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don't want to write I want to think very hard about my fic until it emerges from my head fully formed like athena

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they should invent a reread of trc that doesn’t make you want to bash your head into a wall with all its connections and foreshadowing

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Why is Ronan so hard to draw…..

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My favorite animal is Neil Josten tearing Kevin a new one after Andrew leaves to get off his meds.

"'As if you feel any differently," Kevin sent Neil.

Neil fixed Kevin with a stony look. "Maybe if you'd stuck around a moment longer, you'd understand why I don't care anymore. When you came upstairs, did you hear him laughing, Kevin? He was," he said, ignoring the way Nicky flinched and the quick look Dan shot Matt, "before Drake even hit the ground. So yes, even I would give up this season. And after everything he's done and every risk he's taken for you, you'd better feel the same."

"It's not that simple," Kevin started.

"Then simplify it," Neil cut in."

-The Raven King, pg. 262-263

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🧡🐰🧡🦊🧡🐰🧡🦊🧡

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I think a lot about that whole scene in the sunshine court with jeremy taking jean shopping and every time he tries to ask a light-hearted question it just backfires immediately with jean casually trauma dumping about his life back when he was sequestered in the nest

like jeremy asked jean about buying a cool shirt and he replied that he was never allowed to leave evermore campus

I would never ask a question ever again tbh

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just thinking about the fact that when neil realised his father’s men were about to kidnap him all he could think of was saying “thank you. you were amazing.” to andrew because he wanted him to know that he was important to neil. just thinking.

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‘Neil didn't wait to see if Andrew's gaze swung his way again but got in the car.’

I absolutely adore lines like this where he's pretending he doesn't care but the very fact that he mentions it betrays that he does like he could have just got in the car but noooo he has to not wait to see if Andrew looks at him. He has to not think about it.

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[scrolling through a fandom tag] wrong. wrong. incomprehensibly wrong. wrong but harmless. nice style and color palette but I don't care about that ship. mildly entertaining liveblog update. they whitewashed my girl :( . good joke, reblog. wro--well that's my mutual so I will politely look away. fifteen posts in a row by an innocent rp blog that I don't have the heart to block. take I agree with but op was annoying about it. chapter twenty-eight of a longfic wip. !! GOOD POST !!, instafollowed. bot. technically correctly tagged but uses this acronym for something completely different. museum worthy art piece by a sixteen-year-old from the philippines. wrong. wrong but in a new and exciting way that provokes thought.

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i know we’ve talked about this before but man i’m obsessed with neil literally never thinking about his sexuality. his sexuality is kevin’s problem, not his

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big hands neil, big hands neil, big hands neil, big h-

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A doodle

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me writing the worst paragraph of my life knowing that a sexier, more hydrated version of me will fix it later

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"I'm fine"

I'm literally obsessed with these fucked up motherfuckers

I'm currently reading the third book, but this is a snippet from the time before Christmas at the Ravens :)

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Wait

Here, gained a bit more trauma :))

I'll do more illustrations of the post-xmas-at-Riko's bit, I guess I'll just draw more of them in general

I'll draw some Andreil >:)

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we are behind (long story, longer year). but unless anything goes horrifically sideways, best guess is sometime December for 2 and 2025 for 3. please do not ask me WHEN in 2025 or I will kms, thx lovies bye <3

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Average Foxes meeting

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mornings~

an andreil sketch dump. neil looks like fcking archie andrews and i am so sad about it