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One of the most unrealistic part of supernatural, to me, was the fact that the fans of the supernatural books never realised or even considered the possibility of it being true.

Now I may be wrong, but weren't the books just the written form of the episodes. That means every time the Winchesters showed up on news as FBI's most wanted, the same thing happened in the books. So you're telling me these readers read these books, saw somewhat similar things happening, to people with the exact same name, in real life and just decided that it was all just a big coincidence?

None of them, not even for a second thought that these were just too many coincidences. They just went about their normal day, completely oblivious to the fact that the Winchester brothers were real. Like do you think they all thought that maybe the brothers were just very committed LARPers or something? Like how do you see all these similarities between the books you are reading and real life and just decided to ignore it?

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In the past few months, a few people have questioned me about why I read fanfics, or why do I obsess over shows so much. I don't really know how to explain to them how amazing and magical it feels to be a part of a fandom.

To me being part of a fandom is like being part of a huge family united by the love of the show, it's characters or it's ships. It's a place that you are free to show your creativity, express your feelings and feel welcomed. It's a place where even if you are judged there is always someone that backs you up (I have personally seen this on ao3). You get to admire stories and artworks done by so many people all across the world, and it's always beautiful. It's beautiful because the people creating them, don't usually do it for money, they do it because they too love the show, and you can see that in their work. You get to see how different people interpret the same scene in different ways, and somehow all of them seem right. Some fandoms are so united that they all agree on the same headcanon, or all of them come together to completely disregard canon events.

All I do know is that I love being part of fandoms, big or small, and I have never regretted being part of one either.

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Recently is was talking to someone who I hold in great regards. I have a lot of respect for them and I know that they are a great person. And during this conversation they pointed something out about me.

They told me that I have the tendency to isolate myself from people. In the sense that if they make a mistake, I cut them off, that I don't see the good in them anymore. They told me that I need to learn how to let people in, and all of this kinda bothered me, not because I thought she was wrong, but because I knew she was right.

It hadn't really hit me before, because I do have friends, friends I talk to, a lot. But the past month or so I have felt increasingly worse mentally. I feel like crying everyday, and most days just end up scrolling through tumblr to numb my emotions. But it made me realise that though I do talk a lot with my friends, it's never genuine things, I have never talked to my friends when I feel like shit, I have never told them anything really deep about myself, hell, I have never cried in front of them. Outside my room, I have learnt to control my feelings well enough, that regardless of how I truly feel, to most people around me, I'm a happy person.

Part of me thinks that the reason I don't let people around me see me at my lowest is because they expect me to be strong, I'm the person they tell their problems to, the person they ask advice from. It's like they don't think that I could have my own problems, and I'm not just saying that. I was talking to my friends and I told them something about how I cry sometimes, and some of them were genuinely surprised.

I know I should probably talk to someone about all this instead of posting here, but I don't think I can. For some reason it feels easier to type this shit out and let a bunch of strangers read it than to actually talk to someone.

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Do you think that Scott Mcall from any season other than season 1 has met season 1 Scott.

Like ever since season 2, he is all like ' we don't kill people '. And is angry with Stiles when he kills Donavon.

Like darling, in season 1 you were willing to kill Peter. And I get that Peter was evil, but was he really.

Like this man almost burnt to death, he heard/saw his whole family die, and spent like 10 years in icu. He had every reason to be insane, and he killed Laura and turned Scott because of his insanity, and instead of helping him, they plan to kill him. Not just kill him, but burn him to death, like yeah that's a great idea, let's make him go through the same pain that drove him to insanity in the first place, that started this whole mess.

And he gets mad at Derek, not because he killed Peter, but because he didn't let Scott kill him. And then suddenly next season he decides that they are above killing people.

The audacity this man has, and the double standards.

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I finally watched supernatural this year (during my finals). I had been avoiding watching the show because horror really wasn't my thing, and the only thing I knew about it was that it had monsters. I started watching it for a petty reason ( that i will not disclose). but anyway.

when i tell you that this show has consumed my soul and has ruined me for all other shows, like seriously. I haven't been able to genuinely enjoy any show after supernatural. I have begged all my friends to watch it, but they don't, which sucks. So now i spend my day on tumblr just seeing spn content, and I love it. It feels so good to be a part of this fandom, because it is still active after all these years, which means people like me who watch the show very late still have new content we can see, and people we can interact with. Which just feels great.

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So I love Joshaya just as much as the next person, but Josh telling Maya that her feeling for Lucas aren't really her feelings pisses me off.

Like every person got the chance to grow, and embrace the changes that came with it and that's fine, but the second Maya starts getting good grades or starts liking Lucas, her feelings aren't hers. She is just trying to feel how Riley does? That's just bullshit.

Josh was always like " I'm too old for you', so maybe Maya decided to like someone who she thought she genuinely had a shot with. Maybe she really did like Lucas, or maybe she didn't, I just don't think anyone in the show had the right to tell her that she just has these feelings because she is trying to be Riley.

The whole show, everyone around her tells her to stop dreaming about Josh, to stop getting in trouble and to care about school, get good grades, to have hope. But the second she does, the same people turn around and say that she is just being Riley, it just sucks.

And I think that over the coarse of the show, Maya had matured enough to know and understand her feelings, without needing anyone to tell her that she is feeling what she is just because she wants to protect Riley.

Don't get me wrong, I didn't want her to end up with Lucas anyway, and Joshaya is my endgame, but still, I just feel like they could have done it in any way other than undermining her feelings by claiming they aren't hers.

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I had a few questions for all writers who write crossovers between shows like TVD, Supernatural and Teen wolf.

How do you incorporate the different lores of these shows?

Do you just take the characters from one show and put them in the setting of another show?

Or do you write backstories on why the lore is interpreted in different ways?

Also how do you decide who the good guys are?

Because on Supernatural, the hunters are shown as 'good', but on TW or TVD, the hunters are mostly the bad guys, and the 'monsters' are the 'good' guys.

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As someone who has watched a few supernatural themed shows(TVDU,Teen wolf, Supernatural) I find it very interesting how all the writers technically have the same base material but all of them interpret it in their own way.

Taking the example of the common legend in the above mentioned shows ' silver kills werewolves '.

In Supernatural they follow it. On any werewolf hunt, the first thing they look for is silver bullets. But in the TVDU, they claim that that legend was a myth started by werewolves ( I think that's what Tyler's uncle said). And on Teen Wolf, there is a line by Gerard, something like ' all legends have some truth behind them, silver doesn't kill werewolves but an Argent does'.

I don't know why but I just find it very interesting.