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i don't think i can be the person to do something about this

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I don't know who they're here for or how many there are but they're watching me and I swear by spirits eternal i am going to make them stop

Why are they watching me

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Every time I go outside it's like I'm being mocked why are they WATCHING ME

Why are they watching me

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Why are they watching me

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every time without fail i go to visit her and i am dragged unwittingly to sleep by a thousand tiny candles. and i can't tell if they want me to stay or leave

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i 💜 doing things I have been specifically told not to do

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please make my pills make me more normal doc

i think need to talk to my psychiatrist again

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i think need to talk to my psychiatrist again

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died and came back exactly the same but something was so so so wrong with me before and now I have an excuse to really lean into it

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the disgust you have for your meat puppet never goes away one way or another.

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why didn't it work.

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do you ever feel at times as if you're not a person? what i wish to say is that you're not truly present, nor alive, as if you're at the whim of another, like a dog. someone or something had the power to breath life into you, to move you

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the worst of it is that i can feel it rotting. it would be easier to ignore if i couldn't feel it curling down my back. i just wish everyone would stop pretending not to notice

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spirits curse this entire month

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i do nothing all day. how did i not have the energy to get anything past the bare minimum for giftmas

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why can't people learn to fucking ignore each other