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Artober day 31: Clody sky

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I read a fanfic about them and now I'm obsessed

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Day 14: Gaming

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hey girl you can aggressively negotiate with my blaster any day

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Artober day 29: Sun & Moon

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Okay listen. 

The jedi were popular during the Clone Wars. And Anakin, in particular, seemed to be the one that was thrown under the publicity bus the most, at least that was the way I took his scenes in ROTS. So….merch. 

Sheets, toys, writing utensils, books, pillowcases, nail art, clothes, bag accessories, you name it there’s probably merch for it. And Anakin Skywalker’s face is on a lot of the merch. 

Padme Amidala has WAY TOO MUCH ANAKIN SKYWALKER MERCH. And a lot of that merch isn’t even official, proceeds-going-towards-the-War merch! It’s fan made merch that looks way too good for Padme’s peace of mind sometimes but she really likes the full body pillowcase because it has him smiling (obviously from an illegally gained vid from the front lines, but she’ll take it!) and she misses him when he’s gone. And she can snuggle with the full body pillow!

She has lipstick that has Anakin’s lightsaber as the tube. She has sheets with Anakin’s face on it, but in a cute cartoon-y style that emphasis’ his curls and shows him with a cute pout. She has a stuffed bear Anakin Skywalker that has a little fabric lightsaber. She fought some teenager for a limited edition space!keychain of Anakin’s face because it had a smoldering expression. She bought a set of mugs of Anakin, Obi-Wan, Ahsoka, and two clone troopers. She has slippers that make the fwishing sound when you turn a lightsaber on when you step on them. She has underwear that has Anakin’s face on it.

Padme Amidala is a fucking nerd and she loves her husband!!

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Sith raised anakin x padme amidala dynamic be like XD

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And we are done: artober day 31! 🥳🥳

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Artober day 24: Axis

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waava week :: memorial ::

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waava week:: star/night

happy waavaversary 🥹 11 years

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I get it, it happened to me too. Still shocked about my 2014 to 2017 writings.

I just reada really good fic but halfway through I realized "oh shit this is really familiar.... didn't I write something like this once?" And as I kept reading I kept predicting what happened next and the further I went the more convinced I was that they'd ripped off my story-

like, copied the ENTIRE plot and re-written it, just better than I had? The characters were more fleshed-out than mine were, and the POV was more interesting, and the pace made more sense- but it was MY STORY?

So close to the end I was like "holy shit.. do I message them? Ask if my story inspired theirs? Should I be angry? Flattered?" Cause their tags and description didn't mention me AT ALL, which, sure, it's fanfiction to begin with, but if you're using my work than at least credit me as inspo, right? Just to be courteous?

But I get to the end of the final chapter, and it's not finished, and I'm kind of disappointed cause I never finished my story and I was really immersed in their version now and had been looking forwards to seeing how they tied up my loose ends- so I scroll to the bottom to leave a comment, and.

It's MY URL.

IT WAS MY STORY THE WHOLE TIME.

THE ONE *I WROTE*.

In *2013*.

And FORGOT ABOUT

BECAUSE I WAS SO INSECURE ABOUT MY SLOPPY, SHALLOW, AMETEUR WRITING

And I'm just sitting here now staring into space thinking about every shitty story I've ever written now like

IT WAS ALL GOOD?

IT WAS GOOD THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME??

I'M A GOOD WRITER?????

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Rhizophysa filiformis // No common name

Rhizophysidae is a family of siphonophores in the suborder Cystonectae. Look at them go 💚🩵💜

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waava week (2024) // day 2 - reverse

if you fall, then...

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ofa

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It’s so nice to not have an art block 24/7 ~

Here, have a little doodle I did this morning 💖

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Artober day 16: Lord Fourth