiety, Audhd, PMDD, and MDD. Tw vent blog
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damn I kinda wished people loved me for who I am and not for what I can do for them
#fuck…#it’s always about the sex#it always is#never anything else#they always reveal themselves sooner or later#i hope i’m wrong this time…
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I’m afraid…
You don’t want me, and you’ll leave as soon as you find someone who meets your sexual requirements.
Maybe that guy back in your home state, who you even admitted to having a crush on, and is so big and strong…
I might as well count my losses now.
Mom was right again…
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Anaïs Nin, from a novel titled "A Spy in the House of Love," published in 1954
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this is not living this is just surviving and i’m tired of working to be alive
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how nice it must be to kiss me, i must taste like pure emotional damage and abandonment trauma
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Trista Mateer, from "Aphrodite Made Me Do It," originally published in 2024
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damn I kinda wished people loved me for who I am and not for what I can do for them
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oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me
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i have to PRETEND i have to DAYDREAM or i will KILL MYSELF
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Asking “do you still like me?” with their dick in my mouth.
#am i really a slut for wanting to make them happy?#i can’t think of anything but them#they’ve consumed my whole world#god i hope i don’t mess this up#i don’t think i can deal with another heartbreak#pleasssse don’t leave me
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i know you can’t stand me just tell me already
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I wish I could reconnect with C…I feel terrible about how everything went down still. But, they were toxic, and I have to move on.
#they just…weren’t there for me when i needed them#and made some awful comments about my trauma#id like to apologize for it all#but it’s too late now
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Girl who is so terrified of losing people she won’t even start dating.
#it’s me#im the girl#dating#what if i mess things up by confessing my feelings and they leave?#what then?#what if the relationship goes bad and i never see them again?#what if i neeeeed them around and don’t want to ruin it#relationship things#how do you not lose people 😭#relationship
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Alcoholism is truly one of the most difficult things to deal with, especially when everyone else is in denial about it. Nothing you can do will ever make people understand the weight of their own actions. They will have to learn the hard way, and by the time it even gets to that point, it might already be too late.
#alcoholism took my grandmother#it took my friend’s mother#and it’s about to take my dad#everyone just turns a blind eye#and when you try to say anything you’re the bad guy#18 beers in one night and he’s heavy drinking like this every night#he’s afraid to even go to the doctor because he knows they’ll probably find something wrong
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